There's a way people sabotage love that looks like kindness.
Sounds like support and gets praised by everyone,
But it quietly destroys intimacy.
And that's people pleasing.
As a healing,
Fearful avoidant,
I am no stranger to people pleasing.
And if you've ever found yourself over giving,
Staying quiet to keep the peace.
Or putting someone else's needs ahead of your own.
This might be showing up in your relationships more than you realize.
So why does this happen?
Somewhere in your childhood,
You learned that your needs were not as important as someone else's.
Or you had to put someone else's needs ahead of your own.
Usually from a parent,
Guardian or primary caregiver.
Maybe you had a parent who believed children should be seen and not heard.
So you learned that voicing your needs wasn't safe or it came with consequences.
Or maybe you had a parent struggling with mental illness,
Addiction,
Or emotional instability.
Where their needs took priority and you were pushed into the caretaker role.
Over time,
This creates core wounds or beliefs of not feeling seen or heard,
Feeling powerless,
Feeling unimportant,
Or feeling unloved.
You may also develop an abandonment wound,
Where on a subconscious level,
You believe that if you don't keep someone happy,
They will leave.
So you learn to people please,
Not because you're kind,
But because somewhere along the way,
It felt safer than being yourself.
But what you're actually doing is abandoning yourself.
You may have also learned that love is conditional,
That you have to be good,
Easy,
Or even perfect to be loved.
And as an adult,
Especially in romantic relationships,
This pattern follows you.
You don't express your needs or you stay quiet when something is bothering you.
You make sacrifices,
You adjust,
You accommodate to appease your partner And you tell yourself you're just being chill,
Easygoing,
Low maintenance.
But underneath that resentment is building.
And every time you override yourself.
You reinforce those same core wounds.
So for example,
You're upset about something your partner said,
But instead of speaking up,
You tell yourself,
It's not a big deal or let it go.
In that moment,
You're reinforcing the belief that your feelings don't matter,
That you don't matter.
Or when something hurts you,
But you smile,
You say,
It's fine.
And move on.
While a part of you feels completely unseen and maybe unloved.
Or you say yes to something you don't actually want to do.
Just to avoid disappointing them.
And slowly start feeling resentful.
You stay quiet because you're afraid that if you speak up,
It will create distance.
But in doing that,
You create distance from yourself.
And the relationship you actually want.
Over time,
This erodes intimacy and will eventually damage or even end the relationship.
So what do you do about it?
Start by learning what your needs actually are,
Then practice expressing them,
Even when it feels uncomfortable.
And honestly,
You also need to learn how to receive your needs.
What do I mean by this?
It means allowing someone to show up for you without minimizing it,
Deflecting it,
Or feeling guilty for needing it in the first place.
For example,
If you tell your partner you need more reassurance,
Receiving it looks like actually letting it land instead of brushing it off or thinking they're only saying it because you asked.
If you say you need help,
Receiving it means not jumping in to do it yourself anyway.
Or feeling like you're a burden for asking.
If you need space or time,
Receiving it means taking it without over explaining or feeling like you have to earn it.
And if someone responds well to your needs,
Receiving it means trusting it.
Instead of waiting for the other shoe to drop,
Or feeling like you now owe them something in return.
Because a lot of people who struggle with people pleasing don't just have a hard time expressing their needs.
They have a hard time believing they're allowed to have them.
And that someone can actually meet them.
Next,
You need to set boundaries and hold them.
And I want to say this clearly,
Boundaries aren't mean,
They're not punishment,
And they're not about controlling the other person.
Boundaries are simply how you take responsibility for yourself,
Your energy,
And your emotional safety.
A lot of people who struggle with people pleasing feel guilty setting boundaries because they're used to prioritizing everyone else.
But a healthy relationship actually requires them.
And here's the part that people don't talk about enough.
Setting a boundary is one thing,
But holding it is where the real work happens.
Holding a boundary means you don't backtrack when it feels uncomfortable.
You don't over-explain,
Over-apologize,
Or abandon it to the moment someone reacts.
Because people may not be used to the new version of you and that doesn't mean your boundary is wrong.
It just means the dynamic is changing.
Holding your boundary is how you build self-trust and it's how you teach other people.
How to show up in a relationship with you.
And finally,
And most importantly,
Begin healing the core wounds and attachment patterns.
That taught you your needs didn't matter in the first place.
Because this isn't just about changing behaviors,
It's about changing what you believe you're worthy of in love.
If you don't heal the attachment piece,
You'll keep finding yourself in the same dynamic,
Over-giving,
Over-functioning.
And slowly losing yourself.
No matter who you're with.
For example,
You might finally express a need But if that core belief is still there,
You'll second guess it,
Minimize it,
Or feel guilty for even having it.
That's why this work goes deeper than just communication.
It's about rewiring the part of you that learned love had to be earned.
Once I saw my patterns,
I couldn't unsee them,
And I started noticing how often I was abandoning myself in small everyday moments.
Honestly,
It was destabilizing at first because I realized how often I was choosing other people over myself.
And I had to unlearn the way I had been taught to give and receive love.
But awareness alone didn't change it.
I had to start showing up differently even when it felt unfamiliar.
Because awareness and reflection aren't the same as healing.
And the truth is,
Love doesn't leave when you have needs.
It deepens when you start being real.
