Who am I?
If I want me myself,
Then who will I be?
If I will not be bold,
Then who will be me?
If I won't hear the whisper of pain in my heart,
How can I say I'm not falling apart?
If I won't learn what's good and bad for myself,
Can I say that I really know my true self?
If I don't know what makes me feel sadness or joy,
Can I be happy today and enjoy?
Enjoy every moment no matter the day,
Even if others are judging my way.
Can I be happy without support,
Knowing that no one will come to my poor?
If I won't find the reason of my inner pain,
Will I be struggling and going insane?
If I will live and struggle,
Switching my mood,
Can I be kind and never be rude?
How can I stay patient at peace,
Waiting for a thousand I don't know if I've ceased?
How can I smile when others are sad?
Is it that selfish?
Am I so bad?
I'm just trying to disconnect from all the noise that makes such an effect,
That I'm so lost in the world of unknown,
Trying to keep strength in my bone.
Only when you will find that peace,
Silence in mind,
The muscles released,
You will be able to hear your heart,
So will feel its missing part.