Heart Poem

My peace is disturbed.

You're showing me unfathomable depths.

You're opening the gate of unimaginable world.

How to love myself as much as I'm ready to love you.

How to give to the others as much as I'm ready to offer you.

How to hug the world as tightly as I'm ready to hold you.

How to let my heart be so vulnerable and still live.

Or maybe I should open my heart so widely that it cracks open and as a phoenix rises above everything and embraces the divine in myself.

Divine in others,

Divine in the world.

How to step into the unimaginable.

How to love the light and darkness at the same time.

How to embrace the hell and paradise.

How to open my heart so much and still live.

Or maybe I should die passing through that gate,

Peel off all the masks,

All the layers of knowledge and experience,

Bare my heart and soul and as a newborn step into a new life.

My peace is disturbed.

You're showing me fears,

Worries,

Desires.

You're offering me the unimaginable vastness of eternity.

My step is flaky walking into the unknown.

My mind is shaky just thinking what is possible.

My soul is pushing the gate further wanting to return home.