Prayer Challenge: 9 Days Of Miracles And Beyond Day 4

Good morning.

God morning to you.

The Holy Spirit is raining down,

Pouring down on you.

But you're holding up an umbrella.

A woman looked me in my eyes and told me that today.

She didn't blink.

It was unprompted.

I'd seen her before.

I'd spoken to her before,

But today we found each other in the same place,

Alone,

Neither of us with anything to do.

I had a recording already done for today.

But after that meeting,

I knew I had to redo it.

I knew I had to give you what she gave me.

She fed me and I didn't know I was hungry.

She said what I said to you last week.

He's alive.

She said it like five times.

He's alive.

He's alive.

He's alive.

He's alive.

He's alive.

And as she's saying it,

She's looking all around in every direction around her.

She said you're an apostle and she wasn't just talking to me,

She was talking to you.

You're an apostle and just as he appeared to them in his resurrected form,

He's right there with you now,

Talking to you now.

Just as you're listening to me,

He's listening to you.

You're worrying.

You're overthinking.

You're rehashing.

You're scheming.

You're analyzing.

Stop and give him something else.

Give him your silence,

Which is the same as saying give him your trust.

That woman I met today,

Her name is Rachel,

She kept saying surrender.

You have to surrender.

And I told her about our surrender novena and she was familiar with it.

She said whenever she feels any anxiety,

Any disturbance inside,

She stops and prays immediately.

As soon as she feels any shift inside,

She closes her eyes and she feels for him.

She says she talks to him like he's in the room because he is.

She was like not stiff,

Not formally.

She does say prayers.

She says the rosary.

She repeats formal prayers.

But she said the majority of the time she's talking to him,

Telling him how she feels,

Who she's mad at,

Who she needs help forgiving,

Loving.

She said you have to put the umbrella down so you can get wet.

He's pouring down his graces.

Close that body's eyes and feel them.

Feel as if you're standing in a rain shower.

My head,

My chin automatically tilts up,

My face.

There's a small smile.

I can feel you filling it.

That's surrender.

That's how it feels.

This is how you let go.

You just feel.

And when you feel anything long enough,

No matter how painful it is,

You find him there.

Sri Sri Ravi Shankar says when you let go of joy,

It multiplies.

When you let go of sorrow,

It dissolves.

When you let go into joy,

It multiplies.

When you let go into sorrow,

Jesus catches you.

Love catches you.

You have to trust him enough to go through the sorrow.

My whole spiritual journey I've felt like I've been in a dark cave,

Like the darkest of caves and I have one candle and thank God it's lit but I don't have any matches.

I don't know how the candle was lit and I don't know how I would relight it but I know it's lit and I can't let it go out and I can't see anything but my next step and fear comes but I just keep trusting and I'm thankful that I have enough light to just keep seeing that next step and trusting that there's more ground to step onto.

Trusting that this little light that I'm carrying is carrying me to the big light,

The light light that I can feel right beyond this darkness behind closed eyes.

I imagine that this darkness is not here as a punishment,

That it's not some veil of illusion but that it's love,

It's Mother Mary's cloak,

Her shawl,

It's Jesus's robe and my eyes are being shielded because like Maharaji says,

To see God you must have special eyes otherwise you cannot bear the shock.

We're being prepared,

You are being prepared to play your part,

To sing your song in a way that only you can,

In a way that we need.

We need your voice but not the one of your ego,

We need him speaking through you and so you have to say,

I'm ready,

Let it be unto me.

That's what Mother Mary said to the angel Gabriel,

Here I am the servant of the Lord,

Let it be with me according to your word.

Right now you're letting it happen,

You're letting yourself feel.

I received a beautiful voice message from a listener,

I asked her permission to share it with you in her voice.

I didn't want to transcribe it and read it,

I felt it was important for you to hear it from her so I'm going to play that and then we'll pray and then I'll send you out to be this love in that place.

Hello Nikki,

I don't even know where to start.

First of all I really wish I could just give you a phone call because one,

I need to share this live in real time.

There is so much that has happened since you brought up the surrender novena,

The nine-day prayer and so much has happened for me and the main thing that I think about is how I have been able to really let God,

Let Jesus take care of everything.

I have so many testimonies in just the two or three weeks since we've been doing this and I've been following along,

I can't even begin to tell you and I first want to just say thank you.

Whatever brought this to you to say,

Hey let's do this,

Thank you,

Thank you,

Thank you.

Secondly,

I just want to say that spiritually I have never felt my faith and I know you speak a lot about feeling the love and feeling your way toward God and I just,

I have never felt so connected,

I have never felt myself believe as much as I do.

Like I feel the belief rising in me,

I feel my faith expanding and I know it's because of this prayer and I'm going to be honest with you too,

I just received an email to teach some courses at a university near me.

Now this opportunity came out of nowhere because they just needed some more,

You know,

Teachers but the funniest thing is,

I was preparing for them to pass me up but God had other plans and the email that I received was,

Hey we need some teachers to fill in for some education classes with the exact specifications of the degree that I have,

The experience and when I got that email like immediately my,

I just was like,

Okay breathe first because I have been asking God,

I said God you know that I really want to make the best of this opportunity that you have given me at this university and I started off with one small opportunity and with this transition I've been a little bit unnerved by what it's going to look like for this year and lo and behold this comes through and this morning before I even started my day,

I did the,

I listened to your podcast as well as praying the Surrender No Vein of Prayer and today I specifically said,

I said God I need you to take care of my current employment situation and I left it at that and I just,

I cannot believe how much of this and just saying,

Oh Jesus I surrender my day to you,

Oh Jesus I surrender my heart to you,

Oh Jesus I surrender whatever it is to you,

He takes care of everything and when like just everything,

I want to cry,

I want to scream,

I want to dance,

It's just and it's not because it's so much of an answered prayer,

It's just that he's like I've always been taking care of everything,

You just recognize it now so I'm not going to talk your ear off,

I just want to thank you I just want to thank you,

I don't really know what to say because this,

The first week we did it,

It was new to me and now that I'm in it the second week,

The second time,

It's just been amazing and I'm going to keep doing this every day,

I've even encouraged my daughters,

I said hey girls you know mommy's always praying,

Mommy's reading the Bible,

Mommy's doing this,

I say but I learned something new in the last two weeks that I want you all to try with me and they have been and they've been seeing results too so thank you for listening to God,

Yourself,

Whomever and just saying like I'm going to share this,

My life has been changed,

God is really saying surrender because I have you,

I love you,

Talk to you soon.

Let us pray,

These are Jesus's words to your soul,

You see evil growing instead of weakening,

Do not worry,

Close your eyes and say to me with faith that I will be done,

You take care of it I say to you that I will take care of it and that I will intervene as does a doctor and I will accomplish miracles when they are needed,

Do you see that the sick person is getting worse,

Do not be upset but close your eyes and say you take care of it,

I say to you that I will take care of it and that there is no medicine more powerful than my loving intervention,

By my love I promise this to you and then we pray 10 times,

Oh Jesus I surrender myself to you,

Take care of everything,

Oh Jesus I surrender myself to you,

Take care of everything,

Oh Jesus I surrender myself to you,

Take care of everything,

Oh Jesus I surrender myself to you,

Take care of everything and as you're saying these words you're filling the love you're talking to,

Oh Jesus I surrender myself to you,

Take care of everything,

You're surrendering to this felt love,

Oh Jesus I surrender myself to you,

Take care of everything,

Oh Jesus I surrender myself to you,

Take care of everything,

Speak the words like you're singing a love song,

Oh Jesus I surrender myself to you,

Take care of everything,

Oh Jesus I surrender myself to you,

Take care of everything,

Oh Jesus I surrender myself to you,

Take care of everything and now our concluding prayer,

Mother I am yours now and forever through you and with you I always want to belong completely to Jesus,

Amen.

Ananda Maima says sorrow comes in order to lead you to happiness,

Whatever you're experiencing right now it's his grace.

C.

H.

Spurgeon says as a bird cannot exhaust the air in the sky nor a fish exhaust water in the sea neither can we exhaust the grace of God,

There's nowhere you can go where it's not and your job is just to hold it lightly when you're holding it you've let go of everything else when you're carrying your candle like me through the seeming darkness carrying his light praying when it hurts but also praying when it doesn't hurt sometimes the most powerful prayers look like tears and sound like this I say Jesus you take care of it so I can get back to this because before I said Jesus you take care of it all I could hear was thoughts but when I say Jesus you take care of it and I mean it and I trust it and I love him for him which Saint Bernard of Clairvaux said is the most reasonable and profitable thing you can do it gives me back this his peace his confidence his words to give to you he's saying talk to me give me your love like it's food and I'm hungry give me your love like it's water and I thirst like it's only your love only your light I need that's how important it is for you to fill me so you can be blessed not later not months from now now I don't need time I stop time just like I have stopped your thoughts parted them I've taken over them Jesus has taken over affirm that Jesus has taken over I love you I love you I love you I love you and we'll chat soon