You will know when you come out of the injured child because you will feel lighter physically.
You will flow.
So whatever events you're in,
You will flow along with.
You won't be like trying to do stuff.
You will just flow with basically what the Creator has chosen for you to do that day.
It's an effortless thing.
It's like a mother who is taking care of her children and if her heart's open,
It's very light.
Doing all the duties and everything,
It's very light.
In fact,
It's joyful for a mom.
Especially with little toddlers who are so close to God,
Motherhood can be ecstatic.
So that can happen with us.
It's not bad if we're feeling heavy and stuck and things are hard.
It's okay.
I'm going to say it again.
There's so much wanting to be communicated.
I'm feeling this darkness lifting off the feeling of the roots of your beings.
Some of you particularly are dropping a constricted darkness around your deep connection to your soul.
This is just a miracle really.
Grace is always there.
We are surrounded by grace.
Our souls want us to move through this material into more truth.
So all of us are divine beings in human form.
This whole world and all our bodies is just an illusion.
We're in this movie that we're watching.
Basically that our souls are watching.
So our bodies are pure,
Unconditional love.
I want you to notice how you feel about this.
So if I say to you,
Scientists know our bodies are made out of energy and it's unconditional love.
Everything is made out of unconditional love.
Notice when you go to think that.
When you think,
Okay,
Everything's out of unconditional love.
I'm made out of unconditional love.
Notice what your physical experience of that is.
Whether it sounds like impossible or whether it feels like,
Yeah,
Of course,
Because for a spiritual master,
It's going to be,
Yeah,
Duh.
But if we're stuck in our ego,
It will feel like,
How could that be?
And we might even feel the alienation our bodies are carrying.
Yeah.
I mean,
Notice that.
Notice how you actually feel about that.
Everything's made out of energy,
Unconditional love.
Does it sound at all possible?
Now,
That is an extent of your wounding,
Whatever you're feeling.
If it just feels like something hopelessly theoretical,
That's what you're working with.
And I thought carefully about actually mentioning this in a way,
But in a way it is empirical.
It gives you something that's grounded that you can hold onto.
Does that feel possible at all?
Because the more you're in your injured child,
The more that just sounds like now for something completely different and kind of theoretical,
Not very useful.
Yeah.
And I wanted to give you that so you can work with that so that over time you can notice if it changes.
So in a few months,
If I say everything's made out of energy,
It's like you might feel much more like,
Well,
Yeah,
Of course.
Of course everything's made out of love.
You see,
We can't run from this.
And our egos just want every escape hatch,
Every possible escape hatch.
And believe me,
I know this territory.
So in yourselves,
They're made out of pure love.
And on top of that,
There's the dust of the ego.
And it might even feel like the tar of the ego.
I'll tell you,
When shame is really up or guilt,
You might feel like it feels like oil or tar in your bodies even.
It's just guilt or shame.
Just give it over.
Just giving it over will set in motion the healing.
So what might happen for somebody is if you go,
Okay,
I want to trust more.
And then the next day,
Something happens which throws you.
Like say,
Okay,
A letter from Revenue Canada,
Since we're doing this.
You're being audited,
Right?
Now,
The universe sent this because you said you wanted to come into more trust.
And so this is something maybe that you're caring maybe from other lives.
It has to come up to be cleared.
And we go,
Oh,
I'll do anything to move into trust,
But just not this.
Just not the Revenue Canada thing,
But I'll do the next one.
It does not work like that.
And this is where we have to be really humble and like a little kid,
Like,
Okay,
Mom,
Okay,
Dad.
So I was applying for my visa,
My Indian visa online.
And I'll tell you,
I would fill out the form and it would keep dropping all the information.
And I would have to start at the beginning.
And this happened several times,
Like three or four times.
And I'm going like,
I can feel there's part of me that's kind of nervous.
I'm not going to get the visa at all.
Even though it's kind of microscopic,
But I could feel it.
And so I think to myself,
As this is happening,
I'm going,
Okay,
Pramasutra,
This is how your God self wants you to spend the evening or maybe the next week.
However,
Like no guarantee for how long it was going to keep going.
So it's like this time,
My soul wants me to spend this evening.
It's not random.
It's what has to be.
And of course,
Guess what happened?
It stopped happening.
Right.
So we are in this training,
This intense training.
Everything that happens to us is training us to move into more trust.
And we can't say,
Oh,
I'll do anything,
But just not that.
Okay.
I mean,
If that gets communicated to you today,
Then that's like a golden key to embrace what happens,
Whatever.
That's it.
