So there was one dear one who I'd worked intensively with a couple of years ago through the phone and she's got an absolute heart of gold and has,
You know,
Struggled to love herself and has felt the world has been hostile.
And don't we all know that feeling?
It just seems sometimes that the world is hostile.
But of course it isn't the world,
It's our own inner,
How we're treating our soul actually.
Yeah,
But this takes time to really understand.
But anyway,
She wrote that she'd had this dream that she's often had of that she's being shot at.
She's sort of hiding behind a rock and trying to dodge the bullets,
You know,
Which is really how many of us live.
We live with this kind of feeling underneath.
So she said to me,
She wrote and she said,
Yeah,
I had the dream again.
But the good news was when I woke up,
I thought,
I thought,
Like,
Amma's here,
It's okay.
So that was the shift and this is the beginning of that dream actually disappearing.
If she could wake up from a dream like that and be secure enough in her understanding to really feel that Amma was with her and not feel the overhang of that dream,
That is real progress,
You guys.
And this is the progress of the lived journey,
Which is what this work is really focused on.
The lived,
The experience of the lived journey.
Right.
And it is,
It's the most challenging.
It's the most challenging.
It's,
You know,
Because it means you really have to walk your talk.
Okay,
So there is other testimonials.
There is a two siblings.
There's a person who wrote about getting together with her sibling and there was an uncomfortable few moments.
And both,
It was like a repeat of family patterns and really uncomfortable.
Here it is happening again.
And both of them have really sincere hearts.
Okay,
They're really beautiful hearts.
And they both prayed to Amma.
They both gave it over to Amma.
Okay,
And they'd never done that before.
And there was a tremendous then resolution and they spoke about some of the patterns,
Some of what they'd experienced as children and help clear,
Helped,
Help the understanding between them.
So they came together in their hearts.
This is it,
You guys.
This is it.
And it can feel so uncomfortable when you're doing it.
Because when you know,
You give over to Amma,
It doesn't feel,
You feel insecure,
All your stuff's up.
You go,
Oh,
No.
But if you really do it,
A shift happens.
And if the shift doesn't happen,
Sometimes we just have to wait.
If it feels the shift isn't happening,
It will be setting in motion a future shift.
Yeah,
It's like,
When you give over to Amma,
It's putting money in the spiritual bank,
That will then come back to you.
And when they gave it over to Amma,
It was real.
They really wanted help.
They opened to help to receive help.
It's that opening to receive help because sometimes we just give over to Amma like,
Like parrots,
You know,
And our hearts are still closed.
But you know,
If you notice that your heart's closed,
You can give over and go,
I give over my closed heart.
You see,
You just keep giving everything over.
Don't judge it.
You know,
If your heart's closed,
Give that over to her too.
What I'm really wanting to communicate to you guys is,
Is this,
All the difficulties can be resolved through receiving help from the creator or Amma,
Through a willingness to love and accept yourselves,
Willingness to put your arms around yourselves.
It's very,
Very uncomfortable.
And that's why,
You know,
My experience is,
So a lot of the spiritual journey,
Sometimes it's tempting,
People just talk and they're not really doing it.
And sometimes even teachers are just talking and they're not really doing it.
You know,
It's like,
It can be a bit of a minefield.
But if you are true and honorable yourself,
You will tend to attract true and honorable teachers.
That's how it works.
Like attracts like.
And there was another testimonial from another dear one.
And this one has been struggling with hip pain,
Severe hip pain for a while.
And it was,
Again,
A year's anniversary since she lost someone who was very close to her in the family.
And she wrote and said that,
You know,
Her hip pain was better.
And also the tightness around her base chakra,
Which is involved with survival,
The stiffness had released out.
So,
And then she reminded me it was a year since this dear one had died.
And I felt to myself that actually,
It was her moving beyond the family patterns,
You know,
So hips are personal power.
And the base chakra is survival.
So all this pain and the stiffness for some,
It's been going on for some months,
Was around this healing of her moving into more personal power and more trust that the universe would support her.
And this is her growing beyond her,
The more limiting family beliefs and patterns that were going on.
Yeah,
You guys,
If we just live our lives,
And you're heading in the right direction,
Your soul will just evolve you.
Actually,
Our souls evolve us anyway.
But if we're consciously intent on it,
We consciously wish this,
Then our souls,
The creator can really help us.
You know,
In the when when guys are fighting a war,
Girls like men,
Women are fighting wars,
There's an expression of no,
No man or woman left behind.
And this work is like that.
It's like,
It's to hold all of you safely.
Till you wake up enough to get it,
That you're beloved.
And in that that you're a beloved child of the universe.
And in that is also as you get that you're also asked to be devoted to that,
To to return the love really back to your soul,
And to rise to live your Dharma,
This life.
Because that's what brings happiness and fulfillment.
