Meditation Is To Clear The Disorder In Me By Standing Alone

Meditation is to get a total understanding of the life,

Really understand ourselves thoroughly,

See the disorder running everywhere clearly,

And this can be only done by being alone,

Or else the mind is being influenced by all kinds of views,

Thoughts,

Ideas.

The mind functions with other things as background.

Such a mind is never alone,

Therefore it can never understand the life totally.

This understanding is not a theoretical or intellectual discussion,

But the mind perceives what is in actuality.

Compared to this understanding,

This mere intellectual understanding is almost nothing.

Understanding ideas is rather easy,

But to live upon truth is a different step.

It's the first step the mind must take or else there's no understanding at all.

I think I understand is different from I understand.

Thoughts are always playing tricks,

Mixing the ideas with the actualities.

The mind is confused,

Unable to differentiate what is really true and what is an idea,

Because the mind is not alone.

The mind is being influenced by the media,

By the government,

By all kinds of things running through the world.

Such a mind is chaotic,

Confused,

And such life is confusing,

Turbulent.

So to really meditate is to really understand this in person,

All by yourself.

To see the tremendous value of being alone,

It doesn't mean that you have nobody around,

But mentally you are alone,

To observe,

Free to understand,

To see all those kills,

All those nonsense clearly,

To find out how to live a life properly,

A life free from all the disorders.

And this can be only done by you in person.