Close your eyes,
Beautiful,
And let yourself be right here in the safety of your bed,
Listening to these words.
Follow your breath as it enters,
Feeling the cool on your nose,
And then as you exhale,
Let go of the day.
Let your body relax,
Little by little,
Imagining every exhale sinks you further into your bed,
Loosening each cell,
Each muscle,
And relaxing you deeply.
Bring to mind what you've been carrying lately,
The thing that you keep replaying,
The mistake you've struggled to forgive,
The words you've spoken to yourself in anger,
The moment that lingers like an ache.
Simply allow it to come to the surface and take shape before you.
See it now,
This regret,
This burden,
As an anchor,
Heavy,
Solid,
Cold,
A weight you've been dragging in the waters of your life.
Notice how it has held you,
Notice how it has kept you tethered,
Notice how it has pressed against your heart,
And now with love,
Lay your hand upon that anchor and thank it for teaching you,
Thank it for showing you what matters,
Thank it for guiding you closer to the truth of yourself,
But it was never meant to be yours forever.
Breathe now,
And every time you exhale,
Loosen your grip,
Feel the chain fall away from your hands,
And see the anchor begin to slip into the depths,
Slowly sinking lower and lower until it disappears completely into the quiet waters of the night.
Notice what's left in its place,
Notice the space that opens in your heart,
Notice the lightness in your body,
You are free.
Forgiveness is not forgetting,
It is not excusing,
It's remembering the truth that you are human,
That you are learning,
That you are love in motion.
Whisper silently to yourself now,
I release the anchor,
I forgive myself,
I am free to rest in peace tonight.
Feel those words travel through you,
Let them wrap around the tender places,
Let them soothe the ache you've been holding.
Every breath in is forgiveness,
Every breath out is release,
Every cycle of breath is love returning home to you.
I forgive you,
I release the weight,
I am free,
I am peace.
Namaste,
Beautiful.