Dear Trust

Dear trust,

We need to find our way back to each other again.

I want to lean into you like I used to.

Like the nights I drifted deep into sleep in your arms knowing I would be safe.

You show a path that isn't always clear,

But you tell me to keep going.

Sometimes it's worth it.

Others are hard obstacles with lessons to learn.

How do I find my way back to you in a way I feel safe?

How do we rebuild the bond we once had?

How can I feel safe in your arms again,

Trust?

What you are to me is a deep knowing,

Solid ground,

Stability without certainty of seeing it.

Trust,

You feel like arms wrapped around me.

You make me feel like nothing can go wrong when I'm in your presence or when you are in mine.

Remember the times we walked in nature without the presence of fear?

How do we get back there?

Let's walk together again.

Dear trust,

Hold my hand as I walk this unknown path.

Put your arm around me as I enter the darkness.

Whisper to me that it will all be okay when the shadows come out to be seen.

Take me to your secret garden where we can play,

Rejoice,

And celebrate.

Show me a reason to believe in you again and again.

Remind me you are always here guiding me,

Protecting me,

Looking out for me when I still can't see.

Let me remember your deep wisdom of all knowing.

Let me believe in you again.

Let me lean into you.

Allow me to feel your embrace once again and fall into your arms in that deep,

Restful sleep where I know everything will be okay because you are here holding me.

Let me feel that with you again,

Dear trust.

Let us rest here together now.

Now.