Letting go of shame and blame,
Healing through the pathway of loving kindness and awakened awareness.
You are listening to a healing heart conversation between the Divine Mother and her unborn child.
Take this time,
Dear one,
And get supremely comfortable.
Give yourself the credit for embarking on this journey,
A journey which has stripped you,
Stripped you at times to nothing,
Feelings of unworthiness.
This moment can't be true.
I'm not good enough for this moment to be true.
Yet what is true is your courage,
Your courage at this moment.
You may either recline or lie down comfortably.
Put your hand on your heart and proceed with your prayers.
My love,
Do not keep a tally of your transgressions.
My desire upon your creation was that your heart,
Your intuition would always overrule your ego's wishes.
The dark light enables the ego much power.
Your own internal turmoil caused the light of your chakras to dim.
This journey will allow your light to shine as bright as you intended upon the day you conceived.
As the breath of life,
The very breath of life which through the monotone biblical chord sustained your life,
Let us take this moment and simply breathe.
Inhale deeply.
Expand the stomach as you inhale deeply.
Exhale through pursed lips,
Pulling the stomach downward towards the spine with each breath.
Inhale deeply.
Exhale all the feelings of unworthiness.
One more time together.
Let's breathe.
Simply notice whatever emotion and or sensations might arise.
Many of those sensations,
Vibrations,
Electrical currents that come from within are messages from the most high.
Lying its hand upon our heart.
It's going to be alright.
It's going to be alright.
Have I conveyed?
Have I conveyed to you your immense courage?
A true spiritual awakening as liberating as it is,
Is not for the faint of heart.
For days,
For weeks,
For months,
For years,
You have received subtle and overt messages.
Yet at times we simply are not ready to hear.
Are you ready,
My love,
To proceed?
Or should we take this moment to simply breathe?
Inhale deeply.
Exhale through pursed lips.
Together two more times,
Inhale deeply.
Exhale through pursed lips.
As you climb the steps of truth and enlightenment,
The path will be illuminated with light.
At times the path will only show darkness.
Two doors will be at the top.
One on the left and one on the right.
Tantalizing music meant to sway and confuse will appear inviting.
Only inside will sway about,
Yet they will say very little.
As you appear in the window,
You may notice a playground.
Yet where are the children?
Where are the children?
Door number two will be filled with silence and serenity.
Many sit peacefully in a contemplative state.
Be aware,
My love,
Regardless of the difficult decisions ahead,
You are a creation as great as the stars in the heavens above.
You are loved.
You are loved unconditionally.
Before this pivotal moment,
This moment which cannot be reversed,
Let's take this time and breathe.
Let's take this time to breathe.
Simply put your hand on your heart and breathe.
Breathe.
There will be steps along the way intentionally designed to lead you astray.
Which door will you choose,
My love?
Before making your decision,
You are inherently aware.
You have been granted intuition necessary for this very moment.
Dear mother,
Regardless of your choosing,
You are loved.
You are loved.
No more blaming for life's conditions.
No more shame will reside within us.
As you carried me within,
No matter how long you chose for your breath to sustain my life,
I'm aware the choice is and always will be yours,
Mother.
I love you dearly.
I love you dearly.
Thank you for choosing me.
Thank you for giving me life.
You are forgiven,
Dear one.
You are forgiven.
Allow your tears to fall where they are.
This chapter is forever closed.
Bless you.
Bless all of you.
Whatever pain in which we hold,
We now surrender and let it go.
You are loved.
You are loved.
Thank you for holding space with us tonight.
Namaste.
