Ultimately the spirit,
The soul,
It wants to be free.
It wants you to dismantle and dissolve all the layers of egoic narrative and live from the place of soul and spirit.
It wants that to happen but it's very difficult because the egoic self wants the complete opposite.
The egoic self wants to construct.
It wants to build a concept,
A family.
Nothing wrong with family but it wants to build an idea.
So you've got these two opposing forces.
They want completely different things and again that causes tension for you.
So ultimately you are not a person.
You are not a name.
Those things are changing.
A name is just a concept.
It's just a sound.
If I take your name,
Let me just take a name here,
Ann.
It's just vibrations coming out of my voice box.
My name is Oliver.
It's just Oliver.
It's just three syllables.
How can three syllables describe you at your most raw level,
Your being?
How can the sound Ann define you as a complete being?
Do you see what I mean?
At the rawest,
Most base foundational level,
We are awareness itself.
We are spirit,
Seeing presence.
The present moment,
You could even say,
With no name,
No structure,
No concept.
But we do have to move through life.
It's not about a rejection of the physical.
We do have to kind of move through life,
Like we have to work,
We have to have family and relationships.
So we do need to utilize the egoic sense of self to some degree.
Like I load up my computer and I do these live events with you as a person,
As a name,
As an avatar.
But behind all this,
Deeper and raw is,
And you have this,
It's a sense of self which is non-physical.
It doesn't exist,
But it's there at every given moment.
The spirit,
The soul,
It wants to be free.
It wants you to live from the place of soul and spirit.
