Babies get put in different rooms,
They sleep in different rooms from their parents,
And they,
Lots of times with many of us,
If we cried in the night,
Nobody came.
But we got an experience of abandonment.
And little kids are,
They're like little Buddhas,
Right?
They're right in their soul energy.
So they get experience of,
Well,
God's not there for me.
I have to like put everything on my own shoulders and it's like I'm a separate object from everything and nobody cares about me much.
Really,
It's like this level.
Now think of a culture,
You know,
In the simpler cultures where the child's on the mother's body for two years.
They get a direct experience of a patterning of being accompanied always,
Just like we're always accompanied by our soul.
So it's a great patterning to create a future,
A person who's gonna wake up because they have a very early experience of being accompanied,
Never being abandoned.
We never are abandoned,
Really.
But for us,
We may have cried ourselves to sleep.
So what happens,
You guys,
This is the key to the nihilism inside we're running.
That meaninglessness,
There's nobody there.
It's like,
It's like death.
To a child who is so,
A baby that is so from evolution has been so programmed,
Like say,
To be carried by the mother like that,
To have those patterns interrupted the way we do it so thoughtlessly,
It just is like death for the child.
It's like death wins.
The experience of death wins,
Nobody's there for you.
I'm walled off.
So this is where Primasutha stands and goes,
No,
You're not alone.
But to clear it,
You're going to have to go very deep over time because you're gonna have to go down to the baby level.
And it takes time.
Yeah,
You have to be very,
Very patient with yourself.
You have to take,
You know,
Take your patterning in your arms and embrace it and be patient with it.
Just like a mom picking up and holding a crying baby.
You know,
When she's really tired,
She just wants to go to bed,
Sleep.
But she's patiently holding this crying baby.
This is what we have to do with our patterning,
You guys,
That level of patience with ourselves.
I'm really knocking on your doors with this.
It is what works.
And as a byproduct,
You will come into compassion for yourself and all humanity.
Primasutha's prayer is that may compassion be birthed in you.
May that be your resurrection.
And if you feel compassion already,
May it become much,
Much deeper.
May it become at the level of the baby,
Healing and realizing that they're not alone.
Somebody came.
That's the re-patterning a teacher gives,
Is that instead of being lost in the darkness,
Crying hungry,
You know,
Diaper full,
And being abandoned,
Now you get a new patterning of that somebody came.
Somebody came and they cared and they understood.
That's it.
That was Primasutha's experience through Amma,
Particularly,
But also Abraham.
It's somebody cared and they deeply understood.
It wasn't caring at a superficial level.
It was a deep understanding and compassion.
