Irfan Sohail

Wasn't expecting to be affected in the way that this reached me. I feel steadier, assured that, as an old person, I am in my natural place, fulfilling my role as a human being on earth. My job is to be myself as an old person, not to want to be simething or somewhere that I am not. My mind is clear, and for that I am most grateful. My body is still functional on its own - more or less. I do what I can and push myself a bit. I try to accept what I cannot do with equanimity. For most of my life I have believed in some kind of 'afterlife'. Or a state in which consciouness survives the death of the body. No longer so. Therefore, I am coming to terms with the idea of finality. That is where I am now. 🙏💞