Hold on my lovies we're here and we got each other and for now this is what we're doing just for now it's wonderful if we can think of it that way.
It's going to be okay,
Sweet people.
So today we were talking about that sense that makes no sense,
That no sense of what is this about?
What is this whole story about?
How do we even make sense of what's going on around us?
So let's see if we can play with that and ask our guides and angels to come in and help us.
Because without this guidance,
We're really not going to be able to manage it.
It just becomes.
Or to all consuming too much stuff around us and things are changing so quickly that it's sometimes a little difficult to keep up.
Let's hold the space together now just where you are if you can.
Let's stop everything we're doing.
Let's come into the moment and we take a deep breath in my treasures.
And a long,
Slow out-breath.
Drop,
Drop into this moment.
Be here,
Be present.
Imagine that you're sending a message from the top of your head all the way down through your being,
Right down to the tips of your toes.
That this is where I am and this is me holding this space.
And this is the space that's holding me.
Feel held,
Feel breathed.
Ask your being to feel settled,
Comfortable.
Soften your tummy.
Balance your body.
Notice yourself right there.
Ask your darling selves,
How am I doing?
How is this?
How am I doing?
You're probably going to get a lot of different thoughts come in.
But thank your body for processing its journey.
For noticing yourself in it.
And for keeping account.
So if you say to your being,
How am I doing?
It has that account already.
It already knows how you're doing.
This is a wonderful way.
For us to connect in.
To the awareness.
That we have this capacity to ask our being,
How are you doing?
And to get information to this darling one.
So that when we are starting to process and consider ourselves in the moment that we're in.
We have some kind of feedback.
Some higher intelligence that's within this vehicle.
That remembers what we've just been doing and what we did yesterday and the day before that.
And how we assimilated it,
How we understood it,
How we felt about it.
There's so much information.
And we can activate that other part of us when we ask ourselves that sweet question,
How am I doing?
How are you doing?
So ask better of yourself now.
And listen.
Listen what you receive.
Then listen to the tone that's coming in.
Have you got a very school mom-ish,
Poke-your-finger-in-your-face,
Scolding voice that comes towards you when you ask that question?
Or have you got a dear one that puts their arms around you in a gentle,
Kind way,
Feeling?
When you ask,
How am I doing?
There's a gentleness.
It's okay.
You're doing all right.
Don't worry.
Not so great,
But you're okay.
You're still here.
Well done.
What feedback are you getting?
And how are you hearing it,
My lovelies?
This is so important.
How are you hearing this feedback?
That's coming from your own being.
What we have trained ourselves to hear from our own sensory perceptive being.
It has come with us.
Because it has been part of our growing up and probably our parents or grandparents.
All of the ways that we hear from our inner self or our higher self,
How we're doing,
It's got a tone.
What is your tone?
If you're willing to write that down,
Then do so.
And share it with each other.
Understand that there is a way for you to access your higher intelligence,
Your heightened awareness.
There is so much more to you just being here in this life.
Managing,
Hoping,
And coping.
Those words are such low vibration.
And when we're in that,
We're not paying attention because we're just managing.
We're going from this to that to the next thing.
That is when our lives make no sense.
Because it's an endless stream of this and that and something else.
It doesn't mesh,
It doesn't collate,
And it doesn't stick into our awareness.
It's just a process of being here.
I do believe that this is why so many are getting discouraged.
Because there's no connection to the higher self,
The inner self,
And this life journey.
There's just this endless management processing.
And this becomes very,
Very tiresome.
So tiresome that some just don't wish to stay.
But how would we know something else until we learn it?
Until we start helping each other to remember.
That there's another way to be here.
To hold ourselves and to process ourselves in this journey.
So here we are asking our guides and divine presence,
How do I do that?
How do I learn to process myself in a different way?
And right there in the asking of that.
Can you hear something?
Can you feel something?
And you get a sense that to be able to ask yourself,
How do I process this now?
Is you coming back into alignment with you?
You asking of your beautiful mortal form.
And your higher self with divine connection,
Intelligence and resources.
You're asking all of you your full capacity to come up with some idea.
Some structure.
Or something that will help you and support you.
That's where you hold your attention.
To the fact that you are asking this being as if this being knows the answers.
As if this being already has the deep and profound understanding.
Which it does.
Because before we come into this life journey,
We are gifted with all the codes,
The blueprints.
It's not just a random throw you in here and throw the next one out of there.
Get on with it.
Do the best you can.
This is a divinely orchestrated journey.
As being here is pivotal for something.
And some of us are going to play awful roles.
And have very sad and hard and difficult,
Challenging lives.
And others will just look like they're breezing through and it's all delightful.
It just depends on our contract.
We said we would come in and we would do something specific.
Not just one thing,
Many.
Many pieces are connected into this.
And all your many pieces are connected into all the other many pieces of everyone else's journey.
It's an interconnection that is so incredible that you and I,
In this frame of reference,
Cannot perceive it.
But if you were to know and see the mycelium or the fascia in your body,
You would know that's how it works.
Oh my gosh,
That's how it works!
It's just this incredible interconnectivity that is racing along at a speed that we cannot even fathom.
Why aren't we accessing that?
Why aren't we coming back and asking our beings,
So what is it that I'm feeling right now?
This that makes no sense at this moment.
Where is the sense in it?
What is the worthiness of it?
Or could it be that I simply have to experience this to know it so deeply that I can then heal from that point?
Perhaps the painful experience that you're in right now.
Just seems so futile and so devastating.
Maybe it just seems like it's a complete waste of everything.
With this experience that has come towards you.
Has given you a unique perspective that you would not have had without it.
Could we blame the other on the other side for bringing our awareness to that?
Could we hate them and reject them?
Could we feel any kind of distorting energy between us and them?
We probably will.
But could we also bypass our own little static perceptions?
And could we say,
Okay,
There was something that came in.
A realization that I couldn't have gained.
Had this not come so close to our door.
And tap-tapped upon my consciousness,
My awareness.
And some things come in and we're all going to have this.
Something's going to knock us sideways.
And when it does,
We sit with it and we feel our precious human self.
Our despairing,
Our sad,
Lonely,
Angry,
Vengeful,
Bitter.
Oh,
Whatever that is,
Whatever comes in,
Just feel it,
Honor it,
Know it.
Just be with that part of us that is deeply in that experience and honestly having that experience.
Not pretending,
Oh no,
I'm just all fat.
Yes,
I don't have any bitter feelings or any anger.
Of any resentment.
I don't have any of that.
No dread,
No sadness,
No regrets.
It's not possible.
We all feel connected to all the stories in one way or another.
Acknowledge that.
And then sit there with that.
And ask your beautiful being,
So how am I processing this?
Listen to what you are hearing.
And what your being is wanting to express.
Could you sit with yourself without judging,
Shaming,
And blaming,
Reprimanding yourself?
Could you just sit there with yourself,
Feeling what you're feeling?
So grateful,
So grateful for feeling what we're feeling.
Because without that,
We would have no clue at all.
We would have no empathy.
We would have no capacity to relate to anyone else.
Feel what you're feeling,
Be so deeply honest with yourself and be kind at the same time.
Your human self must feel as a human.
When you ask yourself,
How am I processing it?
And it says,
Oh,
Just like a very,
Very sad,
Broken human.
Then that is what you're doing at that moment.
This is how I'm processing this.
And that is my truth.
Right there,
You've come back into you with your agreement with yourself.
You've got this distortion that's going on.
And you've got the pain and the feelings,
The reactions that are going on within you.
When we keep them separated,
Disconnected,
We stay disconnected.
This that has come in.
Shaking the boots so fast.
And this that is my beautiful being that understands it.
I agree with me that I am in this feeling.
I am authentically knowing what it's like to feel as this human.
No blame,
No shame.
Just being in that beautiful space.
You've come back,
You've joined and reconnected.
You into you.
That means that the experience that came in that brought this opportunity for you to remember you,
To reconnect to your truth,
To agree with you.
That is a gift.
Please hear that.
That is a gift.
No matter what the experience or the stuff of the story was outside.
For you to come back.
And see you.
And feel the value of you being here.
No matter what we are seeing and perceiving around us,
For you to come home to you.
Is you stepping into your sovereignty,
Your unique and exceptional being.
You've come into agreement.
And the moment you come into agreement with you,
You are aligned to receive so much more light.
You are no longer disconnected.
You're connected.
When you're connected,
The pathway is clear for light to come through.
It is so much like those old telephone exchanges.
And those of us who are a little bit ancient.
We'll remember that.
But the way we had to do it was have an exchange.
And someone would phone in,
Would buzz in.
And they would pick up that signal and then here,
And that person would be there,
I would take that little sprocket and they would poke it into where it needed to go so that that person who's able to connect at that little point can then hear it.
So there was someone who was actually taking this,
Joining it and connecting it.
The joining,
The connection made that dialogue,
That connection possible.
But someone had to do it.
And you,
My love,
Is the someone.
You are the someone that has to do this.
There's no one else who's coming to help us to make this new connection,
To reconnect,
To come back home to who we truly are.
As starts with us honoring our darling human self.
Feeling all the stories of our humanity.
Is when we felt them all and we've understood.
And thankfully,
We don't all have to do all of them.
You do that one,
Sad and sorry for you,
My darling.
And I'll do this one,
So hot.
And we'll do these together.
But I'm giving you the energy of mine,
And you give me the energy of yours.
But luckily,
I don't have to experience what you're in.
We are feeding and nourishing each other.
We are expanding our experiencing so that the being here can assimilate all of this,
Integrate it,
Come back into the oneness of it,
And see the value of a life that is knowing itself in it.
Because when we remember who we are as this little body,
This human in it,
We immediately remind ourselves of our higher self,
The part of us that is pure light,
Pure love,
Pure magic.
We remember this,
That we seek and long for,
We yearn for.
Now we are reconnecting into the much higher vibrational field.
We are aligning our energy,
Our awareness,
Consciousness,
With all that is.
Is standing in our truth.
No more self-deprecating,
Hating,
Loathing,
Shaming.
No more humiliation,
Jealousy,
Anger.
Just let it go.
Allow the experience to be just that.
It's an experience.
To bring us into much more heightened experiencing.
The possibilities of that which is more becomes available when there is a seeming lack or loss or pain.
There was so much more.
There was an amplification that happens in the devastation.
Because we awaken.
More than we would have with just a mild little tap.
Got it.
Can you do it?
Can you hear that?
Can you feel it?
Could you integrate it?
Could you remember who you are?
This beautiful beingness here.
And this journey makes no sense.
It really makes no sense.
It's completely ridiculous.
But the being that we are.
Has all the sense of its higher self and all the guidance that we can tap into.
We are back already.
We are being reminded And in being reminded,
We have now the ability,
Because of our agreement,
Our reconnection,
To tap into that high light vibration.
Now you become a portal,
A portal of light energy.
Through you,
This divine intelligence flows.
Because you're standing on this earth with all these other darling broken-hearted beings.
You can transmit a new energy.
An energy of such immense compassion,
Kindness,
Love,
Honoring and valuing of life,
All life.
Sometimes it takes the loss of a life to remember this.
For those who have left and for those who've been in pain and those who've been suffering.
Don't let it be in vain.
See it carefully.
Understand it well.
And thank them for what it is that we know now.
What it is that we would call in with all our heart and all our soul.
What would you bring in,
My love?
Because of this,
It is a calamity and a deep sadness in your life.
What would you bring in?
Who are you?
Who are you?
So much love.
Oh,
So much love,
Babe.
And just feel it expanding through you.
Remember who you are.
Then this journey doesn't need to make sense.
And we don't always have to make sense of it because it's not here to be made sense of.
It's an experience towards our greatest expansion.
We inner form to transform.
Into an elevated perception,
A much higher vibrational frequency.
We're just starting to reconnect now.
We're starting to pay attention.
And every dear soul.
Playing a part in that.
No matter if it looks this or that,
This way or that way to you,
No matter how you might interpret it.
Every soul is here on a contract,
An assignment,
And they're fulfilling it.
There are no mistakes.
There are no mistakes in this.
I know it feels like that,
But there are no mistakes.
There is an orchestration that is beyond and we are not done when we are finished playing this human role.
This is a stage is set up so that.
So much more can become available.
Please let's just do that next part.
Remember who you are.
I've got to say it so many times.
My sweetie,
Just take a breath and bring that back here.
Take a deep breath in.
Oh,
Long,
Slow out-breath.
Just breathe it through,
Relax,
Drop,
Drop into this moment.
Feel the quietness within you now.
The agreement with you.
This beautiful,
Ridiculous human.
And all the other beautiful,
Ridiculous humans.
For all lives,
For all journeys,
For all time,
Fields,
And all dimensions.
It asks,
Find the path now.
And it just starts with you.
Coming back into agreement,
Aligning and connecting like a lighthouse,
A portal.
Planting a new vibrational field here.
You are the one that is connecting this and that.
You are the one.
It's you.
Beautiful you.
Thank you for you.