Unwilling Evolution – Turn Pain Into Power

If you were given everything on the very first train to your destination,

Would you even pause to look around a lot?

Would you abandon yourself at the very first stop?

Who needs self-care or attempts to maintain mental health you don't need,

Because you won't be scraping from the leaves to the seed anymore?

You won't have to ask,

Which truth or angle do I submit another application to another man I won't admit I don't even like?

Closing my eyes,

Trusting this path but crying through the night or the morning or whatever day or place it is or isn't,

I seem to find fast ways of falling.

Hurt myself harder to learn faster,

While my ego screeches it can't take anymore.

I run and open a thousand more doors to my evolution.