This is S.
D.
Hudson Magic.
I am delighted to be able to read for you,
Anne of Green Gables.
This I consider to be my favourite story of all time.
And even though I am English and not Canadian,
I hope I will do this story justice.
Chapter 36 The Glory and the Dream
On the morning when the final results of all the examinations were to be posted on the bulletin board at Queen's,
Anne and Jane walked down the street together.
Jane was smiling and happy.
Examinations were over and she was comfortably sure she'd made a pass at least.
Further considerations troubled Jane not at all.
She had no soaring ambitions and consequently was not affected with the unrest attendant thereon.
For we pay a price for everything we get or take in this world.
And although ambitions are well worth having,
They are not to be cheaply won,
But exact their dues of work and self-denial,
Anxiety and discouragement.
Anne was pale and quiet.
In ten more minutes she would know who had won the medal and who the Avery scholarship.
Beyond those ten minutes,
There did not seem just then to be anything worth being called time.
Of course you'll win one of them anyhow,
Said Jane,
Who couldn't understand how the faculty could be so unfair as to order it otherwise.
I have not the hope of the Avery,
Said Anne.
Everybody says Emily Clay will win it and I'm not going to march up to that bulletin board and look before everybody else.
I haven't the moral courage.
I'm going straight to the girls' dressing room.
You must read the announcements and then come and tell me,
Jane,
And I implore you in the name of our old friendship to do it as quickly as you can.
If I have failed,
Just say so without trying to break it gently,
And whatever you do,
Don't sympathise with me.
Promise this,
Jane.
"
Jane promised solemnly.
But as it happened,
There was no necessity for such a promise.
When they went up the entrance steps of Queen's,
They found a hall full of boys
Who were carrying Gilbert Blythe around on their shoulders and yelling at the tops of their voices,
Hooray for Blythe,
Medallist!
For a moment,
Anne felt one sickening pang of defeat and disappointment.
So she had failed and Gilbert had won.
Well,
Matthew would be sorry.
He had been so sure she would win.
And then somebody called out,
Three cheers for Miss Shirley,
Winner of the Avery!
Oh,
Anne,
Gasped Jane as they fled to the girls' dressing room amid hearty cheers.
Oh,
Anne,
I'm so proud.
Isn't it splendid?
And then the girls were around them,
And Anne was the centre of a laughing,
Congratulating group.
Her shoulders were thumped and her hands shaken vigorously.
She was pushed and pulled and hugged,
And among it all,
She managed to whisper to Jane,
Oh,
Won't Matthew and Marilla be pleased?
I must write the news home right away.
Commencement was the next important happening.
The exercises were held in the big assembly hall of the academy.
Addresses were given.
Essays read.
Songs sung.
The public award of diplomas,
Prizes and medals made.
Matthew and Marilla were there with eyes and ears for only one student on the platform.
A tall girl in pale green,
With faintly blushed cheeks and starry eyes,
Who read the best essay and was pointed out and whispered about as the Avery winner.
Reckon you're glad we kept her,
Marilla?
Whispered Matthew,
Speaking for the first time since he'd entered the hall,
When Anne had finished her essay.
It's not the first time I've been glad,
Retorted Marilla.
You do like to rub things in,
Matthew Cuthbert.
Miss Barry,
Who was sitting behind them,
Leaned forward and poked Marilla in the back with her parasol.
Aren't you proud of that,
Anne girl?
I am,
She said.
Anne went home to Avonlea with Matthew and Marilla that evening.
She had not been home since April and she felt she could not wait another day.
The apple blossoms were out and the world was fresh and young.
Diana was at Green Gables to meet her.
In her own white room,
Where Marilla had set a flowering house,
Rose on the windowsill.
Anne looked about her and drew a long breath of happiness.
Oh Diana,
It's so good to be back again.
It's so good to see those pointed furs coming out against the pink sky
And that white orchard and the old snow queen.
Isn't the breath of the mint delicious?
And that tea rose.
It's a song and a hope and a prayer all in one.
And it's so good to see you again,
Diana.
I thought you liked that Stella Maynard better than me,
Said Diana reproachfully.
Josie Pye told me you did.
Josie said you were infatuated with her.
Anne laughed and pelted Diana with the faded June lilies of her bouquet.
Stella Maynard is the dearest girl in the world except one.
And you are that one,
Diana,
She said.
I love you more than ever and I've so many things to tell you.
But just now I feel as if it were joy enough just to sit here and look at you.
I'm tired,
I think.
Tired of being studious and ambitious.
I mean to spend at least two hours tomorrow lying out in the orchard grass
Thinking of absolutely nothing.
You've done splendidly,
Anne.
I suppose you won't be teaching now you've won the Avery.
No,
I'm going to Redmond in September.
Doesn't it seem wonderful?
I'll have a brand new stock of ambition laid in by that time
After three glorious golden months of vacation.
Jane and Ruby are going to teach.
Isn't it splendid to think we all got through,
Even Moody Spurgeon and Josie Pye?
The Newbridge trustees have offered Jane their school already,
Said Diana.
Gilbert Bly is going to teach too,
He has to.
His father can't afford to send him to college next year after all,
So he means to earn his own way through.
I expect he'll get the school here if Mrs Ames decides to leave.
Anne felt a queer little sensation of dismayed surprise.
She had not known this.
She had expected that Gilbert would go to Redmond as well.
What would she do without their inspiring rivalry?
Would not work,
Even at a co-educational college with a real degree in prospect,
Be rather flat without her friend the enemy?
The next morning at breakfast,
It suddenly struck Anne that Matthew was not looking well.
Surely he was much greyer than he'd been a year before.
Marilla,
She asked hesitantly when he'd gone out,
Is Matthew quite well?
No,
He isn't,
Said Marilla in a troubled tone.
He's had some real bad spells with his heart this spring,
And he won't spare himself a mite.
I've been real worried about him,
But he's some better this while back,
And we've got a good hired man,
So I'm hoping he'll be kind and rested up and he'll pick up a bit.
Maybe he will now you're home.
You always cheer him up.
Anne leaned across the table and took Marilla's face in her hands.
You're not looking as well yourself as I'd like to see you,
Marilla.
You look tired.
I'm afraid you've been working too hard.
You must take a rest now I'm home.
I'm just going to take this one day off to visit all the dear spots
And hunt up my old dreams,
And then it will be your turn to be lazy while I do all the work.
Marilla smiled affectionately at her girl.
It's not the work,
It's my head.
I've got a pain so often now behind my eyes.
Dr.
Spence has been fussing with glasses,
But they don't do me any good.
There is a distinguished oculus coming to the island the last of June,
And the doctor says I must see him.
I guess I'll have to.
I can't read or sew with any comfort now.
Well,
Anne,
You've done really well at Queen's,
I must say.
To take first class license in one year and win the Avery Scholarship.
Well,
Well,
Mrs.
Lynn said pride goes before a fall,
And she doesn't believe in the higher education of women at all.
She says it unfits them for women's true sphere.
I don't believe a word of it.
Speaking of,
Rachel reminds me,
Did you hear anything about the Abbey Bank lately,
Anne?
I heard it was shaky,
Answered Anne.
Why?
That is what Rachel said.
She was up here one day last week and said there was some talk about it.
Matthew felt real worried.
All we had saved is in that bank,
Every penny.
I wanted Matthew to put it in the savings bank in the first place,
But old Miss Abbey was a great friend of father's,
And he'd always banked with him.
Matthew said any bank with him at the head of it was good enough for anybody.
I think he's only been its nominal head for many years,
Said Anne.
He's a very old man.
His nephews are really at the head of that institution.
Well,
When Rachel told us that,
Said Marilla,
I wanted Matthew to draw our money right out,
And he said he'd think of it.
But Mr Russell told him yesterday the bank was all right.
Anne had her good day in the companionship of the outdoor world.
She never forgot that day.
It was so bright and golden and fair,
So free from shadow and so lavish of blossom.
Anne spent some of its rich hours in the orchard.
She went to the Dryad's Bubble and Willow Mere and Violet Vale.
She called at the manse and had a satisfying walk with Mrs Allen.
And finally in the evening she went with Matthew for the cows,
Through Lover's Lane to the back pasture.
The woods were all gloried through with sunset,
And the warm splendour of it streamed down through the hill gaps in the west.
Matthew walked slowly with his head bent.
Anne,
Tall and erect,
Suited her springing step to his.
You've been working too hard today,
Matthew,
She said reproachfully.
Why won't you take things easier?
Well now,
I can't seem to,
Said Matthew,
As he opened the yard gate to let the cows through.
It's only I'm getting old,
Anne,
And I keep forgetting it.
Well,
Well,
I've always worked pretty hard and I'd rather drop in harness.
If I had been the boy you sent for,
Said Anne wistfully,
I'd be able to help you so much more now and spare you in a hundred ways.
I could find it in my heart to wish I had been just for that.
Well now,
I'd rather have you than a dozen boys,
Anne,
Said Matthew,
Patting her hand.
Just you mind that,
Rather than a dozen boys.
Well now,
I guess it weren't a boy that took the Avery Scholarship,
Was it?
It was a girl,
My girl,
My girl that I'm proud of.
He smiled his shy smile at her as he went into the yard.
Anne took the memory of it with her when she went to her room that night
And sat for a long while at her open window,
Thinking of the past and dreaming of the future.
Outside,
The snow queen was mistily white in the moonshine.
The frogs were singing in the marsh beyond Orchard Slope.
Anne always remembered the silvery,
Peaceful beauty and fragrant calm of that night.
It was the last night before sorrow touched her life.
And no life is ever quite the same again
When once that cold,
Sanctifying touch has been laid upon it.
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