Hello Beloveds and welcome to today's talk.
I wanted to talk today about a past life,
Or should I say an other life,
Because they're all happening at the same time alongside each other.
And about two years after my Kundalini awakening,
I somatically lived out a death of one of my other lives.
I was visiting a friend and she was giving me a massage and my friend's massages are special,
They're not just massages.
She kind of channels as she's massaging whatever it is that's wanting to come through her in the moment with the soul that is on her table at the time.
And very early on into the massage,
I began to somatically experience a hanging and my whole body,
My whole physical body went through what you would imagine somebody would go through if they were hung.
And I won't go into the details as this might be triggering for some people,
But my whole body somatically lived out that death and I was transported into this life and was repeating what I was saying as I was dying in this life.
And the reason I'm sharing this with you today is,
Well,
A few reasons.
One reason is that I know in some different schools of thoughts,
In some different religious contexts,
In some forms of spirituality,
Past lives,
As they're called,
Because we're in the time-space dimension,
But they're actually concurrent lives.
They're spoken about reincarnation and that we live many lives at the level of a soul and I once believed this to be true.
I first discovered Buddhism maybe over 10 years ago and when I heard of reincarnation and past lives,
It hit me that that was the truth.
It was like a recognition,
Like,
Yeah,
I know this,
This is true.
For some context,
I had been brought up in this life as Sally,
As an atheist.
None of my family are or were religious for the ones who have since passed.
And so I very much grew up with having no frame of religion or spirituality other than what was in the culture,
Which in my case,
Being from the United Kingdom,
Was mainly Christianity,
Was mainly the belief of a God-figure,
A God-head,
A separate entity and that we die and go to heaven or hell.
It wasn't something that I believed in.
I never believed in this religious belief,
This story,
As it were.
And when I found Buddhism,
The idea of reincarnation and other lives,
Past lives as they're called,
It just struck true to me.
It was like a remembrance,
But it was only from my mind.
It was only a belief.
It wasn't a lived experience.
I didn't know.
I didn't know it was the truth.
I just believed it to be so.
And then I had my kundalini awakening now two and a half,
Nearly three years ago.
It happened on the summer solstice of 2023.
So June of this year,
It will be three years.
And many,
Many mystical things have happened to me since then and during the awakening.
And I haven't really spoken about this much except to very close,
Intimate friends.
For one,
Because of the witch wound,
Because of the persecution wound that we all carry,
And because the experience was so intense and I experienced and was shown a lot,
And I experienced a lot of mystical,
A lot of mystical things.
But I'm slowly,
Slowly starting to talk about this more in a more open,
Public way,
Because I'm receiving messages that I am to do so.
And that is part of why I had my awakening,
Was to share it.
So I've been doing a lot of work with the witch wound and persecution wound and fear and opening up my throat so that I can share these things more widely than just with my intimate soul connections in this current life as Sally.
I've also dealt with pushback from family members and different people that I have shared some of these things with regarding my awakening.
But I'm slowly,
Slowly healing more and more of the fear away so that I can share the profound beauty of who we are with others that may be in a position to remember.
So going back to the witch death that I lived out somatically,
I was shown during that death that my daughter in that life is now a friend of mine in this life,
And a friend of mine in that life is currently a friend of mine in this life.
And so why I wanted to share this with you is not just for you to know that this life isn't all that there is,
We do live other lives,
We are living other lives at a soul level.
And this witch death,
This witch life isn't the only life that I've had come through to me since my awakening.
But this one was a very,
Very,
Very intense experience and also showed me that two people very close to me in that life are now with me in this life in a different way.
My friend is my friend in this life and she was my daughter in that life.
And so I know that there's many people that believe in the aspects of Buddhism,
Say,
And Hinduism,
That we do live multiple lives and that when this current life is over,
We are not over.
We do not cease to exist.
We are always living,
We are always incarnation,
And we are always energetically in this time-space continuum and always playing some parts within this grand dream of I am,
The I am that is dreaming everything and split off into different souls,
Different sparks of itself,
To try and not erase the fear of death because we are human.
This animal body is designed to survive.
So the fear of death has not left me,
But there's no terror,
There's no terror of death,
There's no extreme,
Like we will still experience pain,
We will still die many,
Many times.
But the belief that that is it,
That it's over,
Is gone.
It's like an excitement,
An adventure for me now of,
Okay,
So then where am I going to go next?
What am I going to do next?
What am I doing?
And I say next because we live in the time-space dimension here.
But how many lives am I living?
How many different experiences am I having?
And the souls that journey with us in these lives,
The souls that we don't lose anybody.
I think this is part of what I wanted to say today is that we don't lose people.
We don't lose those that are close to us.
We just journey together in different forms,
In different lives.
And how beautiful that is,
Like how beautiful it is to know,
To know,
To know that death is not the end.
It's not the end.
It's just the end of this particular life as this particular character.
And that we're living so many lives and that our close,
Intimate soul connections travel with us from life to life.
And how beautiful that is,
How beautiful to know that we never lose anyone and we never leave anybody behind.
We're always traveling together in our different lives within the great,
Amazing,
Magnificent dream of the I Am.
So yeah,
I wanted to share that today because I know from my experiences since my awakening,
I know that I live many,
Many lives.
And I know that I journey in those lives with the same souls over and over again.
And I hope that that can give you some,
Some solace,
Some peace,
Some ease of knowing that nothing is ever lost.
We never lose anyone.
We are so connected to each other,
Not just the intimate souls that we journey with from life to life,
But as a whole,
As a collective,
As the ultimate I Am,
As the source of everything.
We are together,
Always.
And if somebody needed to hear this today,
If me sharing my experience helps just one person,
Then working through my witch wound and my persecution wound and finally coming to a place nearly three years after my awakening where I can begin to speak about these things,
Is worth it.
It's worth it.
Because that's all I'm here to do.
This is why I had my awakening.
This is why I chose to experience this in this life.
To help others remember.
Not to teach,
Not to lecture,
Not to tell anybody what they should believe or what they should do,
But to just put out into the world my experiences.
And if that helps anyone,
Then it has been worth it.
And that's all I'm here to do.
I'm not here to teach or to make anyone believe anything.
But I am here to help hold the hands of others who are also on the path of remembering who we are.
So,
Yeah,
I hope that helped someone today.
Yeah.
You are never,
Ever alone.
And you do not lose anyone.
Anyone.
And death is not the end.
It's not the end.
Okay,
Beloveds,
Take care.
Bye.
