This video is for anyone who's feeling really blue or desperate.
You know,
Just keep breathing.
My heart goes out to you.
You know,
When we're evolving and our egos threaten because we're making a step into truth.
You know,
The darkness comes up and the emotions come up and the ego like is trying to make our experience so unpleasant that we back off.
So I'm making this video because just keep going.
You know,
These periods of darkness have beginnings and middles and ends and they do leave.
They finish.
Especially if you just don't buy into them.
You just,
If you can keep awareness that maybe you're in a shift and that maybe it's just your ego making a big fuss.
Then you know,
It can leave sooner.
We slow it down when we get caught in it.
We start believing this that we'll never find our way,
That we're,
Our life is a failure,
That we're just goofs,
That everything's meaningless.
Just keep going because your ego is just like a tin pot dictator.
It's just trying to hold onto power and it can't if you don't allow it and it's not to fight your ego.
It's really important.
You can't fight it because it just,
That just makes the darkness bigger.
It's just observe.
Be with your experience.
You know,
Pray,
Say a mantra or my,
You know,
People I know used to recite poetry.
Whatever you can do to comfort yourself.
I used to have baths a lot.
You know,
As I said,
Walk my dog,
But just,
Just please,
You're not alone.
I mean,
This is the thing.
When this stuff comes up,
We can feel so very alone and like we're the only one in pain who's ever felt this level of disconnect and we're not.
It's just your,
It's just your ego and you know,
Good for you for being on the journey and being willing to,
To grow.
You know,
Amma says when someone's a zero,
They are a hero.
What she's saying is just this.
When you,
When you are moving through this material,
You can feel like just such a mess and not worth anything,
But you're in the process of opening up to your eternal nature.
So just keep going because that's what we need in this right now is more of us doing that,
You know,
Stepping past the way life has been on this planet and move into,
You know,
A better way of living.
You know,
I am so grateful that I,
I did this,
That I've been on this journey.
My life is just so peaceful,
Unbelievably peaceful and beneficent and just a wonder now.
And you know,
It wasn't that way when I started out.
So,
But there's so many energies that are helping,
You know,
My energy is helping you.
There's so many people present on the earth and also those who've passed over who are helping you.
So please,
Please keep that in mind and just remember this,
This big love,
Big unconditional love is there for you and you can maybe feel it or if you can't feel it,
Imagine that it's there.
Just think,
Okay,
Imagine this.
And in a few days,
You know,
The darkness will lift and you feel a lot better or sooner or if it takes a little longer,
Oh well.
Sometimes the bigger step we're making,
The more unhappy we become.
But I'll tell you,
Like always when I would walk through,
Always I reach the light.
Every darkness brought me to a light.
The bigger the darkness,
The bigger the light.
So it's really true.
Okay,
Bless your hearts.
