Beautiful human,
Dear warrior,
Do you feel exhausted,
Tired,
Wondering what else is there to give?
Do you feel like pouring your soul into your mission,
Your vision,
Your longings never seemed to be enough,
A drop in the ocean,
A spark consumed by dark before it evolved into a flame?
I feel you.
And before I share with you a message to support you on your current journey,
I'd love to tell you this.
I honour you.
I honour you for daring following your call.
I thank you for believing in your spark more than in the world's fire.
I thank you for gifting us with your bravery,
Fierceness and readiness to fight for humanity,
Light and truth.
I truly appreciate you.
And I feel your tiredness.
And here's my message for the version of you that's exhausted.
Your biggest enemy is not the dark.
You've always seen it.
You've always known it and you've always been ready to fight it.
Your biggest enemy is the lies that you still believe in while standing in for the light.
It's the lies they made you buy into the moment you came into this world.
It's the lies of not enoughness,
The lies of having to earn your value,
Your success and your recognition by giving more and more and more.
I know you want to give it all and you will because that's what your soul will always call you to do.
But never forget,
The war you fight in is sacred.
It doesn't know about not enoughness.
It doesn't know about productivity,
Effectiveness and giving yourself away.
The war you came for knows the sacred rules of guarding,
Of setting focus and of holding space.
Pausing,
Resting and recharging is not an act of failure.
That's what they want you to believe.
It's an act of rebellion.
It's an act of resisting against the lie that you need to burn out to sacrifice your health and peace in order to make a difference.
It's an act of sacred self-care,
Of integration,
Of healing,
Of recharging and filling the vessel that can only give once nourished.
Your exhaustion doesn't tell you to give up.
It tells you that you are entering a new season within this battle.
A season of insight,
Of self-care,
Of remembering how to hold your space safe so that you may be a safe invitation for your tribe to follow.
So that you may guard and watch over your tribe as they continue the war in the field.
You have given enough.
Your care for yourself is not selfish.
It's your most powerful tool to become invulnerable.
To believe in your enoughness,
To shine it and to celebrate it with every cell of your being is what they fear most.
It's your weapon and it's time for you to reclaim it.
Once you remember your enoughness,
You're holding space for the possible of your mission.
You're holding space for your tribe,
For any light warrior in the world.
You came into this world with this mission,
With this vision,
With this spark.
You are the healing.
So how could you ever doubt your enoughness?
How could you ever believe that you can't make a difference?
And this is the season of resting,
Of recharging,
Of receiving,
Of refilling your inner cup and of remembering that your enoughness was always leading you in this fight.
Trust it,
Honor it and be it.
I pray that you might make peace today with your exhaustion.
May you remember that it's a sacred voice of your soul,
Rebelling against the infinite battles of reaching enough.
You are and you have always been enough.
May you feel it,
May you fill yourself with compassion,
Love and peace today as you hold space for those getting back to the field with full force,
Energy and faith.
Take all the time you need.
We need you filled,
We need you whole and we need you true.
Thank you for remembering your enoughness today,
For you and for all of us.
All my love to you.
Jana
