Be Stuck

Beloved friends,

I am Jeshua.

I am here among you to connect with each of you and share our energies.

The energy I bring blends with your energy,

With your light,

With the wisdom you have accumulated throughout all the lives you have lived here on earth,

In such a way that together we form a channel to bring forth the knowledge that adapts to the present.

We are channeling together.

Feel how you participate in this channeling and how you are not just a listener,

A student seeking answers,

But at the same time you are the teacher who knows and feels the answers within and who wants to transmit that knowledge to others who are seeking.

You all play both roles.

You are a seeker,

Someone who is continually growing and busy renewing and expanding,

And at the same time you also transmit your energy to others who may not be as advanced in their process of change and who benefit from your inner discoveries and achievements that you naturally transfer to others.

The art of being a spiritual teacher is not about having the ability to disseminate knowledge in an eloquent and perfectly worded way,

But about transmitting your essence in a natural way.

There are moments when you feel that vibration very clearly,

And then you connect with your deepest core,

So that your teaching is not something you offer to the outside world,

It is something you are.

It is your natural vibration that you spontaneously radiate to others.

If you ever wonder what exactly is the purpose of the spiritual work you have come here on earth to do,

Go to that core of yourself where the simplicity,

The truth of your unique self resides.

If you connect there and come from that core,

It matters little in what way you allow your energy to flow out into the world.

Everything that makes you feel good,

That makes you happy and inspires you belongs to you,

And by giving it to the world you will eventually be rewarded.

Do not place your security in material forms or means,

But in your inner self,

Where peace,

Naturalness and simplicity reign.

I want you to know that when I tell you this,

It is also the one within you who speaks.

In this channeling,

I want to express your voice united and merged with my unique vibration.

Together we form a field,

And that is the intention.

I am not a teacher who has all the answers and rises above you.

It is okay for each soul to express its own wisdom in a unique way and to be grounded in a vast and brilliant field that contains all sorts of different nuances and facets.

Be proud of who you are and never want to imitate someone else.

By being who you are you will be more beautiful and more pure.

The answer to all your questions lies in that central core,

Deep inside you,

Where everything flows easily and you can exclaim,

Oh yes,

It really is that easy.

This is what I am,

An unlimited and free being.

Fear and lack are not real and cannot affect me.

Of course there are times in the life of every human being where you lose connection with the center and where everything becomes dreary and dark and fear and despair take over.

Negative energy as you call it.

You lose connection with your inner core and everything that at first seemed simple and clear now becomes complex and complicated,

Something you have to think long and hard about.

You walk in circles and you are stuck,

Just as a needle on a phonograph can get stuck in a groove while the record keeps spinning,

But nothing really changes.

The situation gives you an energetic exhaustion and hopeless sadness and can even lead to depression.

If you are stuck,

Two things can happen.

Either you free yourself or you get more stuck until you reach a point where you are so stuck that you have to do something.

Energetically,

As life never stops,

It will either attract an event or produce an internal eruption that will force you to change direction.

The new direction will always be more intense than the previous one,

But it offers you the possibility of traveling other paths that will bring you new opportunities.

From a cosmic perspective you cannot get stuck.

Life continues to flow through you,

But you may still have the feeling that you are.

That means you are longing for something that you already have an emotional connection to,

But have not seen or have within reach.

It remains beyond the horizon.

That's why you have the feeling of being stuck and the frustration and disappointment arises that seems to confirm that you are indeed stuck.

How do you get out of such a situation?

Well,

The first thing you should do is not judge if something went wrong.

Maybe you say to yourself,

I should have been there or I should have accomplished this or that and I failed.

That judgment makes you sink and keeps you more strongly in that situation.

On the other hand,

If you were to look at yourself more objectively and from a greater distance,

You would say,

Apparently there is something that I find very troubling and difficult to deal with and that's why I'm not where I want to be.

If you could see the feeling of being stuck in that way,

That stuckness would be transformed into an invitation to examine yourself and investigate what wants to be seen.

You are assaulted by conflicting emotions because a part of you longs for the new.

How do you deal with that fear?

Ideally,

If you are trying to take a step toward renewal,

You would have to detach from your old identity and become a new person.

Hence,

Spiritual literature speaks of a new birth or a second birth.

However,

Keep in mind that detaching from your old identity is not easy.

That identity has been carefully constructed and consists of a complex mix of mechanisms,

Coping patterns and behaviors that you have used to avoid and run away from emotions that are difficult to deal with.

You do this as a child and as a child for whom it is very often your only survival strategy,

As the emotions you experience can be too overwhelming for the childlike spirit to comprehend.

Children,

Especially sensitive ones,

May also tend to experience their parents' problems and dense energies as their own.

They see it as a problem they think they have to solve,

But it is not at all a child's job.

Thus,

And from early childhood,

Deep behavioral patterns emerge to flee from pain,

Fear and trauma in order to find ways to circumvent them and survive.

So far I have been speaking only of an identity that has been formed in the infancy of this life,

But you also carry imprints from other lives,

Lingering energies that now in this life want to be discovered and released.

Therefore,

As you enter into a new reality,

As you come closer to your own soul,

As you become self-realized and maintain deep relationships with others,

Try to also look with utmost tenderness and compassion at the part of you that has trouble releasing the old.

Feel your own resistance,

Fear and distrust,

Something you can see through the eyes of the child who had too much on his plate when he was little and couldn't handle it all.

To some extent,

Each of you has been emotionally traumatized,

If only by growing up on earth,

With the many fears and ideas about lack and negative beliefs that surround you,

And it is understandable that you have lost that part of yourself.

I want to tell you that fighting a spiritual battle with external injustices or trying to change the world around you or forcing the emergence of a new world is not realistic.

A true warrior who fights for the light embodies both masculine and feminine qualities and examines the boy or girl within him or her.

He or she sees him or her in his or her struggle and with great tenderness embraces,

Pities and reassures him or her.

Hence,

How important it is to make use of your masculine and feminine energies in healing yourself.

The feminine energy soothes the part of you that is most anxious,

Most suspicious and may not even want to be on earth.

The feminine part extends her hand,

Is tender and loving like a mother,

Unconditional,

Welcoming and creating openness.

You also need to use your masculine energy which symbolizes certain strengths.

Sometimes it is important to make clear decisions,

Set limits,

Settle situations or move away from people who maintain old patterns.

Maintaining unwavering compassion and understanding for negative patterns in yourself or others is not necessarily a spiritual sign.

Sometimes the masculine energy exclaims very forcefully to hell with it and takes you down a new path where you can clearly stand up for yourself and dare to show who you really are.

That is the aspect of masculine energy that is essential to liberate you.

Of course also from the feminine side you can experience both with yourself and with others such a deep understanding of what is going on that it can include negativity,

Violence and even destructiveness.

But your masculine self makes you realize that you are in this life for yourself and that you have to make decisions that serve your light,

Your soul.

That may mean making clear and definite decisions and even distancing yourself from what is not essential to you and no longer suits you.

Imagine that you see the masculine energy in yourself in the form of a sword that you hold in your right hand and that in your left hand you hold a magnificent chalice that represents the feminine,

Receptive and healing energy.

Both are instruments you can use to support yourself.

Sometimes in a situation where patterns keep repeating themselves and when there is no renewing flow present it is necessary to take up the sword,

Speak up and no longer be drawn into patterns you are no longer comfortable with.

At other times when you have to deal with deep emotions of fear or sadness you need to support and care for yourself and be open and receptive to your emotions.

You can see the chalice before you as being made of a crystal of a healing color in which the emotions you are struggling with the most can be poured into it and welcomed.

And if you don't know what to do in a certain situation or with certain emotions,

Ask yourself intuitively,

What is needed here the sword?

Do I need to take decisive steps,

Set boundaries,

Separate myself or do I need to go inward and receive my deeper emotions that are coming to the surface?

Do I need both?

The masculine sword and the feminine chalice are two tools at your disposal.

Finally,

I ask you to feel the connection between us in this channel.

Focus your inner gaze on the master you already embody rather than on the conflicts and struggles you have shared with each other.

Feel the great strength that you have,

That unique and powerful inner core that is available to you and that is already perceptible in you.

Intuit how together we form a channel and how we receive the energy that flows from all of us.

Feel how much joy,

Wisdom and hope are present in this energy.

And when you are stuck,

Don't be paralyzed by looking at what is not working.

Be aware also of all that is going well,

What is flowing in your life and what you have to give and share with others.

And that is so so much.

I thank you for allowing me to be here among you and to mix my energy with yours.

Very lovingly,

Geswa.