Near Death Experience: My Husband Was Struck By Lightning

Today I'm going to share with you my husband's near-death experience.

Now it happened after he was struck by lightning and the result is an experience unlike anything I have ever heard before.

Now as a human design analyst myself I find this extra fascinating because it aligns with his human design soul blueprint.

My husband has very strong gate 51 in his chart and that is the gate of shocks.

It's the gate of unexpected things coming to you that are pretty uncomfortable and that once you experience them you can never be the same.

Now being struck by lightning and having a near-death experience definitely falls into that category and that's one of the reasons I want to share this story with you.

Now I'm going to let him tell the story because he will tell it way better than I can.

2001 was the year that the world went a little bit crazy.

That was also the year that I was struck by lightning.

This is also the time,

If you can call it time,

When I had an NDE experience,

A near-death experience as people call it.

Now since that time I haven't been thinking about it too much because things actually got a little bit more complicated in my personal life than it was actually before that incident.

So let's step back into I guess act one.

Before the NDE in my ordinary world I was going through a breakup,

A marriage breakup and I became really depressed and I won't go into the details of all that because this is about the experience of having a near-death experience which I'm trying to articulate because I know a lot of people have different kinds of ones.

Mine I think was a little bit odd it's not really in a place where you know there's there's a shining light and people are around and all that kind of stuff.

It was very different.

So my mental state I was ready to go,

I was ready to pack up.

I had separated from my previous wife and I was sharing a house with a friend.

One evening there was two storms and the second one was when I got struck by lightning while I was holding on to the fridge in the kitchen.

It actually came through the window.

Later we saw that it actually hit the gum tree outside the window and had split it.

So yeah my roommate at the time he saw the whole thing happen.

He was in the room like it was an open room but he was right at the dining table next to the room basically next to the kitchen and this is where it happened.

In that split second I imagine it was a split second but for me it was just however long it took for me to process what was going on.

In that split second earth time I heard my roommate my friend screaming and I was consumed by a white blue light and I knew that it came from behind.

I also heard a clicking noise like a metallic clicking noise and even in that state I could process what was going on and I could kind of figure out that I thought that that clicking noise was actually sparks or some kind of electricity between myself and the fridge even though I was holding it but I kind of thought that maybe it was arcing somewhere else possibly from my head.

Instantly I said to myself to my higher self to whoever this embodiment of a person is and I said oh oh I seen oh god.

So this is how it ends for me.

I was really kind of just surprised in a way that this was actually how I was going to leave this earth.

I didn't expect it to be this way.

I don't know what I expected but I just did not expect to be struck by lightning and to die from a lightning strike.

There was no fear if anything it was just acceptance.

Now with that while I was in the blue white fully absorbed light which it froze me in the space that I was in.

I couldn't move or I didn't move or whatever but I felt like I was just my body at least was just stuck.

So now that was the incident okay and from that point I jumped into another scene entirely okay.

There was no transition into the other scene.

It didn't go from being in the kitchen absorbed by lightning to this otherworldly scene like there was no transportation to get there or no stepping out of my body and looking down on myself as you'll see some people have experienced.

With me it was simply one cut to the next one scene to another where I was floating the best way I can describe it okay floating through vastness but a part of me kind of thought it kind of looks like space like out of space but a part of me thought this is internal this is actually going in this is inside me I've actually gone on the inside not the outside.

I don't know how to really quite articulate that however I was in this space and within that space there was specks like like you'd see stars I guess.

Now I could not see my body I did not feel like I had a body.

There was another presence with me and I could really feel that presence strongly and it was just it was like I just accepted that that presence was there it's like it's almost like I expected it to be there right now it did have a bit of if you want to put a gender to it it was more masculine than feminine and I got the impression that I won't say human-like but it had he had human-like energy but beyond what we understand as human energy however there was sort of a fingerprint if you like of a human form or something within or within this construct of this other being that was with me.

At the same time it also felt very powerful it also felt angelic for a better word and so I knew that this other entity was with me and it was like having a road trip and someone you have someone next to you and they're very quiet but they're just going on the journey with you and so as you're driving along when it's time to talk you've got someone there go oh did you see that or whatever right so you're not bored I guess on a big long trip not that I was bored in this experience but it was an experience like you're sharing it with someone so this entity was sharing my experience as I was sharing that entity's experience as well so all these dots all these energies I've seen orbs before they weren't quite like orbs but you can imagine orbs but with like energy inside them and what I figured out very quickly was that all these dots that I saw were actually like different universes if you like or different planets so the planets that I saw were bursting in my mind with other beings with other experiences with other you know if you want to call them aliens extraterrestrials you name it but not only that some of these dots to me at least represented almost like other timelines or maybe not so much timelines but other what people call I guess parallel kind of existences so perhaps a part of me was in amongst all these others as well however the one that I was really attracted to I was getting really close to was coming up pretty fast so it was at that point where I just realized that wow I am so free of the earth I am so free of not so much the earth but well yes the earth as in you know the whole planet and what it represents but particularly the energies here the denseness here the people here the ones that have caused me pain the ones I caused them pain the ones that are loving and caring the ones that are confused and miserable all those people all those people with whether you you know think about it or not even the really really highly spiritual ones have still got dense energy and that is how I saw it and I was not caring about any of it I did not care about my life that had passed I did not care about any of it in fact it was almost like that was someone else's life it wasn't my life I had shed all that baggage that this earth or this society this experience in my experience um has shed I was coming down I was detoxing okay I was detoxing in a way but I was also understanding that none of this and you've heard this probably a million times none of this is as real as what happens after this this is just a little bit of a taste of a performance this is just a little bit of a taste of an experience and that's it this experience is just one for you to observe and record and that's it so every single one of us when you think about it that's all we are really doing is observing and recording however some people push that to the extremes they observe they record they manipulate they make trouble they create fantasies they develop huge egos they create a world around them with other people who also have that same kind of signature and draw those people in some of those are victims some of those are psychopaths and let's face it have you seen the world lately it's not going in a great direction and even though that was 2001 I could even see that back then so I'm getting closer to this let's call it a planet this existence this light but it's not like a light at the end of the tunnel okay it's more of a energy ball if you want to call it that and I knew that if I got too close and I was kind of being fed that through the being that was with me if I got too close I could never go back ever that's cut off all the people in my life that loved me all the people that I love all the you know things that I wrote down all the stories I told none of it would mean anything and I would not go back to that ever it was just like you know here's a piece of paper you cut it in half that half is gone this half is going in a totally different direction right and they're not related in any way now because they're two separate things so my story was about to end there but then I thought of my daughter my daughter had been caught up in the mess of my ex-wife in the sense of my ex-wife got into a cult and my biggest fear was that my daughter will not know the difference between difference between independent thought and dogma and so that was a bit of a fear because I felt responsible if for whatever reason I chose to come here to earth then that comes with it responsibility just like everyone else has responsibility people say oh no you're only responsible for yourself yes to a degree you are but if you're in the care of someone else and you want that person to get to a point where they're mature enough to have independent thinking then yes you know you have a responsibility to that person you have a responsibility to your pets who need you you have a responsibility to show how you know we pick up after ourselves and don't pollute the waters and kill the fish who have nothing to do with anything other than just trying to exist just like we do you know we are not here to destroy this gift this experience we're simply here to record the experience to go back to our higher self and go wow that was something else wasn't it what's next on the agenda what did we learn from that how can I advance even further and find a spiritual connection closer to yes I will say God call God whatever you like but how do you find that and the simple answer for me at least is be creative you know everyone's different for me it's about being creative so when I thought about my daughter I needed to come back now I don't know whether I had a choice in it or not I don't know whether I was being given a kind of instruction to go back but whatever it is I felt like it was the right decision to make I also felt like ultimately it is my decision to make and so at that time at that time which by the way seemed like I can't put into minutes but obviously this is you've got to remember this is a lightning strike bang in that time all this stuff happened right and that's when I heard Goran you're going to be fine and whether that came from within me or from an external source I can't tell you with certainty because I had a near death experience I did not die nobody who has a near death experience actually died to the full extent of what death is so we are in that corridor we are not beyond the door now that corridor looks different to a lot of people some people who might be highly religious might see a Jesus figure other people might see something else whatever it is it is the construct of what your experiences have been and what you're comfortable with but the one thing I can tell you from what I've read at least and how I felt is there is so much more feeling of love beyond this than there is here and with that again there was no transition it was just one cut to the next I came back into my body really quickly like I did there was nothing in between that I could remember and my body filled with weight like water I guess like I always describe it in the way of like if you've got a water balloon and you're kind of like holding it and that was me and I was let go nature let me go and I basically just fell to the floor I didn't fall as such like I didn't like bang my head or anything but I just got to the floor with the amount of weight and gravity the denseness that is here and so that denseness had hit me with reality again and there I was what happened after that well roommate tries to call an ambulance I stop him later he calls the hospital they said no he has to come in they could have internal injuries all that part of me was just saying but I'm going to be fine I was told by someone much greater than a doctor in my view that I'm going to be fine so therefore I'm going to be fine so I didn't go in I wasn't exactly fine because what happened was my it took about two weeks before I saw a doctor because after about two weeks like I just I couldn't walk like I was shuffling my feet the sensation of extreme sunburn on the top of my feet particularly was really bad I had a little burn mark above here and apart from that I also didn't have an awakening I was still the same person the only difference was like none of my problems went away in actual fact they got worse right I went down a slippery road oh and then up and down and up and down so it's not like oh there's a revelation whatever and maybe the part of the reason for that is because I'd always been like this in the sense that I'm not even as a child I never liked religion there was something about it that to me was quite evil I'm using the word evil it's not evil but it goes against the grain of what my intellectual intelligence is telling me so therefore for me it just made no sense why would anyone do that when you've got a direct link between yourself and the higher power you don't need anyone else to kind of complicate that because once you start complicating stuff in between that's when you get into trouble that's when you start to become fearful that's when you start to become greedy that's when you have to push your agenda onto other people because you are either greedy or fearful and so it perpetuates this cycle that is not good for the planet the environment the energies the vibration goes to shit and that's why if you have a look around now if you look online whether you you know I don't know what your thoughts are on that you only know that yourself but there's more interaction or there seems to be more talk of alien stuff okay extraterrestrial now the reason I bring this up is because when I was younger even with me not knowing about this sort of stuff I kind of was gravitated to these other beings in fact I used to wake up in the morning when I was a kid during the night like very early in the morning and it was like it's like that your family had just been there and they'd gone and then they just left me here and I'm like but why am I here like I just confused and then you know get back into this life forget about that life for a bit you know going to it's like going to kindergarten you know or whatever like you get dropped off and then every now and then you get you know you get a glimpse of you know your parents down the road or whatever so it's that kind of thing and what I felt also before this and what I experienced was a lot of what you'd call I don't know like ghostly encounters or whatever communications or dreams vivid dreams whatever you want to call it it gets a little bit deeper than that but I'm not going to get into all that and to me this was all normal to me the biggest fear is people everything else is just trying to kind of communicate and explain that people are fucked up and we need to change and that's essentially it so I was fine by the way with all this and then what happened was the really big thing that I got from that was that it kind of gave me permission to speak my truth and to be creative and if I didn't subscribe to the idea of a religious god or you know society telling you what to do then just because politicians passed down some stupid laws that's going to you know affect my health or whatever like I don't need to subscribe to that because again we're all all our energies are stuck here and we need to connect back to that source of that higher intelligence that we all have and cut that freaking cord right and treat each other with respect we we all have free will here and I think it's time that we used it so after that lightning strike what did happen was I developed what people call sleep paralysis I didn't really not that I can remember I didn't have that before the lightning strike so the sleep paralysis happened and it happened in a big way but then I also got what I would call automatic writing so then after a little bit I thought well why don't I just write a book so I did and I published a book and then I published another one but what happened during that process was that I still had these vivid dreams or encounters or surreal lucid whatever you want to call it um with interacting with aliens where I it's like me talking to a human being and one in particular said to me and that's why I mentioned this earlier on in this video is you're only here to observe and record and that's it you're a writer is what this being told me now that was just before my book got published and I said I'm not a writer like I don't get any of that I ended up as I said publishing but I did more than that I ended up getting a degree in film I ended up teaching film making at a college I ended up writing scripts which I think are more powerful than the stuff that I wrote but this is all part of my journey my creative journey and the biggest reward I got from all this is that I finally found that let's call her a human being from one of my surreal dreams that I had after my NDE where this human being was in a place let's call it an alien environment and she said to me you know we have to go and finish this and so to my beautiful wife Claire oh my gosh she changed my life she got me to go to film school or not got me to that's my choice of course but she knew that I was lost and she really gave me a little bit of direction and reminding me that this is my life and I should do it the way that I want to do it and what resonates with me I still struggle with that I don't know what it is I I guess we all do I have roadblocks you know I think I'm going the right way and then something happens and I lose focus or there's too much going on externally from other people's energies I'm one of those people that I'll suck it up like a sponge you know like other people's energies whether they're whether they're negative or what but you know you can't control sometimes the people that you're with especially if you want to care for certain people so I get a bit lost I get a bit frustrated I'm trying not to get angry at the world so this is a little bit of a reminder that you know what it's okay all I'm doing is observing and recording so I hope you got something from this and please just remember that you do not need a guru people go too far with everything let's get a grip and treat everyone the same and that way we can start breaking down those barriers as well okay I might just leave it at that so be kind to each other and be respectful respect your own body respect your mind respect your spirituality respect other people's opinions and try not to do what I do and let shit get to you good luck with that okay bye for now