Receiving - Creating Millions In Divine Feminine Energy

All right,

So welcome to day two.

Today we are going into all things receiving,

Right?

Because receiving is the core of feminine energy.

That's what receiving actually is,

Right?

It's a deeply divine feminine energy,

Divine feminine trait,

And it's something that women actually,

We really,

Really struggle with because it's been encouraged out of us.

We've been told to give and take care and actually be in the masculine energy.

So today we're going to go into all things receiving and what actually receiving is and looks like,

Because it's all good and well to be like,

Yay,

I,

You know,

I need to receive more.

But what does that actually look like?

And there's a reason today is day two,

Because in day,

Like for the receiving,

To be able to receive,

You need to feel worthy,

Right?

So it's like worthiness is step one.

Once you're like,

Yeah,

I'm worthy,

I'm good,

I'm worthy,

Then you get to receive,

Right?

But receiving itself is also a process.

And there is a reason why people don't receive.

So I want to first dive into a little bit about what receiving looks like,

Because for me,

It's something I do consciously.

And like I said,

Like I've been on this journey,

Like very intensely,

Right?

Like I struggled with all of this.

My receiving was like non-existent.

It wasn't a thing.

It didn't exist when I first started on a journey.

I was the one who took care of everyone,

Right?

From a very young age,

I had to take care of myself,

Support myself,

And I took care of other people in my life.

Like that was just the model,

Right?

I took care of everything.

I did everything.

It was all on me and I did not receive.

And so in fact,

When I first started healing this and understanding what receiving is,

And that it is natural feminine energy,

I consciously did an energy shift each day to move out of doing and into receiving.

Because it's literally,

If you think about your energy body,

Like these currents of energy,

Right?

It's doing is like out and receiving is.

.

.

So I would do little energetic processes to actually turn on receiving because I had such a hard time with it.

And actually,

I'll take you through that process today as well,

Just so if this is you and you're like,

I want to receive more,

You can shift yourself out of it.

Now,

When we say like receive more,

Like what does that even mean?

What does that look like?

I want to show you a little bit about when I'm talking about receiving more.

Yes,

I mean like receiving more from life,

Abundance,

Business,

Like all things.

But it's beyond that,

Right?

And I really focus on principles of the feminine and masculine.

I think that's very important when it comes to receiving because we're talking about,

You know,

If you think about the battery,

Like the positive,

Negative flow,

Right?

That's what we're actually working with when we talk about receiving.

So leaning into this,

I really focus on setting up masculine structures in my life to receive from,

Okay?

Now,

This is really important because I have relationships.

We all have relationships,

I think,

Right?

Like you have a relationship with money.

It might be a really bad one,

But you have one,

Right?

We all have one.

We live on earth,

So everyone has a relationship with money.

If you have a business,

You have a relationship with your business.

Or it might be a relationship with your career.

If you have a partner,

You have a relationship with your partner.

You have a relationship with your home,

Right?

So you have these relationships.

And guess what?

In each one of those relationships,

You can choose to hold the feminine pole.

That is a choice you get to make,

Right?

And I very intentionally,

When it comes to my business,

And when it comes to money,

I very intentionally set that up so that the structure is masculine,

And I get to be in my feminine,

Right?

Which means it provides for me,

And I receive.

So what does that look like?

And I'm going to give you the opposite example first,

Right?

If your business is the opposite way,

Right?

Where you've got to be in your masculine for it,

And it's a feminine structure,

It means what's happening is you're giving,

Giving,

Giving,

Doing,

Doing,

Doing,

Taking care of,

Taking care of,

Taking care of.

This is where I see females who get like crazy burnt out.

They're like,

All I do is work.

I'm hustling.

I've got to show up.

Got to take this.

Got to take care of my clients.

And it's like,

Oh,

There's so much,

And I'm so overwhelmed,

Right?

That's what that looks like.

But then on the flip side,

Where I've set up my business as a masculine structure,

Where I'm the feminine,

And I receive from it,

It's very different.

Like my days,

Even like my busy weeks,

Which I have actually this week,

It's quite a busy week.

I get to start work whenever I want.

I have a couple of calls there in the afternoon,

But my workday starts when feels good for me,

Right?

I'm not there.

I have two days off usually a week,

Right?

I have a team that is supporting all the things that are happening.

So literally,

All I need to do is show up and do what I do best,

Right?

Like today,

I wrote content,

And I'm doing this,

Right?

I might record something afterwards as well.

But everything else is done for me.

I'm very,

Very supported by my business.

My business lets me live a life where I get to be very feminine.

For me,

This,

Like being a priestess,

Doing my channeling work,

Being a full embodiment of my soul,

And just being,

Rather than having to produce,

Having to create,

That's me being in my feminine.

And my business is set up in a way that allows me to do that.

So I receive from my business.

It didn't always used to be like that.

My business used to be very much me hustle,

Work,

Do,

Do,

Give,

Give,

Give.

And the results were like,

Nothing's happening,

Right?

Which it's a very common that it is that way.

And now it's like I'm making huge sales months every month.

And the reality is I'm working less than I was like a few years ago,

Because I've changed that energetic structure and dynamic.

And money is the same way,

Right?

I talk about in Emerald Wealth Alchemy,

I talk a lot about dimensional money,

And how money in each dimension,

It has a different version of itself,

Kind of like you and me,

You know,

We've got you,

Your physical body,

Then you've got you,

Your soul,

Then you've got you,

Your higher self,

Then you've got you,

Your monadic self,

And each of those are different parts of you.

And that when you have a relationship with money,

It's not just you and cash,

Because that's just the body of money,

Right?

You have a relationship with our soul of money and the higher self of money,

Which is abundance,

Right?

And that higher self of money,

What represents abundance is a being that you get to have a relationship with.

And I have intentionally chosen for that relationship to be I'm in my feminine and money is masculine,

Right?

That is intentionally how I have set up that relationship.

So guess what that looks like?

When I wake up,

And I fill my own cup up first,

Right?

I channel,

I take care of my energy.

I enjoy my cup of coffee,

I hang out with my husband,

I do what's going to feel nourishing and good and pleasurable for me,

I do that,

I felt my cup.

And then I'm like,

Okay,

Money,

I'm ready to receive.

And I allow myself to be divinely inspired to move through and to co create with money,

Rather than being in the masculine with money,

Being like,

Right,

This is how we're going to make it,

We're going to push force,

I'm going to work,

Work,

Work to create money,

Right?

Like they're two different dynamics.

And this is just like,

For me,

This is two examples.

But you know,

We can even talk about with your partner.

So me and my husband very intentionally,

We practice polarity.

And like,

We're pretty,

Pretty full on with the polarity.

And it really works well for us.

I know that's not for everyone.

But for us,

It does work well.

And so also in that relationship,

I'm very intentionally in my feminine receiving from the masculine,

Right?

And that doesn't mean I'm not doing anything.

But the idea of doing is very different,

Right?

Like I'm a channeler,

I'm in my feminine energy,

That is what I bring to the table,

That is what I give.

And it's very nourishing for the masculine.

So but but things like,

You know,

I never have to worry about taking care of my car,

Or like car insurance and stuff like just things like that.

They're taken care of,

For me,

Like I let myself be in the feminine in that in this relationship.

So those are three different kinds of relationships I have with money,

My business,

My husband,

There are many more relationships that you might be experiencing where there is a masculine feminine energetic exchange.

So you get to have a look and go,

Okay,

Well,

Am I playing the masculine or the feminine role in each of my relationships,

Right?

And you get to have a look at that and a feel into it.

Now,

Obviously,

It's going to be different when,

Let's say it's with a female friendship,

Right?

That's going to be a very different experience in a different energy.

I'm talking here more about where there is a pole,

Right?

So that plus negative,

Masculine,

Feminine,

And being able to set that up.

So in all of those relationships,

You need to have a look,

Are you more receiving?

Or are you more giving,

Right?

And if you are giving a lot,

You want to feel like you're receiving more,

Not equal more.

And I honestly genuinely believe this is a belief system,

You know,

And that we're told,

You know,

It has to be like equal energetic exchange.

Yeah,

Bare minimum.

But for me,

And what works for me is actually that being even like higher,

Like I create one piece of content,

Or I give some an hour of my time to my business to create something.

And what I receive is far more than I put in,

Right?

That's the belief system I'm choosing to have that I actually receive way more than I get.

It's not just equal energetic exchange.

But that is a bare minimum.

And you get to make that decision,

Like how much do I actually want to receive?

What does that look like?

What is my standard for receiving?

And as women,

Like we know,

Like,

You know,

When something's not right with the energetic exchange,

Because what happens when you're in a non-natural feminine state,

Because the natural feminine state is receiving,

It's being and it's receiving.

But when you're in the non-natural state,

Which is doing,

Providing,

Taking care of,

Giving,

Giving,

Giving,

When you're in that state for an extended amount of time,

You feel overwhelmed,

You feel stressed out,

You approach burnout,

Right?

It feels overwhelming.

When I do my soul's work,

Like I can actually channel for ages and ages,

Like there have been some weekends with my husband,

Where we're channeling and mapping out and creating things and doing things.

And because I'm receiving so much from spirit,

I'm receiving so much from my husband during that time as well,

I can just be in this overflow of energy.

But if I was just giving,

Giving,

Giving without receiving,

Then I would start to feel like I've spent all day channeling,

I'm exhausted.

Like it's actually a physical visceral reaction.

And that's why yesterday we talked about being in tune with your body and listening to those signs and signals.

And this relates to that,

When you start to feel that like,

Like the,

Like,

I'm exhausted,

I'm overgiving,

Right?

That energy,

You've got to listen to it,

Because it means somewhere you're not actually allowing yourself to receive.

I believe we are creators,

Right?

I used to never be able to receive and like,

I struggled so much,

I would feel guilt every time clients paid me.

That's how bad my receiving levels were,

Right?

But we get to change that.

I also didn't mention and I should have our relationship to spirit,

To the creator,

Right?

Those also,

Like I know many women go really deep into God being the masculine energy and taking care of providing for the feminine.

I'm more focused on my goddess work.

But I do have the relationship with members from my spiritual team who are very masculine.

And again,

That's a different dynamic.

Obviously,

As a channel,

Like my job is to receive.

Like for me as a channel,

It's actually non-negotiable.

Like if I'm not able to receive,

How can I channel and receive all of these amazing insights from spirit as well?

That's why like when I actually was on this journey where I was a channeler and I was,

Because I've been channeling for a long time.

And I remember I went through a phase where I was like,

Okay,

Like,

Great,

I'm amazing at channeling,

But what's the next level?

Like what's the advanced version of channeling?

They were like,

It's actually divine feminine work.

It's becoming a priestess.

And it's all of these things like healing the divine feminine,

The physical body work,

Working with the womb and receiving.

Because all of that expands your capacity and allows you to receive more.

If you are a woman and you are predominantly in your masculine energy,

It is much harder for you to receive.

And there is a lot that you are probably not allowing yourself to receive,

Right?

And let me be clear,

That doesn't mean,

Oh,

You've got to be in your feminine 24-7.

No,

That's not what I'm saying,

Right?

I love my masculine energy.

I have a very strong inner masculine,

Right?

And I very intentionally,

I used to be extremely masculine probably until about age 21,

Because I went through so much trauma.

Like I remember being 17,

Being raped,

Cutting off my hair and being like,

Like full going into my masculine because I had to protect myself.

And it feels safe,

Right?

That that's what happens.

And it was through the journey of healing,

The feminine came more and more online.

But my masculine is still there.

And when something needs to get done,

Or like we do need to focus on strategy.

I would not have succeeded this much in business,

If my masculine was not online and present and taking care of my feminine,

Right?

My masculine can step up to protect me to step in when needed.

If I was just in my inner feminine,

I probably wouldn't take action as fast as I do.

I wouldn't get the results I do,

Right?

So we don't want to just say,

Oh,

It's all the inner feminine.

That's like super important,

Like you're going to live a much more abundant,

Joyful,

Nourished lifestyle and have that experience if you are majority of the time in your feminine.

But if you cannot access your masculine when you need it,

Because you haven't developed it,

You've avoided it,

You've neglected it,

That's gonna then also affect you quite severely,

Right?

And it's going to show up in different ways for a lot,

Like think about all of these divine feminine women we know who you look and you're like,

Wow,

They're just running around a forest and they're so feminine and tapped into the goddess and their bank account is in the negative because their masculine hasn't showed up to be like,

Let's,

Like,

Come on,

Boundaries,

Pillars,

Structures.

If you looked at the back end of my business,

And literally like when I show my friends the back end of my business,

They're like,

Athena,

What?

Like the structures,

The systems,

Like it's honestly like next level.

I'm yet to meet someone who does business who has a better structure than I do.

But guess what that structure does for me?

It allows me to work less,

Meaning I get to be more my feminine.

And what is structure?

It's masculine.

So my inner masculine had to set up all of these structures,

All of these systems,

So then I can be in my feminine.

When your feminine is too online,

And your masculine is not there,

There's no structure,

There's no systems,

There's just like,

I'm showing up,

I don't know what I'm doing.

Oh,

But I'm feeling inspired.

And it's good.

And oh,

My God,

I'm not making enough money.

The money is up and down.

My masculine is like,

We're going to create this much reoccurring revenue every single month and create stability,

Non negotiable.

My feminine goes,

Yeah,

I love stability,

Whoa,

Then I can just be me.

And I see women who are so in like,

The masculine is so underdeveloped,

That they don't have stability in any way,

Shape or form.

So if stability is a big one for you,

It might be something around the inner masculine for you to have a look at,

As well.

There's some good questions.

So reminder,

If you have questions come up,

Ask during like,

I've got a lot I want to cover today.

So ask during as we're on the topic.

Yesterday shifted so much for me,

I was able to film a course I've wanted for so long,

But didn't feel worthy or qualified to share it with the world.

Thank you so much.

Well done.

I'm celebrating you so much,

Ritika.

That's amazing.

Well done.

And now your medicine gets to be out in the world.

Beautiful makes sense receiving to burn out.

Do you build the masculine business structure by using more masculine energy,

And then you make sure you balance with being infeminine,

Correct,

Right?

So our masculine energy is there for us to access.

It doesn't mean we live and we thrive 24 seven in the masculine,

But you need to be able to lean on your masculine and your masculine gets to go like my masculine gets to go.

I think you need structures about your finances,

Right?

You're going to invest in this,

You're going to work with this person,

They're going to take care of this,

You're going to start this wealth portfolio.

And I'm like,

Great.

And I do that and create stability structure,

Which allows my feminine to like,

You know,

I'll give you an example.

If you the difference between like,

Let's say,

Ladies,

You're being asked out on a date,

Right?

And one is,

I don't know what I feel like,

Like,

Where do you want to go tonight versus be ready at 7pm.

I'm picking you up wear something nice.

And we're going to go to the Italian place down the road.

One is like,

Oh my god,

I've got to figure out now where I want to go where I want to eat versus,

Oh,

All I need to do is just show up and be right because the masculine is creating structure,

Right?

So feminine loves structure.

And that's where our inner masculine we don't have to outsource everything,

Right?

Like,

Technically,

Yes,

I could.

But I actually also believe that having a strong developed inner masculine is so important.

And the most successful women I know,

They do,

Right?

And they don't always have the balanced inner feminine.

Some do some don't.

But if you can have both,

Like,

That's where the magic is.

Because then you get to live like a free,

Abundant lifestyle doing what you love showing up only to do what you love.

But you have stability,

Which even as an entrepreneur,

Stability is a bit rare,

Right?

But we can create it through the masculine feminine.

Question,

I sometimes work with masculine clients,

And I find myself becoming more masculine in my approach as well.

How do I make sure I keep my feminine flourishing in such situations?

This is such a good question.

So it's interesting because I actually work when I've worked with male clients,

I actually work with them slightly different to the way that I work with female clients.

And the reason why that is the way women and men communicate,

And our needs are very different.

And there's a great author teacher,

Some of you will know her,

Her name is Alison Armstrong.

And she gave me a tip,

I interviewed her on my podcast as well.

So you can go and have a look there.

Like we love we love her work so much.

And she gave this tip,

And it just changed my life,

Right?

And so so I'll share it with you.

And I do it anytime like I'm talking to a man,

Especially clients,

Which is,

You know,

Women were able to just,

You know,

Interrupt each other,

Come back to that point,

Like multifocal,

Right?

With men,

When we interrupt them,

Or speak over them,

It's like,

It's gone,

Right?

It's and it's very hard for them to come back into it.

Their brains just work differently.

Like we're wired differently in certain ways.

And one of the tools that she gives is she said,

When you're speaking with a man,

After he's done talking,

Count to 10 in your head.

And then speak,

Right?

And I was like,

Okay,

And then I tried it with my husband.

And I remember,

Like,

We were just talking on the couch,

And he was talking.

And he finished,

And then I started counting.

And I was like,

Okay,

This might feel a bit awkward,

Because I'm used to like,

Oh,

Continuing the conversation talking,

Right?

All right,

1-2-3-4-5.

And then he started again.

I was like,

Oh,

Like giving him that,

Like leaning back and giving him that time to speak more came up.

And then he said it and I finished an hour and an hour later,

He was still talking.

And I was like,

There's just more,

It keeps coming,

Which was great,

Because a lot of women are like,

My man doesn't talk enough,

Or we can't connect.

And oftentimes,

It's because we're talking and thinking from a place of how females connect,

Not how actually males connect.

So with my male clients,

I'm aware that their needs are usually a little bit different in the ways of communicating.

And even though,

You know,

They're still your clients,

And there is a dynamic there of practitioner,

Facilitator and client,

There is still an energetic,

Masculine,

Feminine exchange,

Right?

With my female clients,

I often show up more masculine if I feel like they need it,

Right?

And I know for masculine energy,

Masculine clients,

It's actually more beneficial for me to show up even more in my feminine.

And that for many men,

Like,

You know,

Whether you agree with it,

Like think it's beneficial or not,

Being told by women,

You should do this,

You need to do this,

It can be triggering,

Right?

Whether you agree with that or not,

That's,

This is something that I've learned in polarity training.

So I'm very careful to not say that with masculine,

Because it can trigger the energy shift.

And so I find that when I,

When I'm working with masculine,

I focus even more on being in my feminine,

Holding myself in my feminine.

And if you're finding like,

Well,

Working with masculine clients put me into my masculine,

There is a chance there that you're actually trying to meet their masculine,

Because you're used to being in the masculine space when you're the facilitator.

But if you lean into and go,

Okay,

Well,

Let him hold the masculine,

And I'm going to be the feminine.

And I know that in my feminine,

I can still create transformation,

Support,

Healing,

Whatever it is that you're offering,

But through a different energetic lens.

So I would invite you to have a look into that as well.

So coming back into receiving,

I want to talk a little bit about what it looks like when you have issues around receiving,

Right?

What that actually looks like,

Because for many of you,

Or at least it was for me,

Like,

I remember when I first started going into this,

Like hearing about receiving,

Right?

And I was like,

Receiving,

Receiving what I was like,

I'm okay with receiving,

Like,

What,

Like,

I never really identified,

I had an issue till I started being pointed out,

Right?

So I want to talk about some things that show up that if you have a hard time with receiving,

Feeling undeserving,

Right?

So and downplaying your needs because of that.

So not expressing your needs,

Holding your needs in.

Oftentimes with women,

I see like we just hold our feelings in because we feel like,

Oh,

They can't take up space.

I'm not going to ask for what I need.

I'm not going to claim this space,

Right?

And that's struggling to receive,

Or guilt when receiving,

Or discomfort,

Right?

If you feel guilty and discomfort when someone wants to buy you something,

Wants to,

Wants to compliment you,

Anything like that.

I actually just remembered in my head a few years ago,

I have a friend and he actually is like male,

Female male dynamics and energetics is his specialty.

And I remember,

We're good friends.

And I remember he,

We were seeing each other after a long time.

And he said,

Like,

Let's go out for dinner,

We can catch up after dinner.

And we went,

We had a really nice dinner.

And at the end,

He goes to pay and I'm like,

Oh,

Like,

I'm happy to pay because obviously,

I've got my husband.

And you know,

We're friends.

And he looks at me and he says,

Do you have a hard time receiving?

And I went,

No,

I'm good,

Actually.

He's like,

Great.

So receive.

I was like,

Okay.

And he says,

You know,

Even though you're my friend,

I still really enjoy giving and providing like that's a masculine instinct.

And I was like,

Okay,

Great.

Thank you.

And it was a good measure for me,

Because I didn't feel guilty at all versus a few years ago,

I would have had and I would have felt discomfort and guilt,

You know,

So this is a good or feeling like you have to repay it straight away.

That's another really good one to have a look at.

Compensating,

Overcompensating,

Like,

Feel like you have to give back way more than you receive.

If someone does something for you,

You've got to go above and beyond to balance it out,

Even when it's necessary.

If you have a hard time asking for help,

Which I know a lot of us do,

And you're like,

I'll just do it on my own.

We tell ourselves,

Oh,

It'll be easier if I just do it on my own.

When the reality is,

We actually need help,

But we have a hard time asking for help.

And like,

You know,

You might even feel like a burden for asking for support.

Deflecting compliments and saying,

Oh,

No,

You know,

Oh,

Distress,

You like this?

Oh,

I just got this from Kmart.

Right?

So those kind of deflections and struggling to accept it.

That's another one.

Overworking,

Over giving,

Rejecting help or offers,

Resisting rest.

Right?

So let's go into it a little bit deeper.

Resisting rest is you giving to yourself.

It's allowing yourself to receive.

And so one of the things that the giving receiving like two opposite energies,

Feminine and masculine,

When you don't allow yourself to rest when you know you need it,

And you're like,

No,

I should be productive,

Though I should do this,

I should clean the house,

I should do all of this.

You're not allowing yourself to receive what you actually need.

And it starts with you,

Like you actually have to listen to your own needs and what you need first and prioritize that.

And then the world will follow,

Right?

So one of the big ones,

Well,

Actually,

I'm going to do two big ones for you.

One prioritizing your rest.

So when you're like,

Wow,

Actually,

I feel good.

Like I said,

Like,

I don't work when I'm my period,

Right?

That for me is like,

No,

Like,

I need to rest on my period.

Like biologically,

I need to rest.

So I'm not going to work if I feel like being creative and writing or like creating something on my period.

Great.

But I'm not going to be out and about with clients and doing all of these things,

Right?

My body needs rest.

Or if you wake up one day and you're like,

Wow,

I actually don't feel well.

And you're usually the type of person that just pushes through it and makes it happen.

Like what happened?

What would happen if you actually went,

I have to reschedule things because I don't feel well and I need rest.

So giving yourself space to prioritize rest,

Even if that means got to cancel plans with a friend,

Because actually,

Like what's going to feel best for me right now is to rest.

So being able to prioritize your own needs,

Verbalize them and not feel guilt for being like,

Hey,

I'm not well,

I need to reschedule because I have to rest.

You know,

That's one thing.

But then also allowing your emotions to take up space.

And this is the other place where I see women really not allowing themselves to receive.

And it's such,

Such a big one,

Right?

So even with ourselves,

We suppress our emotions,

We avoid our emotions,

We don't go into it,

We say,

Oh,

I'm like,

I'm overreacting,

I don't want to sit with it,

We won't voice it,

We won't tell our partner,

Hey,

This is actually how I feel,

This is what's coming up for me.

And it starts with you,

Right?

So when I first started this journey,

What I would do is I would sit every single day and go,

What emotions do I feel today?

Because I was so used to suppressing,

I had so much trauma,

So much stuff that like,

If I really sat with my emotions would be too overwhelming.

But guess what?

That was part of the healing journey.

Part of the healing journey was actually sitting going,

What emotions am I feeling?

And so for you,

There's an invitation,

I used to do it before bed.

I still do sometimes,

You know,

If I just do a check in monthly,

I'm going to drink some water.

I still do sometimes.

But usually,

Like,

I'm so good at just doing it throughout the day.

Now,

Because it's part of my habit,

And that I don't need to unless I'm feeling a very strong emotion,

And then I intentionally sit with it.

But at first,

I was so in avoidance of my emotions that I had to consciously,

Each day,

Go and sit with and go,

Hi,

Buddy,

What emotion are you feeling?

What emotion are you holding on to,

And then give space to sit with it,

Right to not avoid it to actually sit with it.

Because it's in the sitting with it,

That we're prioritizing our needs and our feelings.

And what we'll often find is there's so much wisdom in those emotions,

Like emotions.

I'm so grateful for all my negative emotions,

Right?

Whether that's anger,

Sadness,

Jealousy,

Whatever negative emotions we have,

Are there always to serve us.

When my anger first started to come up underneath all the trauma and in my healing,

I was so grateful.

Because every time I felt anger,

It was like that was something that had been trained out of me,

I was so disconnected from my anger.

But when someone crossed a boundary,

In some way,

And I felt anger,

My anger was letting me know that what they're doing is not okay.

And because of that anger,

I was able to speak verbalize change things,

Right?

That anger was showing me something.

Jealousy,

Jealousy is a great one.

Anytime you feel jealousy,

Like you should celebrate.

You should be like,

Oh my god,

Amazing.

Somebody is showing me right because usually when we're jealous of something,

It's normal human emotion,

We don't need to feel shame around it.

It means that someone somewhere is showing us something that is meant for us.

But a part of us is pushing away,

Not allowing ourselves to have it or questioning if we're worthy of having it.

How beautiful is that?

You get that reflection through jealousy and go wow,

There's healing for me to do here.

So I can have that thing.

Thank you so much for showing me shame.

Oh,

Shame,

Shame is showing you all the parts of yourself that you are rejecting,

Right?

And when you integrate it,

Who you become and the healing that you do is so profound.

All of these emotions are serving you so deeply.

And your journey with emotions is to sit with them and go,

Okay,

Like emotion,

What are you trying to show me?

Shame?

What are you trying to tell me?

I actually asked my emotions when you come up,

What is the message you have for me?

Right?

What are you trying to show me?

What do you want me to know?

Because they're there for a reason.

They're there to serve you.

They're not to like make your life hard and horrible,

Right?

There is a reason for them.

So as women,

Our natural state is going,

Oh,

Let me sit with this emotion,

Journey into a process,

Verbalize it,

Express it,

Say,

I'm feeling this,

Sometimes it's just being held in that space.

And then it moves through.

And then we're like,

Great,

That was perfect.

Now,

Obviously,

If you're an empath,

And you have a hard time with energetic boundaries,

So you're taking on everyone else's emotions,

You're going to have a hard time.

That just came to me intuitively.

So I think someone might be thinking about that.

Because I also struggled with that.

I have a great podcast episode.

It's called the empath episode.

And it's all about how to actually make sure you're not taking on stuff that's yours.

Because when there is like a really strong emotion that comes out of the blue,

I do ask,

Body,

Is this mine or someone else's?

And I first want to make sure is this mine,

But normally on a day to day,

My energetic boundaries are strong.

So everything that I feel is my own,

But like the person who I have at the most is my husband.

Sometimes I'll be like,

Oh,

That's weird.

I feel randomly anxious out of the blue.

Oh,

It's my husband's.

Okay,

I better better check up on him,

Right,

Which I'm sure many of us women do,

Because we're so in tune with the people we love.

And mothers,

I know,

I'm sure you're like that with your children,

Too.

But what we want to do is we want to treat that as a like,

Wow,

I'm so intuitive and so in tune with the people I love.

But I want to say,

Thank you.

Now I know and release it.

We don't want to sit there processing somebody else's emotion,

Because it doesn't help us.

It's just extra emotional labor for us.

Right.

So that's a little a little nuance there for you as well.

Um,

Makes me think of how I had to reprogram myself from old generational patterns of them saying mothers never get a day off,

Which then brings mom guilt for taking rest,

But have learned how how I can provide from an empty cup.

And yeah,

And it's true.

And there is a culture where like,

Mothers are praised for sacrificing themselves,

Like giving,

Forgiving,

Forgiving that she she's so selfless,

She prioritizes everyone.

And it's like we become a shell of ourselves in that process,

Right?

Now,

Obviously,

I haven't taken yet the journey of motherhood.

But I'm very aware of a lot of these dynamics and culturally,

What we see happen,

Which is women are praised for over giving and not prioritizing themselves.

But where does woman's magic happen?

Where does our magic,

You know,

Actually come from?

When are we in our deepest feminine magnetism,

Abundance,

All of those things,

When we give to ourselves first.

And that's what we're actually designed to do.

Right.

And so for mothers,

I know it can be so hard,

And it can be so challenging.

But for you to find at least a small pocket during your day where you go,

For this small pocket,

All I'm going to give is exactly what I need.

I've got 10 minutes now,

I can clean the dishes,

Or I can go sit with myself and go,

Right now,

What do I need?

Is it just to sit with my emotions?

Is it to do some breath work?

Is it to channel?

Is it to pray and give to yourself,

Right?

Because again,

The more we give to ourselves,

It's also an energetic training.

So every time you go,

I'm going to prioritize me,

I'm going to take over me now,

Right,

I'm going to put me first.

Every time we do that,

We actually shift the energy.

And so naturally,

People around us go,

Oh,

Okay,

Like,

We give we take care of we don't take she doesn't prioritize us,

Right?

So you shift the dynamic for yourself,

And then it's reflected outward.

Always,

Right?

That's,

That's how it works in a first in a work first,

And then it's reflected outer.

So what I do want to talk about now is like this lack of receiving and where it comes from issues around receiving because the reality is,

When we feel worthy,

We can then receive.

And when we then receive and are able to open up into the receiving energy,

The natural divine feminine state of receiving,

We actually get to,

Like bring to us everything that we need,

Want,

And desire,

Right?

So abundance,

Clients,

Success,

Opportunities,

Love,

All of those things,

Like your your feminine energy has absolute full ability to create that and manifest that,

Right?

You're not here to have to like work and earn it and create it.

That's not for you.

It's just not and you also get to this to unsubscribe from that belief system,

Right?

It's a belief system and it doesn't have to be yours.

In a world where women are taught like being your masculine,

That's how you're going to achieve greatness and do great things.

You get to go actually I'm going to lean into feminine energy and I know that I can achieve greatness,

Well receive greatness that way in a way that actually feels nourishing and supportive to me.

That's what feels good.

So two,

Step into the energy of receiving.

There is something we have to do to be able to do that and that's heal the feminine energy,

Right?

With worthiness,

It's like we're healing the concepts around worthiness and the beliefs and programs and traumas around it and like mainly the base of it being being conditionally loved,

Not receiving enough love,

All of that.

But with receiving,

It's all of the unhealed feminine,

Right?

Because when you're fully activated in your embodied divine feminine,

You can receive with no issues but the wounded feminine has a really hard time receiving and this is where all of the work like the big one healing the mother wound and the father wound,

Right?

Because if you think about it,

That's the dynamic that was shown to you that you imprint.

Like we carry an imprint from our mothers and our fathers around masculine energy and feminine energy because they're the first ones that show us this is how the masculine is,

This is how the feminine is.

So we need to do work there but then also anything that you've taken on in the way like sisterhood wounds.

If you've been betrayed by the feminine which I was,

Like I had a couple of betrayals by friends when I was 17,

19,

20 and what happened?

I pushed away the feminine.

I didn't trust the feminine,

Right?

I pushed away.

I had to do work around the sisterhood wound and it's so common,

The sisterhood wound,

Like so many women have been in it and it's because there's so many wounds around the feminine that it just carries on.

So let's have a look at,

You know,

What it actually looks like if you're operating more in a wounded feminine energy and some of these are going to overlap with the lack of worthiness and the struggling to receive because it's all in that same domain.

People-pleasing,

Right?

That's a big one.

It's like I've got to,

Because people-pleasing is ultimately I'm prioritizing somebody else's needs over my own,

Right?

And that is the opposite of the feminine.

The divine feminine is like I've got to prioritize me.

So that's very important.

Difficulty receiving,

Receiving love,

Help,

Support,

Any of that.

Oversacrificing and that's the mother wound and also being a martyr,

Right?

That's a really common one that we see with the feminine that is wounded.

It's give,

Take care,

Over-sacrifice.

I sacrifice myself to support others and these women that over-give and are martyrs and over-sacrifice,

They don't end up receiving what they actually be like,

Well,

I should deserve this because of how much I gave but it's not appreciated,

Right?

Because it's from that wounded feminine energy.

Fear of abandonment,

That's also a really common one that comes up.

Low self-worth,

Struggling to be present in your emotions.

Like the way that I see it with feminine energy,

Like emotions are part of the feminine energy and the more we can be in them and flow with them,

Like they bring us power.

I believe my emotions are part of what brings forward my power like so much and I'm not afraid to go into them and journey with them because there's so much for me to receive from them.

Low self-worth,

Codependency,

That's a really big one,

Right?

And for you,

If you are working with clients,

Like long-term clients,

Your clients who have a wounded feminine are going to be your codependent ones,

Right?

They're going to be the ones that rely on you and outsource their power.

So when I have had clients who I've seen have like very wounded feminine energy,

Like they've gone through trauma,

They haven't healed from it yet,

They would outsource like everything to me.

They would be like,

Hey,

I need to make this huge life decision.

What should I do?

You know,

What should I do?

What would you do?

What can I do?

And they actually couldn't find the answers internally like and so they would outsource it and try and have someone else make the decision for them.

And there was a very big codependency that would happen in all areas,

Including relationships,

But also in business.

Suppressed desires,

Right?

So if you've got the wounded feminine energy,

You're going to have a really hard time manifesting what you want because you might even be manifesting something that's not aligned because you might be going,

Oh,

Well,

That's what other people are saying that they want,

That they should have,

You know,

But it might not actually be what you deep down truly want.

And it might not even be aligned with your soul,

But because you've suppressed your desire so much,

You're disconnected from it.

A really big one that I see with the wounded feminine here is like focusing on what your family wanted for you.

Oh,

Your parents wanted you to be a lawyer,

Even though it's literally sucking you dry,

And you actually want to be a healer,

But here you are trying to manifest a successful law firm because that's what you believe you should want or that,

You know,

You should have babies and maybe you really don't want to have babies,

Right?

So it's all about not suppressing those desires and focusing on your own desires,

Not what other people want from you,

What you want from you.

Lack of boundaries,

That's a big one,

Right?

Like that's classic wounded feminine energy,

Not knowing where our boundaries are.

And it's one thing to know your boundaries and go,

Well,

I don't accept this.

And I see boundaries,

Like when I say boundaries,

I don't just mean like,

Oh,

I don't allow someone to speak to me that way.

Yeah,

That's one form boundaries.

But I also talk about energetic boundaries and standard for life.

So like my boundary is that I'm not going,

Like there is a certain amount my bank account won't go below.

That's my boundary.

Like,

I don't know if it's a financial energetic boundary,

But I don't accept that.

I don't accept that I will struggle financially.

I don't accept that.

That's a boundary for me,

Right?

So I don't just treat boundaries as like what people are doing to me,

But also for my standard of life,

Right?

Like my boundary is that so maybe it's like standard,

That's a word in there too.

But another standard,

It's like I have a home that I'm comfortable in,

That I can do my soul work in and channel.

That's also a boundary for me,

Right?

So it's energetic,

Emotional,

That's the first part of boundaries.

But then there's also what happens when someone crosses a boundary?

What do we do then?

Right?

Because when women go through this journey of healing their divine feminine,

They go,

Okay,

Well,

I found my boundaries.

Now I know what my boundaries are.

And I can feel it now I'm tuned in enough to myself to know,

Oh,

I've got anger.

Oh,

Great.

Someone crossed my boundaries.

This was classic me.

This was me.

I went through this.

I feel anger.

Someone's crossed my boundaries.

Awesome.

Now what?

So how do we hold those boundaries as well when someone crosses them?

That's something that we want to have a look at too.

A lot of jealousy and comparison.

So naturally,

The more deeply embodied you are in your feminine,

You're not going to compare yourself,

Right?

At the start of my journey,

I compare myself to everyone.

I was like,

What do they have that I don't have?

Maybe if I had this like them or that like them.

I cannot remember the last time I compared myself to something like,

Like,

Why would I?

Right?

There's no reason for it.

I am such deep love,

Respect and reverence for myself.

I like there's no part of me that is looking at someone else and going,

Oh,

Like,

Look at them versus look at me,

Right?

Jealousy again,

It's normal.

It's normal to experience it once in a while.

But if you live in it,

You experience it every single day or like it keeps coming up.

That's a sign that there's work for you to do around it.

And often it's a trait of the wounded feminine to always have that jealousy come up and also neglecting yourself.

Right.

So this is where we don't listen to our needs.

We prioritize everyone else.

And we're like,

Well,

I'm really tired,

But I'm going to push through.

I'm going to do this.

And like forgetting to eat,

Forgetting to eat and not going.

My body needs nourishment.

Right.

I need to eat.

I need to drink.

Just forgetting because it's not important for you to take care of yourself.

So the self neglect.

And so when we're in this wounded energy,

We can't receive what we can receive,

But not a lot.

Right.

It's very,

Very hard because we're not in a state where we are open to receive.

There's too much other stuff going on.

We need to be embodied in the divine feminine energy to truly be able to open up and receive.

So I do want to talk about that now as well,

What that looks like.

Right.

The divine feminine,

The divine feminine embodied.

And you can see for yourself,

Like,

Okay,

I've got a couple of the wounded feminine traits,

But okay,

I've also got a lot of the divine feminine or maybe got a lot of one,

Not of other.

It's all perfect.

Right.

There's no judgment.

We're all on our own journey.

If I did this process 10 years ago,

I wouldn't have any of the divine feminine traits.

It would all be the wounded feminine.

Right.

So we're all on our journey.

So the first one that is very,

Very important is self love and acceptance.

If you struggle with self love,

And that means being comfortable in your own skin,

Accepting yourself,

Loving yourself exactly as you are.

Right.

And this doesn't mean like just,

Oh,

Yes,

When I'm dressed up and I look amazing.

Yeah,

I love myself.

No,

It's acceptance.

So being okay with where you are,

Who you are,

What you're working through,

Accepting that you're not a perfectionist.

I remember still when I started on this journey,

I would do the Louise L.

Hay mirror work.

And every day I would look in the mirror and I would say,

I love you exactly as you are.

And because for me,

Every time I walk past a mirror,

I would say something negative about myself.

It was like constant.

Right.

A little mirror at work and be like,

Oh,

My God,

You're so ugly.

Oh,

My God,

Look at you.

Like just horrible things.

Horrible things I'd say to myself.

And I recognize like,

Wow,

I have a really unhealthy pattern,

You know,

And it was kind of subconscious.

Like I didn't even become aware of it till I read Louise L.

Hay and then realized,

Oh,

My God,

I'm so mean to myself,

Which many of us,

Whereas we are,

We're mean to ourselves,

We're critical to ourselves.

So I would say things.

And so I started this thing where every day intentionally and I would write it on my mirror as well.

I would say I would look in the mirror and go,

The first thing I would say is I love you exactly as you are.

And I felt cringe and it felt awkward and weird and gross.

And I was like,

But I love you exactly as you are.

And after a few weeks,

Something interesting started to happen.

It was like I reprogrammed my brain,

My subconscious.

And when I would go past a mirror at work,

Suddenly it would be,

I love you exactly as you are.

And I was like,

Oh,

It's happening instantaneously.

It's happening on its own.

And so I rewired it completely because it was practice.

So if you're a negative self-talker,

I highly recommend that one.

And that was like,

Even just shifting that voice,

It allowed me to really lean into self-love.

Now,

I actually do believe that beauty,

Feminine beauty,

And I'm not talking about beauty standards,

Right?

Feminine beauty,

The divine feminine essence and energetics of beauty,

It's like an inner glow.

It's like a magnetism.

It doesn't actually matter what you physically look like.

It's an energy and it's a feeling.

And I believe it's a reflection of who you are at a soul level,

Right?

Like feeling like your physical matches the energy of your soul.

And I do believe on the journey of the divine feminine,

When we embody that,

We do become more beautiful.

Not from what the culture considers beautiful,

But beautiful in our energy,

In our essence,

In our flow,

In our magnetism.

And that naturally translates to it.

If you looked at me from pictures of 10 years ago,

I don't think I was very attractive.

Sometimes I look back and I'm like,

Even now with all this self-love,

I'm like,

What were you wearing?

Like,

Why did you,

Like,

Why did you cut off all your hair and like,

Not take any pride in yourself?

But guess what?

That was the shame.

That was,

I'm not good enough.

That was me going,

Well,

I'm not worthy to go to the hairdresser because I'm not like other girls,

Which was a crazy belief that I had.

It was like,

I don't get to wear,

You know,

Beautiful feminine clothes,

Because I have to wear these,

Like,

This is who I am.

So actually on the journey of healing my divine feminine,

I was able to go,

Well,

What actually feels good for me?

What do I actually desire?

How do I desire to look?

Right?

And in that,

I was like,

Well,

I actually desire to have really long hair.

I haven't cut my hair in a really long time.

I desire to wear beautiful dresses,

Right?

I desire to have darker hair,

Which actually I'm going to be changing soon.

But,

You know,

That was the journey.

So I also believe in the divine feminine embodiment journey,

We naturally allow ourselves to experience more beauty.

And as well,

Because I went through so much trauma,

I didn't want to be considered attractive,

Right?

Because I thought that was not safe.

I didn't want attention from men.

I wanted them to find me unattractive.

So they would leave me alone because I had a deep core belief that men were not safe.

It was not safe for me to be with a man.

It was not safe for me to be around a man.

I was not safe with men.

And it was so severe that I remember when I was studying kinesiology,

That if I had to pair up with a man,

I physically couldn't.

He would touch me and my body would go into like panic attacks,

Fight or flight,

Like straight away.

Right?

So I was carrying this belief.

So it was like,

I was also pushing away the divine feminine energy of beauty,

Of magnetism,

Because I was scared to receive that energy because I didn't think the masculine was safe,

You know?

So it's really important that on this journey of divine feminine embodiment,

We heal our relationship with the masculine,

Which is why it's such a core part of Isis Ka that we're healing the feminine as we heal the masculine.

Because if we just focus on healing the feminine,

It's like,

Great,

Maybe you can be like feminine on your own in your home.

But we live in a world where there are many men,

Right?

We have an inner masculine.

Unless we heal that,

Heal our father wound,

Heal our inner masculine,

Heal how we feel around men and the masculine,

We can't really go out into the world as embodied divine feminine woman.

Creativity and intuition,

Right?

So the divine feminine,

When she's embodied,

Activated,

She's deeply creative.

She's deeply intuitive,

Right?

Like her intuition is on point.

She's a channel.

Yes,

My channeling abilities increase quite dramatically through this journey,

Because that's a natural part of the feminine.

Balanced giving and receiving,

Right?

Again,

We're not over giving,

You're comfortable in your vulnerability and authenticity,

Because you're coming from a place of such deep self love,

Self respect,

Right?

Self nourishment,

That you're like this power in my vulnerability,

Of course,

I want to be authentic,

Who I am authentically is a gift to this world.

Right?

So of course,

I want to show up exactly as I am not comparing myself to anyone else.

I am me,

I love me,

Hi world,

Here I am.

Nurturing and compassionate,

The divine feminine is deeply,

Deeply compassionate and loving.

And we can feel when we're around a woman who's tuned into a beautiful feminine heart,

We feel safe and held.

Like,

Wow,

I get to be all of me.

Here,

I don't have to hide parts of myself,

I feel safe enough around you,

That I can bring all my stuff,

I feel held by you,

Your energy is not here,

You're here with me.

And you see me and I feel safe.

And I feel your heart,

I can feel your compassion for me.

One of the things that on this journey,

And you might have experienced too,

Is feeling like our emotions aren't welcome in the sense that if someone shares something with us,

And we have an emotional reaction to it,

It's considered unprofessional or inappropriate or whatever,

Right?

And for me,

That was with my clients.

And I stopped trying to fight that,

Right?

Like,

There have been times when my clients have gone through massive,

Horrible life things that have happened.

And they've,

Like,

I remember I worked with a client and,

You know,

She had wanted to get pregnant for ages,

And spent many years doing things.

We did a bit of a process around her womb,

She did fall pregnant very soon after that.

And then a month later,

And it was huge,

She was celebrating,

Her whole family was so excited.

And then a month later,

We got on a call and she told me that she had a miscarriage.

Both of us were crying,

Right?

And that was because I experienced compassion and love for her,

Right?

I can still be like,

Okay,

I understand there's a higher divine purpose.

But that feminine part of me saw the woman in her that just desired that.

And I met her in her pain.

But Athena 10 years ago would have been like,

You can't,

That's inappropriate,

You got to hold space.

So it's like not denying my emotions,

Like,

You know,

My last ISIS car call,

I was crying on it,

Because I was like,

I was just getting emotional thing about it.

I was like,

I am so moved by each one of the women there,

The journey they've been on seeing the transformation,

It meant so much to me,

It makes me emotional.

And I don't see my emotions as something to be ashamed of,

Something I have to hide.

They're part of my power.

So also allowing ourselves to be vulnerable and authentic with our emotional selves.

And for many of that,

That means being okay with crying when we feel it,

I'm a big crier.

Like I cry probably,

At least once a day,

Like my manifest,

When I have a good day where I'm channeling manifesting,

I will cry during that.

And it will be tears of gratitude,

Right?

I'm not crying from sadness.

It's tears of gratitude,

Or I'm moved by something or touched by something.

And I believe it's a deeply feminine experience.

It's not something to like,

Don't cry,

Don't cry.

No,

Like it's the embodiment of that healthy boundaries,

Presence and flow being in the present connected into the I'm here,

I'm present,

Not that my mind's on all of these things,

Because that mental body that's connected to the masculine,

Sacred sexuality,

Right?

The divine feminine is deeply connected to her sexual centers to sexual alchemy to all of those things.

And it's why in Isis Ka we have the third portal being all around sexual alchemy,

Because we have to go through the healing,

The divine feminine work to be able to embody that.

But it's such a natural part of the divine feminine,

We look at all these priestess schools and feminine mystery schools,

All over from different cultures.

And there are these themes of the power of the feminine sexual energy that it literally creates life.

That's what our womb does,

Right?

Like it's so powerful,

Our sexual force,

Our sexual energy and our ability to create and manifest using that energy,

Right?

And it's so powerful,

That it was suppressed,

Right through history,

The last couple of 1000 years,

It has been suppressed because there's so much power in it.

But when you're deeply embodied in your divine feminine,

It feels natural to be connected to your sexual self,

To have a positive relationship with your body to feel good about it and treat it as a sacred act.

What else?

Aligned with purpose,

That's another one.

So whilst the alignment with purpose might look different from the masculine,

There's still a deep alignment with your soul purpose,

With your calling in life,

What you're here to do,

And magnetism and inner glow,

Right?

Those are some other ones that we that we see when a feminine is deeply embodied,

She's magnetizing,

Like even when she walks into a room,

You're like,

Wow,

I feel so pulled her energy,

You know,

There's just this radiance,

You know,

The radiance is a really real just says connected to my AirPods.

Hopefully,

Nope,

Still connected here.

Great.

Right.

So those are the signs of the divine feminine embodied versus the wounded feminine.

And for most women that I've come across,

They've got a few from each one,

Right?

They go,

Okay,

I have a little bit of this.

But hey,

I've got some of that,

Right?

And if you're all wounded feminine,

That's okay,

Too.

Like,

That's how I was,

We all start the journey from somewhere.

And know that your soul chose all of those experiences for a reason,

Right?

Like,

Thank God,

I went through what I did,

Because now I get to be here,

Seeing and supporting other women in this transformation,

I've walked through it,

I've gone through it,

And it's allowed me to be here,

Where I am.

So activating the ability to receive,

Which is the expansion requires the expansion of the feminine,

Right?

To expand the feminine,

We have to heal the divine feminine.

So this is very,

Very important.

And that's why healing the divine feminine is such a priority,

Right?

And that we talked about it,

It's healing the mother wound,

The father wound,

Sacred sisterhood relationship to inner feminine relationship to inner masculine relationship to your body,

To your womb,

To your yoni,

All of these things create our experience of the divine feminine and divine feminine embodiment.

Yeah.

How do we heal the divine feminine?

That's,

It's a big question.

It's a powerful question.

And it's actually going through all of those things.

And the reality is for most women is one it's healing,

But then to creating a new relationship with the divine feminine,

Right?

And it is a journey,

Like it's not an overnight thing.

It took me a while to shift it,

Move through it,

Release it,

Heal it.

But it can be done.

And I see it time and time over again.

So let's have a look at some questions.

If you have any questions about anything I've shared,

If you have any shares that you have,

Let me have a look.

I try not to look at the mirror.

Mostly I tend to distract myself.

Yeah,

That's,

That's common,

You know,

And I did the same.

I was like,

Don't look.

And when I did look,

It was criticism.

So your homework will then be go and stand in front of the mirror and tell yourself,

I love you just as you are.

And to do that every single day until it shifts until you're like,

Actually,

I feel a bit better around the mirror.

For me,

It probably took about three weeks.

So keep it up.

Definitely.

Like I would say,

Give it a month of just,

You know,

Brush your teeth,

Stop,

Look at yourself,

Tell yourself,

I love you.

And it's like,

It's such a simple exercise,

Yet it changed my life so much.

Yes,

I've been doing a lot of this and love myself fully and solely as I am.

I radiate it and feel this every time I look in the mirror.

I absolutely love all it's beautiful.

So beautiful.

I love it.

The radiance and self love,

Like we can feel when a woman is in that energy.

And it is it's like,

It's magnetic,

Because you're like,

Ah,

That's the divine feminine,

Right?

And I think,

You know,

Because I work with goddess Isis,

I'm an Isis priestess,

Which in case you didn't know,

Isis Ka,

It is a priestess initiation.

So you become a priestess of Isis,

And you learn what that is,

How that works.

And goddess Isis is the divine mother,

Right?

So with the divine mother,

It's also the guide to support us into the embodiment of the divine feminine,

Which is what goddess Isis is.

So having that guide,

It's so powerful.

And what I hear from the Isis Ka graduates is they say,

Like,

Isis feels like my mother,

Like she's my spiritual mother,

There's this unconditional love.

And for so many of us,

Me included,

We didn't get unconditional love.

And so then to have a feminine presence who you feel that unconditional love from,

It's so life changing.

What is your process for healing the mother and father?

Great question,

One that I can definitely not answer in a few minutes,

As it's quite complex.

There's a lot of processes that I teach inside of Isis Ka,

A lot of it is channeled,

It's working specifically with your guides.

And there's also part of my modality,

Spirit code,

Which I also do for healing.

If it's something you're interested in learning,

You're definitely welcome to reach out because I do have programs that teach it.

But then also if you want to receive it,

That's what Isis Ka is for.

But definitely not something that I can quickly just cover off of the top here because it is quite in depth.

Me too,

I cry all the time through all big emotions.

I love that.

And it's so beautiful.

I have a friend and she's so beautifully embodied in her feminine and every time we see each other,

We're so excited to see each other,

We both cry.

And we're just laughing and crying and staring at each other.

And it's just and it's beautiful.

And it feels safe,

Right?

Beautiful,

So beautiful souls.

How's everyone feeling?

My recommendation for your homework is to have a look and go,

Where in my life am I not allowing myself to receive?

Right?

Have a look at your relationship with your business,

Money,

Your partner and go,

Am I receiving?

Am I having a divine feminine receiving experience where all I do,

Like when I talk about my business,

I get to show up and be me and then live the life that I love and desire.

Just because I show up and be me.

There's no hustle masculine energy.

So that's what I mean.

Are you embodying the feminine in these relationships?

Are you allowing yourself to receive?

And where are you not allowing yourself to receive?

So give you lots of little exercises,

Like sitting with your emotions each day,

Allowing yourself to rest when you need to,

Tuning into your body.

All of these little things are going to be really supportive to opening your ability to receive and beginning to shift more into the divine feminine.

Is goddess Isis priestess lineage the same as Mary Magdalene?

No.

So they're actually different lineages.

Mary Magdalene was a priestess of goddess Isis as was mother Mary,

But then Mary Magdalene actually had her own lineage,

Right?

A lot of Magdalene and Isis priestesses combined,

But they are actually different lineages.

What is the rose lineage?

So that's a lineage that is connected to Mary Magdalene and that's what that one is called.

And it's also got some sexual energetic components to it.

Every single priestesshood,

And there are many like the Hathor priestesshood,

Inanna priestesshood,

Avalonian priestesshood,

Like there are many,

Many different priestesshoods.

And each priestesshood has their own thing,

Right?

The thing that they're known for,

Their teachings,

That they hold sacred within the priestesshood.

For the goddess Isis priestesshood,

That is sexual alchemy.

So all Isis priestesses are taught and trained in the system of sexual alchemy for healing,

For manifestation,

For activation,

Activating the car body as part of the sacred teachings,

Right?

And that was the teaching actually that goddess Isis gave Mary Magdalene,

Right?

Which supported Jesus with,

Or Yeshua,

With his work.

So that's why also these teachings,

They're done in a very intentional way.

Like it's not just like,

Here are the steps for sexual alchemy,

Because unless you've healed your feminine activate,

Like even leading up to sexual alchemy,

We have to like heal your ovaries,

Your cervix,

Your yoni,

Your womb,

All of it,

Which we all do in the program,

And then activate it,

Right?

Because for a lot of us,

It's repressed.

Mine were absolutely repressed because I had so much trauma.

So then it's like,

We're healing it,

Activating,

Opening up,

And then we get to learn the sacred steps to actually begin using and utilizing sexual alchemy.

And whilst there are lots of different types of sexual alchemy,

There is a very specific Isis priestess sexual alchemy that's unique to that lineage.

And every single priestesshood has their own teachings,

Their own kind of gifts that they have to humanity,

Right?

So it's different,

Like energies and essences to humanity that they teach,

And they pass down through their priestesses.

Thank you so much.

I will have to re-listen to the replay.

There was so much in today,

And I felt resistance and feeling of down and then laughing.

Lots coming up.

I love it.

And,

You know,

It's beautiful to sit and honor our resistance too.

And whenever I feel resistance,

I always ask myself,

Is this my discernment?

Or is it something that I'm in avoidance of?

Because again,

That resistance,

It's trying to communicate something to us.

So to listen,

It's so powerful.

What is it for Isis priestesshood,

The gift of humanity?

So the gift is actually the rise of the divine feminine consciousness.

So the Isis priestesshood actually supported,

Somehow I'm getting goosebumps as I say this,

The Isis priestesshood supported mother Mary to be able to activate her womb to bring through Yeshua.

It supported Mary Magdalene to teach her how to actually activate the car body of Yeshua to have a huge impact.

So it is the healing of the feminine and the masculine consciousness,

This sacred union on earth,

Right?

That's the energy that it is.

And the trainings that the priestess would go through is sexual alchemy,

Which then allows them to bring that and move that through into the world,

Through themselves,

Through others,

And shift that.

Beautiful.

I thought Mary and Isis were one in the same.

No,

Definitely different.

Lovely session.

Athena had a big cry and release.

I love it.

So welcome.

Really appreciated the feminine masculine info.

Never been able to get that before.

Makes a lot of sense.

I love that.

Divine chills.

Me too.

I love it.

All right,

Beautiful ladies.

We did well today.

We covered a lot.

Thank you so much for being here.

And I will see you tomorrow for our claiming your soul purpose unapologetically,

Which I'm very,

Very excited for.

All right,

Beautiful souls.

Have a beautiful rest of your morning,

Your evening,

Wherever the world you are.

Sending lots of love.

Bye-bye.