Find a comfortable physician and close your eyes or soften your gums.
Take a deep breath in through your nose.
Feeling the cool air expand your ribs.
And exhale slowly through your mouth with a soft sigh.
Know that even though you were in dorms,
You were never truly separate from daddy.
Beneath the floorboards and the concrete.
She is waiting for you.
She is the constant foundation beneath every step you have ever taken throughout your life.
With every slow and steady breath,
Imagine the physical walls of the room dissolving into a soft,
Miss like light.
The floor beneath you softened,
Transforming into a bed of luscious,
Damp moss.
You are no longer just sitting on the earth.
You are fully present within her comforting embrace.
You are completely safe.
Bring your awareness to a beautiful,
Ancient pal.
I held you.
The air here is fresh,
Carrying the scent of damp moth,
Pine,
And sweet wildflowers.
As you walk down this path,
You feel a gentle,
Welcoming warmth radiating from the ground.
Sunlight filters through a canopy of towering trees.
Dappling the forest floor in golden rays.
The forest is alive what they saw.
Humming Harmony the rustle of leaves.
The distant trickle of water.
The heartbeat of the natural world.
The air itself feels alive.
Pulsing with a deep emerald green light.
That glows softly all around you.
You feel a gentle,
Warm breeze brush across your skin.
The path ahead opens up into a sacred,
Circling clearing.
In the center of this clearing sits a massive ancient tree.
Root roots that weave.
Above and below the soil.
You step into the clearing,
You become aware of an elegant form emerging from the moss.
This is Gael.
Our mother,
Ernst.
She does not require you to do anything,
To change anything.
Or to perform in any sort of way.
She simply wants to welcome you home.
Take a moment to notice how she appears to you.
Her form may look like a woman woven from the vines and starlight.
Where she may simply manifest as an overwhelming presence of pure,
Unconditional love and ancient wisdom.
Her eyes hold the depth of the ocean,
And her smiles carries the warp of the sunlight.
As she approaches you,
There is no judgment in her gaze,
Only profound recognition.
She has known you since before you drew your first breath.
She extends her hands towards you,
Inviting you to step closer.
You step into your aura and a wave of absolute peace washes over you.
Any burden,
Worries,
Or fatigue that you will be carrying simply melt away,
Absorbed and neutralized by the earth beneath your feet.
As you relax into Gaia's embrace,
She says,
You are never truly alone.
The air you breathe is my breath.
The water in your veins are like my rivers.
The beat of your heart is to the rhythm of my own pulse.
When you feel disconnected,
Look at Ali.
Touches stone.
Or step onto the bare earth.
I am always right here.
Reminding you that you are a part of everything.
Now take a deep breath and let that message settle into your body.
You do not need to analyze it right now.
Those trusts that the message has been received.
Gaia looks at you lovingly.
Then she brings her hands together.
As she opened one,
She reveals a gift meant just for you.
What has she offered you?
Whatever it may be,
Accept it with gratitude.
As Gaia gently places her hands over your heart.
And the gi merges into your chest.
Anchoring its medicine directly into your being.
Take a few moments in the quiet safety of this hearing to sit with Gaia.
Absorbing her energy and your personalized gifts.
Now it's time to return to reality.
You place your hands over your heart.
Feeling the physical warmth in your chest.
As you express your silent gratitude to Gaia,
She smiles,
Stepping back into the ancient tree.
Leaving you with a profound sense of belonging.
Slowly begin to bring your awareness back to the path.
And then back into the room you are resting in.
Feel the weight of your body and take a deep breath.
Gently wiggle your fingers and your toes.
When you are ready,
Gently open your eyes.
Returning to the present moment.
Carrying a gift.
Of the grounding medicine,
Drangaya,
Within you.
