Tripping The Light Fantastic In Our Very Human Lives

Okay,

Let's ask for grace.

From the Creator,

From Allah.

From the angelic beings that are with us.

Right,

Help us,

Help us open our minds and our hearts.

Help the cells of our body learn to resonate to unconditional love.

To allow the unconditional love in our bodies and minds to strengthen.

Open our hearts to the love in the universe.

Oh,

Blessings,

I'm seeing you guys,

There's a big shower of blessings.

And for,

Let's have,

But for anybody who's listening to this satsang after,

Too.

Because,

You see,

When we ask for things like that,

We fear the universe.

And it happens.

Yeah,

We just need to ask.

Okay,

So I was talking about that we're going to be very human,

And we're going to go very high.

So,

I don't know,

I think this was a couple of years ago,

And I was here at the ashram.

And the right-hand side of my chest suddenly exploded into pain.

It was just off the charts,

And my first thought was,

Oh no,

I've got cancer in my right breast.

But then I thought,

Well,

Cancer doesn't really hurt,

So it's probably not that.

And then I thought,

Well,

Maybe somebody I know is having a heart attack.

Because it was just the most extraordinary pain.

And so I got up out of my seat,

And I started walking just outside the hall.

And then I noticed that Amma was watching me very carefully as I walked.

Really,

I was in this enormous pain,

I was like,

What is this?

And I thought,

I'm going to have to go to the hospital tomorrow.

And then I saw her keep watching,

And I kept walking,

And it hurt that night.

But the next day,

It just subsided,

And I kind of calmed down about the whole thing.

But I tell you,

In the weeks,

The days,

And the weeks after this happened,

I noticed this change in my life,

That I was not alone.

It was like,

It was so soft,

My life got so soft,

I didn't feel separate anymore.

I felt like I was like,

Moving into living into a fairy tale where,

You know,

Dreams come true,

And everybody lives happily ever after.

And I'm going,

What the hell,

What the hell is going on?

So this is my way.

We all have our own ways of evolving.

And one of the ways that I have had is,

And partly it's like,

I'm kind of scholarly,

Really,

And I read a lot of books.

And then I was reading that that later,

Late level spiritual aspirants can can experience extreme pain on the right hand side of their body.

And it's considered when the I within them is dying.

It is the death of the I.

It's the death of the I-self,

It is the death of the ego.

And I thought,

I thought,

Oh,

That must be what I experienced.

You know,

We don't have the traditions of the East,

So we all go by the seat of our pants.

I mean,

Even in the East,

Ramana Maharshi,

Who,

You know,

At 16,

He had an experience of death.

It just felt like he just felt like he died.

And basically it was an enlightenment experience.

And he had,

You know,

About five years where he just meditated a lot.

And then after about five years,

He came forward as a teacher.

But he didn't know what was going on.

It was only afterwards when people who were spiritually inclined and in the East,

You know,

They've got a lot of scholars,

Vedantic scholars,

And they would say things and they say,

Oh,

Well,

This is what happened to me.

Oh,

It sort of explained his experience to him.

OK,

So this is what happened with me.

And my heart,

And I want you to like be open to what your experiences.

You know,

The spiritual journey can just kind of.

Seize you and you suddenly you're in.

You're having some important spiritual experience,

And you might not even.

Realize it,

You see,

You might not even validate it.

I get it took me like it took me weeks to validate this that happened to me.

I had no context for this.

Yeah,

And I look back at my life and,

You know.

I just wanted this very badly and I was really flawed.

And I had a huge ego and I didn't meditate that much at the beginning.

I meditated longer later or.

But I was always ready to,

You know,

Walk my talk and risk speaking the truth,

And like Michael talked yesterday about that,

He was.

Going to complain about or,

You know,

Do a whistleblower and that in the whistleblower and it's he noticed that it scared him.

I did a lot of that kind of thing.

Not in a corporate situation,

But internally.

But I want to go back to the right hand side of the heart,

OK?

Because you know that I've talked about how spiders.

Make a web and it comes out,

They excrete.

This material from their abdomen and build a web.

And I told you that the Rishis talked about how.

The.

The universe was basically made out of these string filaments,

Which is a string theory that the.

Physicists have got now.

But the sages in the East say basically that this this eye on the right hand side of the heart.

Is the source of the whole universe,

OK?

It's like the universe is created from our own hearts,

You guys.

I want you to get mind around it.

The universe that you're living in is created.

From your own heart.

Just like the spider basically weaves the web from its abdomen.

It's the same principle.

Energetically.

You are the source of this universe now in the East,

They would say it is you,

Your your soul is the source of this universe.

And they'd also say that it was your mind that had created the universe,

That your mind.

Which is sort of the sum of the beliefs of all of your lives.

That your soul comes in behind this mind and supports this mind to create this universe for you to play in.

Do you understand this?

You know,

In the.

In the West,

We talk about the ego,

We believe in the ego,

And then we say there's life,

There's the stars in the sky and they're real.

And we're we're real,

Too,

But we've got these egos.

And in the East,

They say that.

Everything,

Everything is love,

But everything is shows you your mind.

Everything's the mind,

Like the sun,

The stars.

It's the soul supporting the mind and creating along the lines of the concepts held by your mind.

It's hard to put into words this.

Yeah,

So in an enlightened person,

When the eye is resolved in the.

Basically,

When the I self dies.

Then the the universe that is created by that person's mind will only exist as long as they are working out the last of their karma related to their lives.

It's all made up,

You guys,

It's all just fantasy,

It's just an illusion,

It's not real.

And you're the source of it,

You're the source of it,

Your heart is the source of it.

Now,

The left hand side of your heart is,

You know,

Your physical heart.

And your body or the physical and then the right hand is this.

This energetic eye,

This eye coming from your mind.

Yeah.

And Amma says that the whole universe has been set up for.

Your playground.

It's your playground,

This whole world is the playground for the human being that you are,

That is carrying the consciousness of your soul that created the whole universe.

Yeah,

That's how big it is.

And you know what else?

It's all serving you.

Serving your journey,

Everything that happens.

Serving your journey.

Helping you evolve.

And when you become self-realized.

The you inside every other human being on this earth gets activated.

Because you're inside.

And everybody.

You know.

Yeah.

Everything is one.

We're everybody on earth is inside us.

So when we wake up,

Everybody on earth.

Get.

An activation.

Yeah.

Of your.

You know,

The one point.

Whatever the percentage would be of one out of eight billion.

This is why the more people who are enlightened,

The more the by the.

The.

Vibration of the vibration of the whole earth would go up,

Do you understand?

Yeah,

Because it'd be there'd be more.

Supposing there were supposing there are four billion people who are enlightened,

That would mean that the four billion or billion out of the eight billion who are inside you would be enlightened.

And as a byproduct,

You would be functioning at a much higher level.

We just get so distracted because everything looks so separate.

We look like separate bodies.

Well,

We do have separate bodies.

In one way.

But in another way,

The whole thing is just one.

But if you even though everything is just one,

If you want to move,

From A to B,

You have to walk,

You have to walk on your two legs.

This is where it just gets all very confusing.

But the thing is,

You see,

You can live it if you're willing to kind of go on a rollercoaster ride,

If you're willing to have a really high intention and a lot of courage and go on a rollercoaster ride.

Yeah.

I remember making a shift into surrender and all of a sudden,

I felt much closer to Mother Nature and I felt much closer to the stars in the sky.

But they seem much friendlier to me.

Yeah.

Okay.

Is there any questions or comments about this at all?

Before I leave that slightly bizarre topic?

Yeah,

Veronica.

Hi,

Sweetie.

Yeah.

Yeah,

I just wanted to comment because that's something that I've been sensing in my own meditations lately too is that,

You know,

If one person is able to raise up their frequency,

People around them can sense it and match it.

So it's like setting a new baseline for people to receive and operate at.

It does spread.

It's like the good stuff spreads and the bad stuff spreads,

Right?

Hate spreads.

But love spreads.

Just like you said.

Yeah.

Okay.

Thanks.

Okay.

Yeah.

No,

Our nears and dears pick it up right away.

And sometimes they fuss and sometimes they just absorb it and come with us.

Yeah.

We're really,

Really powerful,

You guys.

You know,

Individuals and small groups change the world.

The other thing I wanted to talk about was it's a very human level.

And there's a mom whose daughter was anxious about her meeting with her dad.

And,

You know,

These kind of problems come up.

And,

You know,

In our culture,

We can sometimes bring in the legal level.

And that will usually make things worse.

You know,

Unless it's a divorce or something,

You know,

Which really has to be legal.

But if it's just the case of a daughter's anxiety meeting with her dad when there's no abuse going on and everything,

Then if we go to the legal,

We will often make it worse.

So it's just a heads up that emotional difficulties are best dealt with at the emotional level.

And the thing is that we're so scared of our emotions.

And this is part of what's happening.

So people are suing people,

You know,

Everywhere,

Having fights rather than just coming down to the ground and dealing with our emotions.

I mean,

Sometimes,

You know,

Sometimes all somebody needs is just an apology.

And if somebody makes a heartful apology and means it,

Then they might not get sued.

But lots of times people,

You know,

In a restaurant,

If they make a mistake or at a dealership,

A car dealership,

They make a mistake.

They don't want to admit their mistake because they're scared of being sued.

But if somebody just came forward and said,

Yeah,

Sorry,

We goof,

We buy you lunch somewhere,

It would all just blow over and be solved easily.

Okay,

This is the fear of the feminine,

The fact we've got like we've repressed our emotions and everything.

So there's sometimes there's like a big,

You know,

A whole bunch of varied stuff that when it's touched,

It just explodes.

So,

You know,

Meditation,

The practice of meditation helps you deal with your emotions.

Because you have time to feel,

Time to have clarity.

But I want to talk about,

Particularly,

You know,

Parents often say to me,

Well,

I need to change my behaviors.

You know,

They'll say their children need to change the behaviors,

But the parents will say,

Well,

I need to change my behavior to get the behavior out of my child that I want.

Okay,

So this is just manipulation,

You guys,

We are parenting books,

And really,

A lot of our parenting training is just pure manipulation.

Yeah.

I remember a channel saying to me,

This is the third time you've asked the same question in different words,

But basically,

What you're basically saying is,

What behaviors of yours are going to get the results you want in your children and,

You know,

I was basically saying,

Well,

How do I raise good kids,

You know.

How do I raise fine children.

And I was doing it like paint by numbers,

A how to and how stupid I look back and I go,

How ridiculous because you know if you want fine children,

Be a fine person,

Be a noble person,

And your children will be noble people.

Yeah.

That's the trick.

There is no trick.

But once you start noticing this,

About how our parenting and basically so much is,

Well,

Do these behaviors,

Do this and get that outcome.

And all this is a total denial of our business,

Our God self.

And everything gets all when you embrace your God self.

So,

The more I was,

You know,

In my truth,

The better parent I was.

You know if I could say to my kids well you know mom's upset and confused today I don't know.

I don't know what to do.

I'm upset and confused.

But,

You know,

I'll know that I'll get it sorted out but I just need a couple of days,

Kids,

To think about this.

You know,

Just being like that being straight,

Just being straight with our kids.

I mean reassuring reassuring always put the ground under their feet,

Reassure them.

I did I tell my kids I would figure it out.

Even if I didn't know the answer then.

But basically our whole culture is just it's manipulation guys,

And,

You know,

It's why kids feel unloved.

I mean the parents don't even love.

We don't feel that we can that we're allowed to be ourselves.

So we teach our kids this.

You know I caught a big shock when I watched my daughter in law was a little kid I've said this once before but it was a little kids group.

You know,

One and two like her three like four in books in the library you know reading books.

And the one and the two year old were screaming,

You know,

We've been pretty quiet but they were screaming and she was worried because they're screaming and it's like they're one and two they're going to squirm,

I mean,

You know,

Like,

You know,

If you've got,

If you've got a one year old no two year old sitting like robots you've got psychotic kids,

You know,

And she was all worried and feeling bad and that.

And I was like,

Oh no,

You can imagine.

I'm a student going,

Oh no.

Yeah.

So I noticed even with you guys you know sometimes.

I mean I really like it when you're just really straight with me and undefended.

When you're just like innocent.

Straight.

Straight.

Because I can always feel it when sometimes people like they hide things about themselves they try to be like a perfect spiritual seeker you know and,

And,

But then I can hear that there's something being withheld and something kept behind.

So then it's hard to give them an answer because I can feel there's a corruption in the question.

Corruption.

You know with parenthood with most things we try to do it.

And so,

It takes us out of the flow.

I'll tell you when one of the one of the signs of real spiritual growth is you start flowing along with life,

You flow.

You go with the flow.

It flows along.

Yeah.

It's not like I've got to do this I've got to do that I got it.

No,

It's just there's just a flow.

Even if you got things to do in a day.

You know,

You'll know this is something premise it is good at it's like I just kind of lean back and during the course of the day they get done.

It'll just get done very organically without effort.

I just get brought to it.

If it's something I need to do,

I just get brought to it.

And so when you live like that.

It takes away a lot of tension and takes away a lot of effort.

It's sort of like you find out that something's carrying you along that you didn't know you thought you were doing everything but if you just relax a little bit,

You'll notice that something is orchestrating your life,

And you can flow along with that.

And if you don't get everything done,

It probably didn't need to be done today.

All done today.

I want you to relax into yourselves and trust yourselves a lot more than many of you do.

Some of you,

You know,

You come to sessions really good.

But some of you don't experiment much with what premise you to says,

Which is okay.

But you'll get the results that you that you do.

And the more you experiment with stuff,

The more you think about it.

Experiment.

Validate it for yourself validate it go,

You know,

Experiment,

And then go like,

Oh yeah,

This is really true.

Because otherwise it just stays sort of theoretical.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yes,

There's several sort of little things I'm wanting to talk about the other,

There's another one about mind clamps,

Like a clamp on your mind,

Where you are sure that this is true,

With a clamp.

Okay.

It's not,

It's not like a gentle.

Yeah,

This is true.

You know a true.

It's true and I can lean back on it.

This kind of clamp.

This is true with a clamp is got a rigidity to it,

And it's got fear in it.

It's actually got here that is not really true.

That's why people get,

You know,

You know,

Lady Macbeth,

Was it Lady Macbeth.

And then,

My Lady I fear thou dost protest too much.

You know,

You know,

It's sort of like when you're When you know you're lied you kind of,

You know,

Protest that you're telling the truth.

Very firmly.

Yeah.

Yeah.

In fact,

When I was young,

I'll tell you that if I had lied.

And somebody challenged it.

I got far more righteous about protecting that lie,

Defending that lie than I ever did.

If somebody challenged me,

And it was,

It was true.

It was bizarre.

I'd fight to the finish for if I was challenged for a lie.

It was a big relief to give up lying.

Really,

To try it.

Give up any lie.

You can tell the truth,

Politely,

You don't have to put words to everything.

But try not to lie at all.

It's good for your health.

There's a,

You know,

The lie detectors work by registering the dissonance the tension in our body,

Caused by our lying,

Which with our bodies,

It's like ourselves know the truth and when we lie up,

Are we,

We get tense.

It stresses us.

So when you tell the truth.

Far less stressful for your body.

The clamp I want to talk about this clamp there have been some times in my life where I really held on really tightly to something I was sure was true.

And underneath was very scared that it wasn't true.

And in every case,

It was not true.

In every case,

My ego had got me.

And I just had a lovely chat with a wonderful wonderful woman who had worked really closely with me for a while.

And she was really trying to help me,

And really sure that she knew exactly how to help me,

And that it was her Dharma,

And she knew how to do it and everything.

And she was totally getting in my way she was totally obstructing me.

She was totally stepping all over my garden it was terrible.

And she was so sure she was right.

And she had the best intentions.

And,

You know,

It is what I did to on the journey.

It's like,

You know,

It's not it's not a sin on her part.

This is what the journey is like we,

We think we've got it we got to hold on spirituality we got it we got it holding on,

It's like,

Or,

You know,

To how we think our life should be and we hold on to tight.

And if we're doing it really tightly,

It's because it's wrong.

So I just,

You know,

And,

And every time I did this.

I finally surrendered came back to the ground and saw it wasn't true,

And it was like,

Oh well,

It was like it wasn't the end of the world was like,

Oh well.

One case I was sure I was meant to be with this person.

I was so sure of it.

And I wasn't.

It was like,

Oh wow.

Oh well.

But it's done it,

You know,

Yeah,

So I just want you to like,

Be aware of this about these clamps.

Like,

You know,

We try to evolve on the spiritual journey but we,

We tend to do it without noticing our experience we,

We try.

We,

We don't include our experience we don't include ourselves,

And I'll tell you,

You can't get anywhere on the journey without including yourself.

Your God remember I was talking about the whole universe comes out of your heart.

How can you not include yourself.

Do you see what this is a joke.

It all comes out of your heart.

Truly.

Truly.

It's like.

Yeah,

It's,

It's the I self.

You know that I was saying dies at a certain point of the journey but that I self is the key to your mind,

Which is creating this theater.

This world with this universe for you to play in.

Yeah.

I know.

I know.

It's like,

Who knew.

And then you see,

Like,

How do you explain this to people.

Like,

I mean I think of me I mean I look back at Abraham,

And he would like talk like this slightly different.

And I would listen,

And I would,

I would like be interested in everything but it was sort of like,

I didn't see what it had to do about anything I don't know it was just nice to listen to and it's like,

I realized he was just telling the truth of,

Of what this is going on in this world.

This is why,

You know,

The,

The spiritual people they taught that the teachers will to say it's like watching a movie on a screen.

Yeah.

And when you,

You know,

If you take away the roof,

And the light comes in the movies,

The movie you can't see the movie so much you can't see your,

Your ideas about life.

All you can see is sort of the screen,

You'll be able to see the screen.

And you're the screen on which this whole thing is playing.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Exactly.

I mean that's how,

How important you are how priceless you are how you are to to this whole to your whole experience.

You're the key.

You're the answer.

The answer is you.

And,

You know,

Here from a pseudo was at the ashram,

And I'm just getting this pain.

That's the end of my I self and I think I'm,

I'm having a heart attack or my friends having a heart attack because I am so clueless.

He said we were so ill prepared for the journey,

You know,

And you know in the east there's so well prepared but then the modern people aren't even interested in spirituality anymore.

You know it's interesting because I don't know if I told you this but I you know I studied with his messages from Michael.

Years ago anyway.

They said that a whole bunch of younger souls were going to be born in India.

That it's you know right now it's an old soul country,

Full of full of people that had a lot of lot of lives.

These strong spiritual traditions,

But a whole bunch of people who haven't had many lifetimes are being born in India and I'm going like this makes sense because they're all into technology and they're all getting trained in North America,

Europe.

Yeah.

Anyway.

Okay,

There's another thing I want to talk about,

Which is,

And it's connected to how you think of yourself.

And I call it I couldn't call it the tale of two uncles I had two uncles.

There was one who was very,

You know,

Kind of to the manner born kind of guy.

Very.

Oh,

Mr success always had the best car always.

I don't know.

Had a lot of money,

You know,

Talked about his wealth a lot,

Blah blah blah.

And I had another uncle who always kind of felt and acted a bit like a failure,

You know,

Like he didn't.

We stood he didn't,

He didn't.

He was insecure.

You know he'd,

He'd been a blue baby trouble breathing at birth.

He didn't.

Yeah,

He didn't have a lot of self esteem.

Okay.

So when they died.

The guy who had the not great self esteem,

But actually more money than the other guy.

And I just thought that's so interesting.

He had more money,

But you,

He acted like he was not as good.

And I thought to myself,

We can do this.

We can do this.

You know we can act like we're not much.

We really aware of our flaws doubt ourselves.

I mean,

And money's not the great measure,

But I'm just,

You know,

I was a little kid,

And I noticed this,

I saw this.

Then I noticed the difference between the two.

And,

You know,

I didn't like either one of them that much but,

But it's just I just noticed that one guy was just got a lot of cute us a lot of respect and the other guy didn't,

But they both.

But one who didn't get a lot of respect that she had more money when he died.

So,

It's just you guys.

Just watch what you tell yourselves.

Watch how you hold yourself.

Yeah,

Watch what you tell yourselves.

Like,

I don't know what this guy told himself that he felt so bad.

Yeah,

Please,

Please,

And not to be like the guy who's more did it over everything like to the matter born or anything but have a true self esteem,

Feel,

Feel like you know that you're secretly a great work that you're secretly a,

You know,

Princess,

Lord or lady of the matter.

You know,

Just that you're secretly a genius.

I don't know what just play there,

Play there,

Like,

Talk like that to you.

I mean,

Talk like that to yourself.

Truly.

Truly.

I mean it.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Come to suit is pretty good at that I would consider pretty good like I would just come in and start like,

I'd have this self talk,

Oh you're so great,

You're so great.

I had this whole other side that was like,

Oh,

You're so terrible you're so terrible.

But as I,

As I grew beyond that,

It turned into more and more positive self talk and be like,

See you,

You right dress Veronica saying dress for the job you want.

Yeah,

Sure.

I mean,

You were and if you know,

Taking a little bit of care with your outfit.

Sure.

It's walking tall holding your head high.

Yeah.

Yeah.

I'll tell you if you do that what will happen is you'll just start to become more elegant I remember.

There was a time in my life where all of a sudden,

My clothes looked better on me,

And there was no particular reason for it.

But they suddenly,

Suddenly,

They hung better.

I just look better in my clothes.

Yeah.

Yeah.

And it was just part of this evolution.

Probably I probably stood taller.

Yeah.

Yeah.

See this is all over the place.

It's like we're talking.

We're talking the meaning of life we're talking.

We're just talking on all so many levels but it's like it's all important,

All of its important.

All of its important,

And,

You know,

The learning practically how to embody your divinity is really important.

Because we can talk about it to the cows come home but you know if we want to live it,

That's what's going to help the world.

I got any questions or anything.

Those were the main points I wanted to talk about.

There anything that's hit home for anybody or any,

Any question,

Come up.

You know,

It's just the weeks,

The days,

And the weeks,

And the months of sincerely doing your best sincerely do your best.

That's good enough.

That's good enough.

Yeah.

Yeah.

And then,

You know,

Notice the breakthroughs notice the things that really work.

Like pay attention to your experience but what works and what doesn't.

Yeah,

It's sort of like child rearing you know any mom with children,

You see what works with your kids,

And you,

You change your behaviors,

Depending on your child,

Like you behave differently for each child,

You see what works,

It's the same principle,

You.

You see what works.

What really helps you evolve,

And you will,

You will become more peaceful,

More generous or grateful,

Less judgmental.

Just,

Yeah,

More relaxed.

Just often healthier.

Just as you proceed on the journey.

You know,

Not always sometimes we could unite a few health gems but your,

Your body functions well,

Because you're,

You're not carrying the same kind of stress I mean the normal person is trying to go up river.

We're trained to go up river,

Fight the flow.

Especially women,

Because we,

We've turned away we're trained to turn away from our true nature.

Yeah,

And then we like all these should be happy and it's like okay,

It's really hard to be happy if you're turning if you've been taught to turn away from your nature but yeah.

Yeah,

Everybody's unhappy if women are unhappy.

You know,

You get like on YouTube.

I'll stop old people and ask them the secret to the happy marriage and the guy the old guy will say,

Just keep your wife happy.

And you'll be happy.

I love it.

Yeah.

So,

The whole universe is out of your heart.

It comes out of your eye.

You know,

When this I goes when it's resolved within your body,

And your experience,

And the eye dies.

You complete with the earth plane.

That's how it works.

And our I it depends you know what kind of lives we've had.

How many lives.

What kind of life.

How many lifetimes we've done,

We made any progress.

You don't maybe how many religious lives where we learn meditation but you can have a life that has no religious affiliation and make a lot of progress.

Okay,

You can just be an honest,

Good person.

In fact,

I've said this to you is,

You know,

Really I feel most people achieve self realization in the death process.

After they,

They basically live a perfect life.

Like they,

They clear.

They clear their karma,

Just by going through it all life after life,

And learning that,

You know,

Murdering people robbing from people doesn't work that it doesn't work to treat people badly.

And they learn this.

They gradually learn this.

It's like,

You can see it in old people,

You might have a really nice old person who's really almost a saint,

They're so good.

But they may have no religious affiliation,

And they could cycle off.

Yeah.

Yeah.

And sometimes you know people have religious lives,

And you know,

Sometimes it,

It,

They make it backfires,

And they,

They actually build karma from it.

That's what's happened in the past.

Spanish inquisitions.

Spanish inquisitions.

But sometimes the religious way really obstructs people,

You know,

In my family.

We're all religious in our own ways and everybody's got really strong beliefs and thinks they're right.

Hilarious.

There is enormous acceleration possible.

When you do save from a very deep place in your heart.

So when you give a gift that comes from from your own wounding.

And then you turn to heal your wounding.

And you turn to help other people so that they don't have to experience the kind of wounding you had.

It is really accelerated.

Really accelerated more accelerated than meditation on a says,

You know,

If you read those near death experiences,

Often they'll say that they made,

You know,

They may have done a lot of say good works but but when they crossed over it was a time that they spontaneously bought somebody's gas for them when the person didn't have money to pay for the gas.

It was like the high point of their life.

It's like that you guys.

It is like that.

When you touch another heart,

Really deeply and inspire them and give them courage or help them value yourselves,

Or help them like give them the feeling that life's worth living.

That is immensely accelerated.

And you get a big bonus yourself,

Because you get you get all those feelings coming back to you.

And for some reason,

This is seems to be a level that most people seem very scared of going to.

I don't see it very often,

And people that they live like that.

I actually think that as things get worse,

They're going to be more and more people who live like that.

That's what's going to happen if things fall apart.

There'll be more and more people that just go well.

Yeah.

Yeah,

Just sort of like my son you know he works at the homeless and he was homeless for a couple of years.

And it works with the homeless,

And,

You know,

He says he often they often say to him,

Oh,

You,

You listen to us.

You really listen to us.

Yeah.

Yeah,

We can just,

You know,

Walking down the street we're seeing somebody in the rain clothes that I don't know don't fit the well or something like catch yourself if you start judging them,

You know,

Notice the judgments.

If you could just notice your judgments that would be a huge.

That would really accelerate you notice your judgments.

Just notice them like don't get hard on yourself just notice.

Wow,

I just,

I just judged that person because she's got purple hair or something.

Really,

Just notice.

Or I just this person because they're driving a Rolls Royce.

Yeah,

Just notice,

If you just notice like a,

Like a embrace yourself don't just.

It's very pleasant,

Not to judge people.

Very pleasant.

It's,

You know,

You're not disturbed.

It's just,

You just kind of like a kid you just go,

You know,

Everything's beautiful in its own way.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah,

And if I'll tell you all you have to do you guys.

If you just notice your darkness.

That is your soul noticing your darkness,

And your soul will dissolve it.

Just notice it.

Don't do.

Oh,

I've got to improve.

Oh,

I'm so terrible don't do that just notice.

Yeah,

It's all you have to do.

Notice.

Don't try to fix How loving it is you see your soul will just melt your ego by you noticing things.

You know,

From the city came in with an enormous faith in humanity,

Truth.

Really strong faith in humanity,

I've had it from the time I was little.

And you know what,

I miss you to has enormous faith in you guys.

And I want you to really register this.

I do.

I see your beauty.

I see your capacities,

I see how hard you try.

I see your blind spots,

I see where your blind spots are getting smaller.

And all of you,

I'm seeing that.

And I get a lot of data when I do my prayers for those who are on the prayer list.

Get a lot of data about you.

When I'm doing the purse.

Yeah,

You're very very beautiful.

And remember,

The whole universe comes from you,

How could you not be important,

Really.

It's all you.

It's why all the stages you know they just laugh all the time.

So ridiculous.

So.

And also another thing is like don't see what happens if you don't try to protect yourself.

I mean I'm not foolishly,

You know,

But just as many of us we get so defensive so quickly.

There's a,

There's one of the stories in the here in the ashram.

And for whatever reason the woman has ordered shorter way powder so I was waiting for the way powder.

And then.

So,

Really,

I want to buy 10 packets of this organic way powder take home.

But I'm not allowed to do that and I understand she doesn't want me to do that that's fine.

But she wants me to like keep coming back,

Like so I have to go like every four days and buy one pack.

Stupid.

She's,

She's a Canadian too.

But she's so anal,

You know,

She's just so trying to control the thing and it's like,

You know,

Really if it was me I'd say,

Okay,

Look up here at the packages,

I'll just order some more.

Right.

No,

No,

No,

No.

She wants to figure out what there's really a demand for this way or not.

And so,

I don't know I have to come in every four days to buy a packet.

Now,

I'll tell you,

In the past,

I would have had a fight with this woman.

I would have like,

I would have gotten incensed I would have had a fight.

Okay,

This time,

I'm like,

Oh,

This is so ridiculous.

But you know,

Every time I go back for a pack.

We have these conversations and I keep saying you know are you sure I can't just buy,

You know,

Do more everything and,

And there's always a reason why I can't and everything.

But then we have these conversations.

And she starts talking about how in the cold climate strip in Ontario which has got a really cool climate,

Compared to Vancouver.

And she's saying you know how defensive people are in the cold climates and how they you know you can freeze to death easily and so they're always prepared for things and,

You know,

Organized for things and I'm thinking,

Oh,

This woman is kind of looking at the threads for why she's so anal.

Maybe she's actually sort of,

You know,

Looking at herself,

Maybe this is kind of a healing.

But whatever.

It's like I'm lighthearted about this whole thing and you know I sure wouldn't have been like you know five years ago I would have been like,

What the hell.

So,

You know,

I'm just saying it's nice not to be so defensive and share I have to it's a little bit inconvenient that I have to go every four days but it's the whole thing is a bit hilarious.

And I know I'm older and some of you are on really busy schedules,

You can put up with something like this.

You know,

It's a kind of a happy way to live.

And last time I went.

She said,

I could take two packages.

Oh my goodness,

Big breakthrough.

Oh,

Dear.

It's nice to be lighthearted about this whole thing.

And he was,

You know,

Because we're here on the earth plane and people are just going to do what she's doing I mean she's a really anal type person and I'm like,

Oh,

I'm like I'm glad you're not my roommate,

You know.

So,

Anyway,

You know managing a store.

You guys did somebody not want to say something.

I hope you're happier than when you started.

You got a little bit of a smile on your heart.

You know,

Maybe we all be enlightened.

You know,

The ridiculousness of being,

You know,

Sort of on the spiritual journey and in the West we don't,

We don't have any tradition so we just go through all these experiences and hopefully they're more and more people like premise you to you know like who can catch you guys,

You know,

I'm training you guys up to be able to work with other people and catch them.

They get confused and help reassure them.

Yeah,

You big blessing I'm feeling a big blessings coming to you guys.

And I'm also feeling you're influencing other people I can really feel this.

Right.

Right.

You are.

You are.

Just believe in yourselves and doesn't matter what it's looked like you know there was so many,

So many years of premise to this life where it just looked like.

What the hell.

What the hell happened to my life,

You know,

And it's like it.

It's all.

It's like the ship rights.

In the end,

It's like sometimes that we feel like we're on a tipping ship,

What's going on.

And then it writes itself.

You start yeah I'm on track it's okay everything's okay.

Yeah.

Okay,

Bless your,

Your,

Your heart.

All my love to you guys.

Thanks for coming.

Thanks for turning up so faithfully and your hearts get stronger and stronger.

Okay,

Blessings you guys.