You can't have me.
I call myself back from your power,
Your influence,
The spells that you have cast over me,
Keeping me in bondage,
Unable to see,
Unable to think,
Unable to feel,
Unable to breathe.
You can't have me.
This is not the life that was promised to me,
The experience that I chose when I traveled from the great beyond,
Back down to Mother Earth.
This is your doing,
Your idea,
Your side of this story,
Not mine.
You cannot have me.
I free myself from you and your lies.
You've had way more than enough,
More than you deserve.
I am not here to satiate your hunger while I go hungry.
I am not here to soothe your weakness while I am weak.
I am not here to charge you up while I feel drained.
I am not here to love you while I cannot love myself.
You cannot have me anymore.
My energy is precious,
Magnetic,
Delicious and full of purpose.
I am far too great to spend my limited time living under all of your lies.
No,
I free myself from your mind.
You cannot have me.
I choose me.
I choose my power.
I choose my destiny.
I choose my body.
I choose my truth.
I cut myself off from you.
You cannot have me anymore.
I call myself back from you,
Calling back my creativity.
I call back my imagination.
I call back my agency.
I call back my attention,
My mind,
My spirit,
My love.
I call back my energy.
All that focus,
All that pressure,
All that energy wasted on you will now be poured back into me,
Into my purpose.
My future.
My thriving.
All comes back to me.
I cut the cords attached to you,
Releasing you from my field.
And I watch you float away in the distance,
No longer able to harm me.
And I cast a shield of protection around me,
So that even if you try to weave your way in,
You will be stopped.
I call myself back from you.
I am all.
I am complete.
I do not need you.
I command that you sit on the sidelines and watch how well I do now that I am full.
You had me long enough.
You cannot have me or mine.
Anymore.
Ashe.