I wish I could have another language to be able to receive as fast as I receive from the goddess or other masters.
So here I am today about this frustration that really came to me as I woke up this morning coming back from LA.
I know LA was a big shift trigger with the energy there.
So the goddess is really telling me now this energy is helping you to unlock all the doors you have really closed on yourself in terms of expression,
In terms of believing who you are and the shift always brings new level of expression right?
But in order to attain them you have to face the limitation you have put on yourself and it feels always the same basically.
You shift,
You have to open the doors you have closed and then the expression comes out and then you express,
You express,
You enjoy,
You enjoy and then in a few days,
In a few weeks you experience the new shift.
So it's almost like we're getting used to it right?
We are basically sailors,
We have to get used to that.
We are all sailing live.
And on this ocean,
Storm after storm but also peaceful moment after peaceful moment and enjoyable moment,
Sun in the face,
The wind in the hair and everything on the face.
We just get used to it and we're more flexible.
We are more knowledgeable about this process right?
So here I am as I was writing,
I said okay let's take the dictation.
Here I am.
Why I said it?
Because I was writing that in my throat there was this fire and that's why I felt frustration because the fire of transformation is really activated and it's a lot of energy going through my body from the root to the throat and as I was finally recognizing it that the frustration was unbearable,
The frustration of not expressing myself enough in public,
Enough in my writings or any expression that my sacred teaching and creating and creatrix were a bit hidden or not enough putting in public.
I was just feeling that the energy of them was a bit numbed.
So what I feel is that part of myself inside,
Part of my expression,
I just numbed.
So along the way to make myself comfortable because I could not express myself correctly,
I numbed part of myself.
So it's almost like sometimes I see myself in situations where I know something or I can bring something to the table and I see myself muted,
Unable to express.
It's not that I don't know the answer of the question of people,
It's just I numb my expression because I don't want to get involved in any drama.
I don't want to get involved in people reacting badly at me.
It's almost like,
Sure I have closed doors to my expression but also I can totally see my life where I just know and I don't speak out.
I know and it's not that I don't know I can't speak out,
It's also that I numbed myself where I can't even express it.
It's in the back of my brain but from the brain to my tongue there is a pathway that is numbed and forbidden.
So I think my healing and clearing is about that today,
It's about reassuring myself that I am safe but also to reactivate all these circuits in my brain that I have cut,
That I have numbed,
That I didn't allow them to be alive in me because I was afraid.
So in a way it brings a lot of energy as I talk.
In a way it is amazing to see them today but it's evidently triggering a lot of fears how I am going to deal with all that energy backing me.
It's almost bringing anxiety,
Like my throat is pounding like crazy right now.
So I am calling the sacred fire of transmutation,
I am calling the goddess to help to bring a healing energy.
I am calling Raphael,
The Archangel Raphael with his green healing light and I am calling Archangel Michael with his blue light to cut away the unnecessary blockage I have put onto myself,
Inside myself.
And breathing,
I am calling the divine self in myself.
I am calling my divine self to come and reignite all those places that were numb to my past life to my past lives.
And I feel the energy in my back tingling from the root chakra to my skull this time.
It's more in the back than in the front.
And I see and feel all the tube of light that was really rousing with strange frustration and anger coming down.
And I am breathing the energy of the healing from all these masters I have been calling.
The blue of Michael,
The green of Raphael,
The white from the goddess and the white from my own divine self.
To heal the blockages,
The numbness,
To cut away the part that are limitations and let it be.
Let my expression come back in those circuits.
And I literally can feel in my brain right now the activation of the energy.
And it just tells me that it's happening in the brain's lobe,
Both lobes.
It's happening there where it's the mind that has created this limitation.
It's exactly like a computer where you blocked some entries.
It's just to reignite them,
Allow them to exist and to be and to be expressed.
Because they exist there,
They're just blocked somewhere.
Expressing,
Expressing,
Expressing.
And now I want to tell you about the healing of the Magdalene because all this work is part of it,
Right?
You remember what I've said about it.
But I've also received different way of healing the Magdalene.
It's not only being able to express who you are,
But also it's being able to heal the way you express yourself.
Some goddesses,
Some people hide,
We know that.
But some others,
They express themselves in the world,
But they are showing themselves the way they think they should because they know they need to be out in the world.
And they're right.
But are they activating the right channel of expression that they are?
No.
They are using protection.
Some people are using protection and go inside.
Some are going outside but using the wrong channels.
What are they doing?
They are using the society way of expressing,
Fitting the outside revolution of expression.
What does it mean?
It means that the world has created a new way of expression through social media.
And it's fantastic,
But right now it's using the wrong way,
Right?
It's using the ego.
It's using how to compare yourself.
It's using the manipulative way of expressing.
Is it goddess?
No.
So,
The healing of the magnanelle is also clearing that right now.
Some people will continue and it's fine.
And some people will understand.
They don't want to use the wrong way of expressing their own goddess,
God energy.
It's painful to hide as the Magdalene,
But it is also even more painful to express something that is not you.
We all do both.
It depends on how much we want to do on each side,
Right?
So we have good works ahead of us,
But what a relief to know we're doing it.
What a relief we know we're going to transform that and transmute all this darker energy in us of choosing to hide or choosing to express the wrong energies in us.
What a relief that is coming to us.
Send this clearing and healing energy from the goddess through the tube of light in yourself,
In your throat,
In your third eye,
In your heart chakra,
Your emotional chakra,
In your guts,
In your root,
And in your crown chakra.
And pray the activation will work strongly and help you transmute and transform the energy in order for you to express who you are totally,
Truly in grace.
Always ask for grace in your transformation.
It's always more graceful.
Namaste.
Namaste.
