Creatrix Meditation For Aspiring Healers, Teacher And Guides

Welcome magical ones,

I am Nicole Barton,

Soul guide,

Magical teacher and healer of Aspiring Healers and I'll be guiding you today in a journey that has you access your inner creatrix,

The powerful part of you.

Who knows,

She can choose her life,

Choose her gifts,

Choose to open her heart to becoming the woman she was born to be.

This journey is for you,

If you are a woman who's filled up with her mundane,

Dull,

Grey,

Chaotic,

Drama-fuelled life and you have a sense that you're here for more,

But you don't quite know what.

You've a sense that you've some deeper gifts and you should be doing some more meaningful work and maybe you've a secret sense that you're here to be a healer,

Teacher or guide of some kind,

Though the thought likely terrifies you,

Feels overwhelming and it feels like a million miles away.

I feel your heart and I've got you.

I have walked this path myself,

I've felt the vulnerability and the fear of becoming a successful healer and the wisdom that I gained from that journey is now what forms my tried and tested path in my archetypal apothecary journey of which this meditation is an intentional and tender first step.

And before we dive in,

Just to say there are no quick fixes here.

Becoming a healer is a becoming,

It's a journey and it's one that you can start building the foundations of now.

So treat this archetypal meditation as a way in,

An opening into following the next breadcrumb into your sole purpose.

I see so many women being sold quick fixes into becoming a healer.

The truth is we can start tenderly,

Softly,

Gently.

It's a process that takes years and still every step we take is moving us towards becoming a healer.

We can start now,

We can take the next step and the next and one day you will find yourself as the woman that you long to be.

We're going to journey with Creatrix now.

She is an aspect of the archetypal witch and I know the idea of being a witch might also feel either terrifying or resonant.

Essentially either way,

She is a symbol of parts of you that you have denied.

She is a mirror for how you've been harnessing your witch's creative power against yourself and denying your inner medicine woman.

And it's time to meet the part of you who can begin to soften and open to your feminine power.

So let's dive in,

Grab some cushions,

Some blankets,

Lighter candles,

Put on some incense,

Make yourself comfy.

We're going to meet your inner witch.

So now you have set up your space,

Just begin to settle in.

Just connecting,

Landing wherever you are.

If you put incense on,

Just smelling the delicious scent.

Just noticing,

Being present in your body,

Noticing what you can smell,

Sounds that you can hear around you,

How your body's feeling,

Just to really settle,

Really get comfy.

Starting to take some breaths.

Inhale,

Nice deep long inhale and exhale,

Nice and slowly.

Inhale,

Nice deep long inhale and exhale,

Nice and slowly.

Perhaps letting out a sigh.

Just repeating that a few more times as you ground into this moment.

Just observe any thoughts that arise.

Just welcome them,

Notice any fears,

Any tension.

Let your thoughts know they can settle.

Rounding into your body,

Just relaxing consciously the space between your eyes,

Your jaw,

Your shoulders,

Your creative feminine healing womb space.

And as you do,

Just noticing how sensations are arising in your body now.

Perhaps you don't have much awareness of that very often.

Just take your attention to your body.

Just letting it go.

Noticing too,

Any areas of softness,

Of tenderness,

Inviting that in.

Letting your body know it can settle.

Just letting it go.

Just letting it go.

Just letting it go.

Just letting it go.

In,

Letting your body know it can relax.

Just witnessing,

Loving whatever arises,

Allowing,

Being with.

In your mind just let yourself set a brief intention for our journey today.

Just maybe one word that you would like to create.

No judgement.

Whatever arises is perfect.

We're going to journey now with your creatrix.

The invitation is to let yourself go on a journey that might be by visualising,

That might be by allowing yourself to imagine,

That might be by hearing sounds,

By sensing it in your body.

Everybody experiences this differently.

And however you uniquely experience it is welcome.

All of you,

All parts of you are welcome.

So whatever comes up for you just allow yourself to witness it without judging it,

Without shutting it down.

Which includes if you don't have anything arise.

I might take you a few reruns of the journey if that's where you're at to be able to access.

All is welcome.

With your eyes closed now you just have a sense,

You begin to notice that you are somehow transported to being in a magical woods.

You see a little path ahead of you.

You can hear the noise of the wind.

You can feel the wind.

You can feel the wind.

You can see a little path ahead of you.

You can hear the noises of the forest.

It's a little bit dark.

There's a light glistening through the trees.

You see beautiful full moon.

It's glistening.

You can smell the beautiful wildness of your surroundings.

And despite it being a little unusual,

You feel safe,

Held,

Supported,

Nourished.

And so you begin to step tenderly forward,

Hearing the crisp snapping of the wind.

Of twigs.

As you delicately,

Tenderly move onward step by step.

And this forest is magical.

It's filled with noises of exotic birds,

All sorts of vivid,

Vibrant colours.

A sense of aliveness.

You can really feel the juicy,

Magical energy of it as you stand there surrounded by the trees.

And a little way away,

You hear some women.

It sounds like they are gathered.

You can smell smoke as you hear them cackling,

Laughing.

You can feel the warmth of an inviting fire as you walk up to a clearing.

And you begin to see women gathered there in a circle.

These women are adorned in all sorts of weird and wonderful clothes.

They look wild.

Soft.

Creative.

Joyful.

They look loving and whole.

And they welcome you as if they know you,

As if you're one of them.

You feel deeply that all of you,

All parts of you,

Are welcome here.

Your fullness,

Your sensitivity,

Your softness,

Your vulnerability,

Your wildness.

Your soul.

Your magic.

There's a warm fire burning.

There's a warm fire burning,

Connecting these women.

And a cauldron where they're mixing potions,

Gathered in ritual.

Creatrixes.

And they beckon you.

Inviting you.

To join them in circle.

A circle of other magical women,

Other creatrixes.

And you know this is an invitation to say yes to loving and welcoming the parts of you that they are reflecting here.

Those parts that your little girl has cast aside for so long,

Innocently,

That want to be seen.

Your power.

Your magic.

Your capacity to heal yourself and others.

And you close your eyes.

You tune into your heart and body.

And just notice what you're feeling.

Notice the sensations in your body.

Describe them.

How do they feel?

Is there fear?

Is there excitement?

Is there love and softness?

Do you feel a desire to join?

How do you notice that desire?

How is that enlivened in your body?

How does your heart feel?

And you ask yourself,

What do I choose?

What are the costs and benefits of me joining them around me?

Joining them around the fire?

Saying yes to my heart.

And you make your choice.

You can either stay where you are or sit with them by the fire.

Either is welcome.

You're just perfectly where you need to be.

Just allow yourself to follow what feels right in your heart.

And if you joined,

You notice now one woman in particular.

She appears to be your guide.

And she welcomes you with love and invites you to sit down.

And she asks you some questions.

And she ponder for a moment before answering instinctively from your heart.

The invitation is to open here to what your inner wisdom wants you to know.

What wants to be heard.

What wants to be seen.

Just allow whatever it is,

Whatever's in your heart to bubble up.

Let your little girl know it's safe.

That you do not need to take any aligned action on anything right now.

This is just a safety to dream.

What is in your heart to create?

Who are you here to be?

What woman do you long to become?

Just consciously choose to open your heart to magic,

To power,

To possibility.

Treating yourself with tenderness,

With love.

Your guide asks you,

Are you ready to open to seeing what your heart yearns for?

What is your heart saying about a life of soul,

Self-love,

Magic,

Meaning?

What does your heart say about becoming a healer,

Teacher,

Guide,

Working with other people?

If you don't have to action it right now.

Perhaps you know or feel that you are ready to open to seeing what your heart yearns for.

Perhaps you know or perhaps you don't yet.

What is it you are here to create?

Who are you here to be?

You may or may not have access to these answers right now.

So just lovingly witness where you are in your answering of them.

It may just simply be that you're yearning for more soul and magic to follow that next breadcrumb.

To follow that next breadcrumb.

Maybe that you're longing to listen to your body more,

To heal,

To connect more deeply to yourself.

It may be that you know deeply that you're here to be medicine for the world.

Just notice your body's sensations now.

What's coming alive for you?

What sensations are showing up?

Are they tight,

Tense,

Fearful ones?

Or soft,

Nourishing ones?

And can you soften whichever way?

Where are you burning?

Is there desire?

Is there fear?

All is welcome.

None of it means anything about your capacity to choose.

Our fear just needs loving,

Tending,

A value.

And it's not just about the desire.

It's about the choice.

Our fear just needs loving,

Tending of our little girl.

It's so welcome.

So normal.

Your guide now offers you the choice to drink a magical potion labelled soul,

Self-love and magic.

It's been filtered with your heart's deepest longing.

And drinking it would enable you to create all of your heart's desires.

You know this journey may be messy,

Challenging.

And that you also know that if you desire it enough and choose to drink the potion,

It will become inevitable that you create your vision.

Notice again your body sensations tend to any fear.

Which parts of yourself need love?

To be able to choose to love yourself enough to follow your heart.

Maybe stroke your body.

Let your inner child know,

Let your nervous system know that you are safe.

Let your inner child know that your creatrix is showing up for you now.

Which parts of yourself do you need to consciously and lovingly tend in order to open,

To choose to allow yourself to bathe in the love of your heart?

In soul and magic.

What fears are arising?

Welcome them.

Notice them with loving eyes.

Let them know you are willing now to listen to them.

To let them be felt,

Loved,

Alchemised.

Notice where you're feeling split between the opposing forces of fight,

Flight and your heart.

Where you're feeling called to stay safe,

Instead of opening to your heart.

Where the fears,

The shadows of approval,

Control,

The fears,

The shadows of approval,

Control and security are still trying to keep you safe.

And let your inner little girl know that that is okay.

It's welcome.

Stroke your body.

Let your nervous system know it's safe.

Allow your heart to lead on this one just once.

Just take a deep breath.

Sighing out anything that wants to be released.

Just witnessing,

Allowing space for your body's desire that's arising.

Notice,

Witness,

See what it is that your heart longs for.

And allowing yourself now to just tune in to hearing one small intention.

Let's start small.

Let's start playfully.

Bring an element of joy.

What is it that your soul longs for you to choose this month?

What are you being called more deeply into creating?

Is there one very small,

Tangible,

Aligned action you can take to meet your soft edge lovingly?

Just let your heart speak to you about one intention for this month that moves you towards your heart's deeper vision.

Speak it out in a sentence as if it's already happened.

Your mind comes back to the potion now and your choice to drink it.

If you drink it,

You'll be opening to your magical creation of your vision.

Stepping into opening your heart to a new way of being.

Allowing your inner creatrix to heal and alchemize the parts of you that don't know your power.

This is real magical technology.

And all of a sudden,

You know your decision.

You speak out your intention and if you choose soul and magic fully,

You visualize drinking your potion with your sisters.

If not,

That's okay too.

Love yourself wherever you are.

Let yourself slowly come back to the room.

When you're ready,

Just begin to wriggle your fingers and toes.

Just beginning to stroke your body.

We're going to stop the music.

It's your choice as to whether you continue to stay there with your eyes closed,

Continue to journey on your own,

Or you just gently blink your eyes open.

So,

My invitation is here.

We have just worked with archetypal creatrix.

This is medicine.

This is energetic medicine.

So,

My invitation is treat this as if you have had a healing.

Drink lots of water.

Allow yourself to work with whatever has come up.

Maybe journal.

Spend some time doing that.

If it feels aligned,

I would love to hear what this journey illuminated for you.

Please share.

You can either share in any way that feels aligned,

But there is our Secret Witch Society group on Facebook.

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We're on TikTok or Instagram archetypal apothecary.

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Uk and connect via our contact form there.

Or you can just listen to our popular podcast episodes on the Secret Witch Society.

So,

It has been a pleasure to hold you.

If you would like to join us,

Please do.

Otherwise,

Take what you take.

Allow yourself to be filled with love.

Allow yourself to work with,

To download whatever wants to be downloaded.

And I will see you again.

Lots of love.