This is a meditation and a very deep,
Powerful initiation.
Master Merlin now calls you to the sacred lands of Avalon.
He calls you now to let go of all that stands in your way between you and the full embodiment of your true brilliance.
To let go of all of the non-truths that blocks you from your power.
From all of the non-truths you have been told.
That now prevents you from accessing your full blueprint.
From accessing your magic.
For you are a masterful mystic and you are a student of Merlin.
He knows your power more than any other.
And it is now time to claim that power.
To bring it back into the light in its fullness.
For you indeed have signed up for a very powerful mission.
And that mission is to be of the light.
To be of the love.
To restore those codes that have been distorted,
Lying dormant.
The unconditional love codes of Mama Gaia.
So he calls you now back to the place.
Back to the sacred well of Avalon.
Through the mists you will go to meet with him once more.
So start to take some nice long,
Slow,
Deep breaths now.
Breathing in,
Allowing the breath to rise.
Pausing at the top and then slowly exhaling.
And just feel any tensions.
Anything that does not serve you to just simply fall away.
In your mind's eye now.
You find yourself walking slowly.
Methodically.
But with purpose.
You hold a staff in your hand.
And this staff shows that one has attained mastery of the other worlds.
This dear heart is indeed you.
You are a master.
You are a mystic.
And you hold powers within you.
Which are so potent.
Some have been fully accessed.
There are a few more that need to be unlocked.
And this is why you have heard the call of Merlin.
So you walk confidently yet slowly.
Very much guided by your dragon who flies above you.
Guiding you always.
Your dragon lets out a shriek.
An acknowledgement that they are indeed above you.
And you are so heart connected.
You feel your heart activated.
As you connect with your dragon being.
You follow the trail into the misty darkness.
There is so much white mist but you fear nothing.
And as you walk,
First of all your vision is hindered.
For the mist is very,
Very thick.
But you are guided by your staff and your dragon.
And you slow for no thing.
You trust fully.
And you continue to walk through the mists of Avalon.
You follow the path and now you are deep into this mist.
Suddenly vision starts to become a little clearer now.
And in the distance you become very well aware of a hooded figure.
And as you get closer now.
You can feel the energy of this very powerful being.
For you feel it in your heart.
You feel it in your energy field.
You can actually feel how the staff in your hand is starting to vibrate and activate.
This is indeed your teacher.
Indeed your teacher and master.
Merlin.
As you approach now.
You see this is Merlin.
The undeniable glistening sparkle of his long white beard.
You gently smile to yourself for you have so much love for this divine teacher.
As you observe your surroundings you take note as to where master Merlin has called you to.
You look around you.
There is so much magic in the air.
But there always is when Merlin is around.
And then as you look down you realise that he has called you to one of the most sacred places on Gaia.
To the sacred Chalice Well.
This place is deeply,
Deeply significant.
As this well is the deepest well in the world.
But more magically important.
This well is self generating.
The water does not pull from any mountain.
It is within itself.
It generates its own sacred waters.
The magic of this well is so powerful.
And this is why he has called you here.
He requested your presence.
For this very powerful initiation that you are about to undertake.
In his hands he holds the Chalice.
The Chalice.
This is indeed the Holy Grail.
The light and vibration is beauteous.
It ricochets all sorts of fragments of gold and light.
You can feel the vibration so powerfully from this Chalice within your high heart.
You take a few breaths to embody its presence.
For this Chalice is very divine and very holy.
You bow down to offer your respect.
For such a holy relic.
And more respect that Merlin has brought this to you now.
For your own expansion,
Growth and healing.
This is indeed the deepest honour of a mystic.
He speaks.
This,
Dear one,
Is an initiation,
Young mystic.
You will drink from this Chalice.
For within it is the most purest and most powerful elixir of magic,
Truth and holiness.
When one drinks from this Chalice they are,
And he looks you deeply in the eyes,
Forever changed.
You feel shakes and shivers run through your being as he delivers the word forever.
You will,
Young mystic,
Go through a death.
This is why you are here.
For once you are in death,
You are reborn.
You will be forced,
And yes I use the word forced,
To let go of every untruth you have ever been told.
Every untruth you hold in your being now must be expelled back to the light once more.
You will purge the poison in your body,
Not only for yourself but for many.
For what you do for one,
You do for all,
And you nod your head in agreeance.
The truth will run through your veins like liquid gold,
Activating each and every cell of being into the light of one.
This is your mission.
This is your initiation.
You must be prepared to die.
Do you accept,
Young mystic?
And you stare him deeply into his eyes,
And you nod,
And you bow your head.
Merlin passes you the Chalice.
You are shaking,
Trembling,
Holding such a powerful vessel,
Portal.
This is the deepest honour,
But also you know you are about to deep dive into something very,
Very powerful.
You take the Chalice,
Holding it carefully with both hands.
You take a big sip,
And then take another big sip.
Take a moment,
And allow that to run through your being,
Down deep within you.
Feel the energy of this powerful elixir enter your being now.
You are plunged into the deepest darkness and despair.
It is so sudden,
It takes your breath away.
Your heart beats so fast.
The anxiety raises to the roof.
You feel sick.
This is not what you expected.
But hold yourself,
Dear one.
Hold yourself.
Allow yourself to fall to the next layer,
And the next one,
And the next one.
Deep breathing,
Open your heart and fall into the depths of the darkness.
For the darkness will set you free.
As you start to surrender and let go,
Only then do you hear Merlin's voice.
What is it that you fear,
Young mystic?
Why do you fear the light?
What can you not forgive of yourself?
Why do you fear your own power?
And with that,
He propels you into another layer of darkness.
Let it land,
Expand,
Let go,
Go into the depths now.
What is your biggest shadow in this life?
What prevents you from stepping out and being seen in your fullness?
In your totality of brilliance?
What is it that stands between you and a successful mission?
What is it that stands between you and the full embodiment of your light?
Full access of your heart codes?
When you think about sharing your light in the fullness,
As a creator being as you are,
What comes up for you?
What forces you back into the cave?
Memory?
A felt missions?
You feel yourself start to remember,
As you start to feel those memories of being undeserving.
You just can't forgive yourself for all that has passed.
Feeling so unsupported,
And so very unsafe.
I cannot step out of the cave.
And as you feel all of your darkness start to weigh you down now.
Here you are,
Crouching on the floor,
Barely able to stand up,
Feeling defeated and desperate.
Suddenly,
There is a spark of light around you.
Startled and little,
You look around,
And you become very,
Very aware that in the depths of this darkness,
A beautiful,
White,
Shimmering figure appears.
And suddenly,
There is light everywhere.
This is Lady Avalon,
In all of her beauty,
In all of her light,
In all of her love.
She gently cups her hand under your chin,
And she raises you up.
You realise that you are now floating with her.
You feel your energy field is also so light and ethereal.
The non-truths,
They wash away as she looks deeply into your eyes.
She says nothing,
But she communicates everything,
Through her beautiful blue eyes,
Through her divine,
Sacred heart.
You feel her in you and around you,
And all of the darkness is gone.
It is melted back into the heart of one,
The doubt,
The fear.
Not feeling safe,
It is now just pure light.
As are you.
Now,
You rise again,
Sacred heart,
Divine beloved and bringer of the way.
Suddenly,
There is a full activation of all of your codes.
Now that there is a non-presence of all of this density,
All of your energy,
Your light,
Your gifts,
Abilities,
Your encodements,
They suddenly light up like a beautiful sunrise.
Your heart activates along with your high heart.
You are so expansive.
Her light body then merges with yours.
You feel that you are now one ethereal being.
Breathe her energy in,
Dear heart,
For she is you and you are she.
Feeling her presence deeply,
Deeply within you.
She delivers you back to Merlin once again.
Here you are standing before your master,
And he is smiling and nodding as if he was with you the whole way,
Because he was.
You have returned from the underworld,
Dear mystic.
You have come back whole.
You are initiated.
You are initiated into the heart codes of Avalon.
Now you know.
Your dragon circles overhead,
Screeching in victory.
You feel a heart pop as you connect with your sacred being,
Who is always,
Always holding your space and protecting you.
Merlin hands you your staff now and you realise that there is an addition to your staff.
And there is a beautiful crystal ball which has been sealed into the top of it.
Merlin tells you,
This will cast the light of spirit on your path wherever you go.
No longer will you walk in darkness.
And with that you bow your head to Master Merlin,
For it is now time to leave and already he has turned on his feet and left the sacred well.
You give your most divine gratitude and thanks.
To Lady Avalon,
To Avalon,
The land,
Merlin,
Your dragons and of course the Holy Grail.
Now let this all fall away and retain the fullness of your magic.
All is well,
Dear heart.
All is very well.
