What Does Your Heart Want?
She was standing with her arms wide open in the middle of the heavens.
God next to her,
His hand held up in front of her chest.
His hand was glowing a bright golden white as if he was using the energy to listen to her heart.
What does your heart want?
God whispered softly to her.
Gentle tears fell from her eyes like the softest summer rain.
My love,
His voice was comforting,
Understanding,
And empathetic,
But at the same time was holding
her accountable for her actions or inactions of her own decisions.
It was a deep love that
loved her where she was,
But a love that knew she could rise higher,
Know she is capable of
greatness,
Knows her potential,
But knows her heart,
Her fears,
Her struggles.
A love that
knows her love,
A love that understands her broken spirit.
I call on you to heal.
God whispered so quietly in her ear that only she was able to hear it.
He quietly,
Secretively,
Handed her a sphere of golden light to heal one piece.
She took it,
Accepted it,
And healed one piece.
The outline of her spirit turned into a thousand piece puzzle.
God lit up the one piece that had been healed,
But yet it left 999 unanswered questions.
God walked to me,
Reached out his hands,
And asked me to pray.
Holding both of God's hands,
We closed our eyes and bowed our heads to pray.
I call upon the heavens to unite with me now.
Angels,
Spirit guides,
Healers,
Heavenly spirits,
Distant ancestors,
Divine feminine,
And more drop down from the higher heavens around us,
Forming circles around circles of heavenly support.
God turned to face them all and thanked them for joining us.
God invited her energy,
Her spirit,
Her higher self to join us as the guest of honor in the
middle of the circle.
God,
Myself,
And her higher self held hands and created the first
inner ring of the circle.
Everyone began to sway left and right,
Left and right.
Energy was building with each sway.
First,
A small white sphere ignited in her heart and then
grew larger and larger as more and more spirits joined together and amplified the energy.
The sphere grew large enough to encompass all that had gathered.
My love,
God spoke directly to her soul.
Do you desire to rise?
With her eyes closed,
She took a deep breath and then nodded her head up and down.
My love,
God spoke again.
We are going to clear many timelines.
We are going to lift you to a higher love.
You have missed nothing.
This is a new beginning.
This is a rebirth into a higher level.
Rise higher,
My love.
Rise higher.
Fears rose up from the depths of her soul,
Fears from past lives,
Intrinsic karma,
Past timelines.
They floated up and out of her like dandelion seeds to the edge of the white sphere and were
absorbed by the light.
Again,
God said,
Watching as more and more was cleared from her energy.
This time,
Beliefs.
I'm not good enough.
I'm not worthy.
I'm not lovable.
I'm not loved.
I'm weak.
I'm lost.
Small strips of paper with the statements typed on them rose up and spread
out into the sphere of light and then disappeared.
My love,
God spoke again.
His voice revealed
fractures on her soul like cracks in a delicate vase.
God lifted a pitcher above her head and
poured bright molten golden light to flow over her and within her to fill in the cracks and then heal
her soul.
A paper-thin red heart popped out of a box like a piece of toast being ejected from a
toaster.
God caught it in his fingertips.
May I offer your heart an upgrade?
God asked her,
Holding the new heart at the point between his thumb and index finger.
She nodded her head up
and down.
Very well,
God replied.
He walked the heart up to her,
Holding it the same distance
that he first held his outstretched hand.
The heart leaped from his hand into her chest and
absorbed into her energy.
The electricity and energy within the sphere of light started
moving counterclockwise,
Horizontally around the outer circle.
With each pass,
A ball of
light grew bigger and bigger.
The ball grew and grew until it was the size of the outer sphere.
Love,
I call on you to rise,
God said.
The sphere rose up and floated higher and higher,
Level after level.
It rose to the higher heavens.
Ding!
A bell rang like an elevator
had reached a higher floor.
A door opened on the side of the sphere and she stepped out onto a new
level.
Her energy felt renewed.
She stepped forward with curiosity and hope.
God waited for
her to take her first few steps.
My love,
He greeted her.
Because I call upon you to heal
does not mean I do not call upon you to live.
I call on you to love.
That means to love yourself
too.
What does loving yourself look like?
How would you like to love yourself?
He looked deep
into her eyes and his words penetrated her heart.
Standing in his presence,
She felt so much more
than what he had said.
She felt he was giving her permission to define love,
To define living,
To define joy,
To define her future.
My love,
You need not need me to tell you what to do next.
Let me help you amplify your wishes,
Your desires,
Your dreams.
Let me put wind in your sails.
Where do you choose to go?
