You know,
One of the things you might find if you talk to your siblings about your childhoods,
That as you,
You know,
Discuss the memories,
It's as if everybody was brought up in different families.
So this points to the fact that,
You see,
We come in with our issues.
You know,
In the East they would say we have many lives,
So we're born with issues coming from other times,
And then we choose a family that's going to imprint us with the same issues to give us a chance to heal and transform.
So it's no one's fault.
Our parents aren't to blame,
And even we're not to blame because we're not personally in control of what happened in other lives,
And we're not responsible for what happened to us as children,
But we're just responsible for doing our homework and allowing a healing and a transcendence.
And,
You know,
When we do that we become much happier because the more unresolved emotional material we're carrying,
The less we enjoy life,
You know,
And the less even we taste food,
The more sort of numb we are to life,
And we lack joy.
So,
You know,
Waking up gives you,
You know,
Waking up to your eternal nature gives you just this incredible joy,
And your senses awaken,
Food tastes better,
You know,
Mother nature looks more beautiful,
You know,
You see things more with your divine eyes.
So just keep going.
Keep all this in mind if it's helpful,
And just keep going.
The God within you is bringing you through your difficulties.
Okay,
Bless your hearts.