Hello,
Love.
I am so happy you're here.
Just know that this space,
This time together.
.
.
A space for you to allow yourself to soften.
Exhale.
And to be held for a little while.
Today we're talking about something that lives so quietly but so heavily in so many mothers.
We're exploring mom guilt and second guessing.
And that feeling of,
Did I do it wrong?
Did I get it wrong?
And if that's something you've been carrying,
Please know that you're not alone.
Let's start by taking a breath together first.
Inhale gently.
And exhale slowly and completely.
And know that you don't have to have anything figured out right now.
You just get to be here.
And I want to start by sharing something that came through in my course community recently.
A beautiful mom shared that.
She made a decision for her child.
It was what felt right in the moment.
And later,
After seeing another option,
She was flooded with guilt.
That deep aching thought,
Right,
Of.
.
.
What if I took something away from my child?
What if I made the wrong decision,
The wrong choice?
But underneath that,
There's also.
.
.
I don't want my child to feel what I felt growing up.
And this is where it gets kind of tender because so often mom guilt isn't about the present moment.
It's about the past.
That we're trying to protect our children from.
So let's just gently reframe something here.
Mom guilt often sounds like I made the wrong decision.
But what is really happening?
What's actually happening?
Is a loving mother made the best decision she could.
With the awareness that she had.
From a place of care And then later.
.
.
Her mind revisits it with new information.
And judges her past self.
From her present awareness.
And that is not truth.
Right.
It is hindsight.
Mixed with an old wound.
So what if this isn't about a wrong decision at all?
What if?
This is about a younger part of you.
Who didn't feel safe or seen or supported.
And now she's trying to make sure.
And her child never feels that way.
So she says things like,
Get it right.
Don't mess this up.
Don't miss anything But that voice is not your wisdom.
It's your protection.
Okay,
So let's soften something together.
There is no.
.
.
Single decision that determines your child's entire future,
Right?
There are so many paths.
So many openings.
So many ways their life will unfold.
And what matters most is not.
Did I choose?
The perfect opportunity.
Instead.
Am I a safe,
Loving,
Present mother?
Am I a safe,
Loving,
Present space?
For my child,
For myself.
These children don't need perfection from us.
They need connection.
So what I would love to do is take a few moments together to turn inward.
So if it feels safe,
Gently close your eyes.
Maybe place a hand on your heart and hand on your belly.
Take a slow breath in.
Soft exhale out.
Now bring to mind a moment that you may be holding guilt around.
There's no need to Go deeper.
Pick it apart.
Just gently notice it.
And instead of analyzing it,
I want you to imagine.
That you're sitting across from yourself.
The version of you that made that decision.
I invite you to look at her.
Can you see her heart?
Can you see how much she cared?
Maybe whisper to her.
I see you.
I know you were trying.
You made the best decision you could in that moment.
Now imagine speaking to yourself in the way that you would speak to your child.
Softly.
Gently.
Maybe even placing your hand on your own cheek in your mind.
Or right now in person.
And say,
I am a good mother.
I am always learning.
And I'm allowed to trust myself.
Soak that in.
Just let that land and soften something within you.
Breathe here.
When you're ready.
Begin to come back into the space.
And as you come back,
Just notice how your body feels.
Do those tiny shifts matter?
Two percent.
Makes a difference.
Because this work isn't about forcing yourself to stop feeling guilty.
It's about creating enough safety in your body that guilt doesn't take over your identity.
And before we close,
I want to leave you with this.
You are not your worst parenting moment.
You are not one decision.
You are a living,
Evolving,
Deeply loving human.
Raising another human with awareness that many generations didn't have.
And not alone.
Changes everything.
So thank you for being here with me truly.
If this resonated with you,
My course,
Compassionate Motherhood,
The journey of navigating and releasing mom guilt inside Insight Timer goes deeper into this work and in a really gentle and supportive way.
But for now,
Take this with you.
You didn't get it wrong.
You were loving in the moment that you chose.
And you're allowed to trust yourself again.
Thank you for being here.
And I want to leave you with this message.
You are right where you need to be on your journey,
Love.
You are more than enough.
And you are so.
Deeply loved.
