Hello my darling,
If you're here,
I want you to know that I am here with you.
I can feel your heartbreak,
The emptiness in your belly,
The aching in your chest.
I'm so glad that you reached out today.
And I want you to know that you're not alone,
And that you can rest for a few moments,
Just knowing that you're seen here and heard,
That your experience is felt by so many others.
Taking some deep breaths,
As best as you can,
Just letting that emotion move through you.
Let the body process the way it needs to,
And make room to receive this healing and loving energy that I'm sending you now,
Right over your heart space.
Feeling divine hands over your forehead,
Just giving to you,
Holding you.
Sometimes we get stuck in old patterns and routines.
We find that we date the same person over and over,
With a different name,
A different face.
You may be asking yourself,
Why?
Why is this happening to me again?
When will this cycle be over?
That's up to you,
My love.
Can you recognize the patterns in you?
The old belief systems?
Anything at all that's rushing or controlling or self-deprecating?
Maybe neither of you were in the wrong.
If no one did anything against the relationship,
It can feel even more confusing as we try to justify or reason for separation and clinging to that old familiar pattern of comfort.
I want you to go into your body now,
Scanning through your muscles,
Your organs,
All of your energy,
And begin to notice where do you feel this discomfort that so desperately needs to feel loved in this moment.
Maybe thinking through different timelines of this familiar ache.
Feeling those divine hands and angel wings giving to you here.
Breathe.
And now that another cycle is coming to a close,
You can actively break this pattern.
You can choose a different direction now,
But it's going to require you to trust,
To stop doing what you want in the moment you want it,
And to listen to that inner guidance which is on your divine timeline,
And always has been.
You don't have to hide,
You're exactly where you're meant to be,
Where you're meant to be.
You will be okay.
More than.
Start to feel into that new energy.
Breathing.
Shanti.
Shanti.
Shanti.
And knowing that we are eternally and cosmically connected to each other.
So any entanglement or codependency that I am removing from you now does not need to feel heavy.
It doesn't need to invoke more grief than you are already experiencing.
Just allow for this to feel good right now.
And fill you up with this beautiful purple light.
Cleaning off your vessel from all that's occurred.
You deserve to rest.
Even if only for one breath.
Good.
Your spirit guides and angels are surrounding you now.
Don't distract yourself my love,
But be with them as they are strong and near you.
You can do this.
I love you.
