Dear friends,
I am Jeshua.
I greet you from the depth of my heart.
Feel the light that is present here,
Not only surrounding you but flowing from within you.
It is your light.
I receive your light into me and reflect it back to you,
So that you may see it,
Feel it,
Remember it.
You are a bearer of light.
That is your true essence,
Your calling,
To bring the light of your soul into this world.
Feel that desire awaken in every cell of your body.
You are here to shine,
Without holding back,
Without shame,
Without guilt.
Let your light rise from the depth of your being,
Through your belly,
Your heart,
Your throat,
Your eyes.
Let it radiate outward,
Like the sun it is meant to be.
You have held back your light for so long.
You have learned to hide it,
To restrain it.
But that restraint takes great effort,
And it causes pain.
It creates sadness,
Fatigue,
And disconnection from who you truly are.
Your soul came here to shine,
And when you follow that inner call,
You will feel more alive,
More free,
More whole.
So why does it feel so hard to do that?
Because even now,
As you hear these words,
You may feel resistance.
You are afraid of your own light.
You've built inner walls to protect yourself from its power.
But your soul is stronger than those walls.
Your soul longs to be born again,
Here,
Now.
Feel that fire.
It is your essence.
It doesn't ask for permission.
It simply wants to be.
So breathe and allow.
Let your light flow.
Let it surround you,
Hold you,
Carry you.
You don't owe anyone an explanation for who you are.
You simply are,
And that is enough.
Throughout your life,
Your beliefs about who you are have been shaken.
Some of that shaking began before this lifetime.
You may carry wounds from the past,
Trauma that obscured your light.
Or you may have entered this life with a sense of clarity,
Only to lose it as you encountered fear,
Anger,
Or uncertainty in your environment.
Almost every child forgets.
At birth,
You are open,
Vulnerable,
Impressionable.
You long for warmth,
For love,
For a sense of safety.
But if you carry fear or trauma from previous lives,
That longing becomes more urgent.
You look to those around you to give you something.
Something to soothe,
Something to strengthen you.
And because you are a sensitive soul,
Even as a baby,
You perceived more than words.
You felt the pain in your parents.
You saw the shadows in the space around you.
And from a deep soul memory,
You may have thought,
I want to help.
I want to heal.
I want to bring light.
That is a beautiful longing.
But it can entangle you.
Because in giving so much to others,
You may forget yourself.
You start seeking light outside of you rather than from within.
And so you begin to believe,
If I care enough,
Love enough,
Help enough,
Maybe then I will be seen.
Maybe then I will feel safe.
Maybe then I will be loved.
But that path leads to exhaustion.
Because in truth,
Your soul didn't come here to depend on others.
It came to shine from its own center,
To awaken from within.
That is why loneliness becomes such an important part of your journey.
It is only in solitude that you remember,
I am the one who carries the light.
I am the flame.
I am the sun.
Loneliness is like a sacred tunnel.
It leads you away from dependence and into sovereignty.
It teaches you to be in the world but not of it.
To be of the world is to chase recognition,
Success,
Validation.
To be in the world is to stand in your light regardless of who sees it.
So pause,
Turn inward,
Feel that light in your belly,
Your chest,
Your hands.
Feel the longing to be safe,
To be known,
To be held.
Embrace that longing,
Not by seeking outside,
But by bringing the warmth of your soul to your inner child.
Feel that child now.
Hold them close.
Let your light wrap around their wounds,
Their loneliness,
Their fear.
They've been waiting for you.
And now feel the ground beneath your feet.
Feel the strength of the earth rising to meet you.
She is with you.
You are welcome here.
Let the light flow through you into the earth and back again.
You are home and you are never truly alone.
With all my love,
Jeshua
