Thank you very much, dear unbelievable, you are hinting at something, I feel something that I sometimes don't always feel. It is like an incredible vibration like a beam, a throne that builds up to infinity and then explodes deep tones to the very top and then when it explodes at night in my imagination or in a deep situation and meditation, then I see a bright light like a big eye and it is a bit frightening or I am also a bit afraid. The whole body dissolves butSometimes I'm tired for a day or two afterwards, but it's a very extreme and wonderful experience. It's like being connected to something infinite that can't be described in words, an unspoken affection and love for everything that is.