Where can I find the energy to do more,
To help others?
When can I go to work and not feel this stress that the ones I help may not make it very far?
I try,
I give,
I love what I do.
Where can I find the energy to do more,
To help others?
I dig deep inside my heart and feel so many different emotions,
Some feelings I wish to ignore.
It is just too much to hold.
Can I acknowledge what I am feeling when faced with the feelings of others in front of me who are holding on to life?
There is no space for me to feel,
To feel anything but love.
I quiet my mind,
I let go of the stories of all that I feel for just this moment so I can give and listen to what somebody else is feeling right now.
Where can I find the energy to give more?
I feel closer than ever to those around me.
We are all in this together here,
Serving.
My eyes gaze upon someone who is crying for help in fear.
They cannot even see my smile inside that I love to be here now to help you.
While my eyes cry in pain,
I give and I give.
Let me hold you in this space here safe.
We will work together to have greater health today.
Where can I find the energy to give more?
I look around me and see such kindness going beyond.
I try to keep up with everybody's needs.
Because I give,
I love.
This is who I am.
Inhale.
Exhale.
Taking one brief moment to breathe,
To reflect on all that I give all day long in fear but with joy.
Too many emotions.
How can I hold them all?
Exhale.
Inhale.
Exhale.
Inhale.
Exhale.
Inhale.
Exhale.
Now I can see my eyes in your eyes.
We feel the same.
We can move forward together.
Use this emotion and move forward together.
The energy I feel in this emotion of my love is what I need.
I find the energy to give more when I can listen to how you feel.
And I know I can give you the help.
Inhale.
Exhale.
Inhale.
Thank you for giving me the energy that I need to give.