Welcome to this guided journey into the Akashic Records.
My name is Mariella and I'll be guiding you today.
During this visit,
We'll be looking into success and how and where we might be holding ourselves back,
And whether any of this springs from this lifetime or past ones.
If you don't have pen and paper ready to write down what you'll be receiving during this journey,
Please go and get that now.
Here we go.
Place one hand or both on your heart.
Another option would be to place one of your hands on your heart and the other one on your belly.
Now breathe in deeply through your feet and feel yourself connect to Mother Earth.
And breathe out through your heart space.
Breathe in deeply through the crown of your head,
Feeling yourself connect to the cosmos,
To the universe.
And breathe out through your heart space.
Breathe in through your feet,
Feeling that grounding energy enter your body.
And breathe out through your heart space.
Breathe in through the crown of your head,
Allowing yourself to expand.
And breathe out through your heart space.
Breathe in that Earth energy through your feet.
And breathe it out through your heart.
Breathe in the moon,
The sun,
The stars,
Through the top of your head.
And breathe it out through your heart space.
One more time,
Breathing in through the feet,
Embracing the body,
This incarnated life.
And breathe out through your heart space.
Breathing in through the crown and honor the divine within yourself.
Breathing out through your heart space.
Now breathe normally,
Whatever that may look like for you right now.
Imagine yourself in a quiet place.
This is the safest place you can imagine for yourself.
It can look like anything,
It can be anywhere.
You can sit amongst the stars,
In a forest,
On the beach,
On top of a mountain,
In a valley,
Whatever makes you feel safe and sound.
Take a couple of deep breaths here,
Allowing yourself to relax as much as you possibly can.
Now imagine the air in front of you starts to shimmer and a crack begins to form.
And this crack turns into a doorway.
Allow that door to fully form.
Place your non-dominant palm against the door.
If you're familiar with the Reiki symbol for distance,
You can now use your free hand to draw it on the door.
If you don't know the symbol or don't remember how to use it right now,
That's okay,
I'll be drawing it on the door for you then.
If you're feeling any trepidation at this point,
Remind yourself that it's safe for you to see and it's safe for you to know.
The records never give us information we're not ready to handle.
Now we'll speak the portal prayer twice.
During the first time,
You're going to repeat the words out loud after me.
And then the second time,
You're going to repeat the words silently to yourself.
When I open my own or someone else's records,
What I address is the highest divine source.
If you'd rather use the word God,
Goddess,
Universe,
The Divine Cosmos,
Or something else entirely,
Please replace highest divine source with those words when you repeat mine.
Here we go.
I ask the highest divine source to surround me in a circle of white light for protection and strength.
May I be joined in my intention to expand my soul to remember who I really am and why I am here as it is written in the Akashic Records.
I ask the record keepers at the highest divine level to allow me to open and read the records of me for this purpose.
Only the light is welcome here.
May I open to receive the most helpful,
Sacred,
And empowering guidance.
So it is.
Now we'll do this one more time.
This time you repeat my words in silence.
I ask the highest divine source to surround me in a circle of white light for protection and strength.
May I be joined in my intention to expand my soul to remember who I really am and why I am here as it is written in the Akashic Records.
I ask the highest divine source to surround me in a circle of white light for protection and strength.
May I open to receive the most helpful,
Sacred,
And empowering guidance.
So it is.
Now push open the door,
Step over the threshold,
And say the words,
My records are now open.
You are now inside your own Akashic Records.
Take your time here.
Some of us need a moment to actually get inside their records and that's okay.
If you're still outside your records,
Look for the nearest door or nearest entrance or ask to be guided towards it.
Once you made your way inside,
Take a moment to settle in.
What are you seeing?
What are you hearing?
What are you feeling?
Are there any messages that are coming through right away?
Something you might like to write down?
If you're struggling to get into your records or to move through them,
This is a good place to remind yourself it's safe for you to see.
Once you've repeated that to yourself,
Ask your record keepers to guide you towards the place you need to be for today's journey.
If you're not in front of your book yet,
Tell your record keepers that you're here to learn more about whether or not you're holding yourself back when it comes to your own creative success and whether something needs to be healed or released before you can grant yourself full permission to be as wildly successful as you've always wanted to be.
Then let the record keepers guide you towards your book or bring the book to you.
If no book appears and you're not being led anywhere with the book either,
That's ok too.
The information the record keepers want to share with us can come to us in many different ways and each of these is perfect in its own way.
Now we'll be asking some questions and whether you repeat them out loud or silently to yourself is entirely up to you.
We'll start with the following.
Where,
In my current lifetime,
Am I holding back my creative success?
Where,
In my current lifetime,
Am I holding back my creative success?
Whatever shows up for you in response to this question,
Write it down.
It could be something small or something big.
Perhaps you're being given an entire list.
It's all good.
Just take notes.
Now we'll ask the second question.
Why am I holding my creative success back here?
What is at the root of this?
Why am I holding my creative success back here?
What is at the root of this?
If you dropped into a past life or a particular moment in your current life here,
Pay attention to what's around you.
What or who do you see?
What do you hear?
What is it that you smell?
What do you sense?
What do you know about this life or moment?
And what is it that the record keepers want you to see or understand about this particular moment in time?
Write down whatever information you're given,
In whichever way it shows up.
Here's the third question.
Has this or something similar happened to me before?
Has this or something similar happened to me before?
If yes,
If there is a pattern,
It has to be shown each and every lifetime in which this occurred and how it has developed over time.
So the question is,
Has this or something similar happened to me before?
Our next question will address Vows,
Contracts and Soul Fragments.
If an unhelpful vow or contract shows up,
Which is often something we say or promise either to ourselves or to someone else in the heat of the moment,
Write down as precisely as you can what was said or thought to speak this vow or contract into existence.
Which words do you use approximately?
And how is it still affecting you today?
If a soul fragment shows up,
Which is a part of you that you have disavowed,
Take a good look at it and see if you can tell which part of your soul was disavowed here and why.
If not,
Ask.
Ask your records exactly what part of you was disavowed,
Why you felt the need to do so at the time,
And how it's affecting you today.
So here's the question.
Did I make any vows or contracts these lifetimes?
Or are there any soul fragments from these lifetimes that I am ready to reclaim and reintegrate?
Give yourself time here because this part of the word can be a bit of a puzzle.
Did I make any vows or contracts these lifetimes?
Or are there any soul fragments from these lifetimes that I am ready to reclaim and reintegrate?
If any vows,
Contracts,
Or soul fragments showed up,
We'll address these after the journey is completed.
For now,
Let's ask our next question.
What else needs to be released or healed so I can give myself full permission to succeed in this and my future lifetimes?
What else needs to be released or healed so I can give myself full permission to succeed in this and my future lifetimes?
Our next question is How can I begin to release and heal this?
How can I begin to release and heal this?
If you're not receiving any practical homework from your record keepers,
Ask them to give you some practical action steps you can start doing immediately.
We have now arrived at our last question.
Is there anything else my record keepers wish to tell me today?
Is there anything else my record keepers wish to tell me today?
We'll now be leaving your records,
So step away from your book or from wherever you were receiving your answers from and please repeat the closing prayer after me.
We'll say it only once,
And we'll say it out loud.
I thank the record keepers for all the wisdom,
Healing and information given during this reading.
May the healing and wisdom I received here today continue to help me for as long as they are needed.
In gratitude to the Akashic Records,
So it is.
Now envision yourself going through and closing the door we opened at the very beginning of this journey behind you.
Once it's closed and you're back in that quiet,
Safe place you envisioned at the start of this meditation,
Say the words,
My records are now closed.
Take a deep breath in and allow yourself to slowly come back to the room you're in and then take a moment to write down anything you haven't yet.
Thank you for joining me on this journey.
If during your visit a contract,
Vow or soul fragment showed up,
Send me a message and I'll share further instructions on how to work through and heal these things.
Until we meet again.