Healing Comes As We Embrace Our Creaturehood, Our Humanness

This is part of why it's a very pivotal time.

Because there's this feeling that there's a deep dread that is going to be moved through.

And just listen to Premasuddha's words,

Like don't,

Don't edit,

Don't go like,

Well,

I don't know if I could do it,

Or everybody else but not me.

Don't do that.

Please,

Just,

Just listen.

Just listen.

Right.

Okay,

Good.

Oh,

You guys really want to grow.

I can feel it.

Good.

Because when people really want to grow,

They listen.

It's good.

So,

This dread is the separation between us and Amma,

The separation we feel between us and Amma,

Us and our lives,

Us and the Creator,

Us and other people.

Right.

Some of you,

Some of you have had more experience than others getting through things.

But you know,

Amma does it,

Your soul does it.

You don't do it.

You just keep breathing.

Be open.

Just like a little,

Little kid,

You know.

Just like a little kid going along with mom and dad.

That's it.

That's it.

That's it.

When you come to satsang week after week after week,

You get an IV that changes you.

You know,

But of course,

Amma is changing us.

Okay,

With every,

Every thought we have of her.

Yeah.

It's that easy,

You see.

It's nothing you have to do apart from steering your consciousness towards Amma,

The Creator.

That's it.

That's it.

I was talking to you yesterday about that there was,

Some of you didn't realize how much of your thought was caught up in the emotional complexes and that you,

You really forgot to remember Amma,

The Creator.

And some of you didn't realize how little you thought about the Creator.

And it's,

It's just to notice.

It's like,

When you notice,

You'll shift.

You'll go,

Wow,

That's right.

And you'll start thinking about the Creator more.

Okay,

Now this dread,

This fear that I'm,

That's coming up to clear for all of you.

So please lean back on that.

You know,

I saw it like a sack,

And it was kind of beautiful.

But then when I was thinking about it afterwards,

And I realized it was kind of like a wasp nest in a way,

A little bit,

A little bit.

And it's like,

This dread is right where our anger comes from.

Please understand that.

Our anger comes from fear.

This is why,

You know,

Authentic spiritual masters,

They don't get angry apart from like,

A,

You know,

A superficial anger that they use to,

In their teaching with,

To prod people.

You know,

Just like a loving mom who adores their kids,

But they're,

They have to,

Get ready for school.

Okay,

So this satsang is working really deeply with you guys around healing this dread,

And helping you through a level of separation that you have not been able to get through yet.

It's why I say it's a pivotal time.

And I feel like in Germany,

There's very,

Very big amounts of emotional garbage are going to be dropped.

And it will be,

I just know this.

And it will also happen wherever you are.

Because it's just the time,

Do you understand?

It's just the time.

And it's already happened anyway,

As Amma says.

Some of you are holding on to this separation.

You're scared of what life would be like without it.

Don't worry.

Life will be happier.

Dread is dead with a R in it.

You know,

The English language shines light on the truth of things all the time.

It's just your ego's dread,

Where you couldn't,

Growing up as a child,

You could not feel the love.

So you thought it did not exist.

Remember,

I was talking in a recent satsang about the little baby that learns that nobody's going to come in the middle of the night,

Despite,

Even though the child's hungry and maybe,

You know,

The poop in the diapers is giving them a diaper rash,

Which must really hurt.

And nobody comes.

And the baby is as alive and sensitive and aware as Buddha,

And nobody comes,

So we shut down.

We feel like as a baby,

It's like nobody loves me,

Dread,

Shut down.

So to heal,

We have to learn how to feel dread,

Feel fear,

And know it's not the truth of things,

Even though your cells are dancing with it.

With even a tiny bit of yourself,

Like the size of a mustard seed,

You know that your ego is clearing.

It is a tremendous spiritual achievement to do this,

But you guys,

It is what works.

You know,

The bottom line,

That's the difference between a person who really learns to embody love and somebody who never really gets it.

And,

You know,

Pramasutra feels like this level of training with being given so,

You know,

Openly,

You know,

Over a computer,

YouTube,

It's because of how dark it is,

You see.

The level of the darkness,

The great gift of the darkness is we have this opportunity to move into truth.

There's a great deal of energetic work being done with you all.

And it's coming from all directions,

In the best way.

It's like I said that,

You know,

With where we are right now,

The universe is giving scholarships to people who just are willing to take one step.

That's it.

The more you move into truth,

The more you learn how to take care of it.

You know,

This kind of work,

Really embodying your soul is not a cakewalk,

You guys.

It's like God doesn't come cheap.

You know how there's a lot of talk about the earth splitting into two earths?

So,

Pramasutra has no idea about this.

But what I do know is I found Amma's first awakened children book,

Which is the most,

I don't think they're printing it anymore.

Partly because it could be misunderstood.

If they're not,

It's because it could be misunderstood.

This is Pramasutra's feeling.

But in it,

There's somebody who's living in the ashram,

And Amma gives him a direct request,

Like asks him to do something.

And he turned to her and said,

No,

No.

And there was silence.

And Amma said,

You know,

That she could forgive him doing this.

This was the early days.

There were very few people.

He was living there with her in very close contact as a very serious student,

Okay?

So,

In the book,

This is what it says,

That she said,

You know,

Amma can forgive you this.

I mean,

Amma,

It's like doesn't have the power to forgive this in a way.

Saying no to Amma,

What he did was,

That no went into Mother Nature.

Yeah.

She was saying she couldn't forgive it.

She could forgive it,

But that this forgiveness had no real power,

Because having said no to God like that,

This no had been woven into this kind of separation,

I think,

Had been woven into Mother Nature.

Yeah,

I mean,

This is,

You guys.

Now,

This is somebody with Amma,

Okay?

Like,

Who's living with Amma,

Who's being trained by her.

And this isn't the same as not following a recommendation.

This is a direct no,

No to God.

Okay,

So this is what I want to say to you,

Though,

Is if this is why some people walk around in a lot of separation,

And their experience of the world,

It looks scary.

And,

You know,

Like,

If they have trees in the garden,

There wouldn't be an abundant fruit in the garden from the trees,

Do you see?

Because they're walking around with this separation.

That's why,

You know,

Really,

Over and over again,

People with really good hearts are known to be really good gardeners.

And do you know,

I smelt somebody was holding a mango or papaya,

Some kind of,

I think it was mango,

That was grown in Amma's Californian ashram.

And even the smell of this mango,

Let alone the taste,

The smell of it was like sweet,

Like honey.

It was unbelievable.

I'd never known a fruit could smell like that.

That's love.

That's communion with truth.

That's living from the Creator.

That's living in Amma's energy.

So,

Prema Sutta has had enormous experience with what it's like to live in a universe that looks very separate,

Back 30 years ago.

When my mind wasn't clear.

Everything just looked separate to me.

People were cold.

The stars were cold.

A sunny day was cold.

And over time,

I,

Prema Sutta stood and faced kind of one fear after another.

Until she bonded with her truth,

True Amma,

Would have been impossible without Amma and Amma's hugs.

But Prema Sutta lives in,

Like,

Tropical now,

Right,

Right.

In,

Like,

The experience of a very bonded universe.

That's it.

That's it.

You know,

Amma,

This love comes under the surface.

You know,

In the,

I listened to a video of David Godman talking about Ramana.

And he said,

Ramana said,

That,

You know,

Just bringing a question or a problem to him,

Ramana,

Invited the solution to come.

Through grace,

Through grace.

Right,

And Ramana said,

It was no effort on his part.

Like,

He would just have to read the problem,

Read,

This is the problem.

And that would set in motion a healing.

Now,

Amma makes sankalpas,

But I wonder,

You know,

If she puts it in the terms of sankalpa for us to understand.

But I don't know,

I can't speak for,

I don't know.

Prema Sutta's experience is,

Love will heal you.

And this love is coming to you way beyond your conscious mind.

Like,

You are love.

And all this is doing is strengthening the love in your bodies.

Yeah,

Strengthening the love.

And as it strengthens the love,

It weakens the ego.

And really,

All you have to do is just watch this.

Yeah,

And watch yourself gradually becoming freer.

Takes time.

It's slow like pregnancy,

Often.

Although I feel there's this really accelerated period coming in.

But slow like pregnancy,

Because it's like,

If it's not slow,

It can be very painful and destabilizing.

And all you're faced with is,

You know,

Your own vasanas from other lives,

Your own baggage that you're to allow to clear this life.

You're just,

You know,

The whole,

This whole universe has been manifested for you so that you can move through it.

This is a big joke.

It's like,

Amma says,

Like,

The whole world is there for us.

The whole universe is there for us.

In fact,

It manifests our,

Our soul manifests the content of our minds.

And we,

And we have an opportunity to allow this material to die.

And we do it by ignoring it,

In a way.

Yeah,

You know,

Observing the mind,

Doing its thing.

But you,

You don't buy into it.

Like a teacher,

The conscious circle,

Australia,

Dr.

Sanjay Raghav,

He talks about don't touch it.

Don't touch your thought.

Don't touch it.

Now,

This is,

In this group,

There are people at all levels of the journey.

So,

It's like,

You know,

Some stuff will really make sales sense and other stuff won't.

But it's okay,

Because the love is coming to you,

And it's strengthening the soul in your bodies.

That's,

You know,

Your cells are made out of your soul energy.

So,

This supports your soul,

Soul energy.

It supports the purity,

The pureness,

Purity of your,

That your souls are made out of.

Yeah,

Just as a byproduct,

The ego weakens,

Can't help it.

That's it.

You're feeling safer.

I know.

It's like this accelerated time,

And then we're all going,

Oh,

Mama.

You're feeling so safe.

It's a very safe process.

Because love wins,

You know.

That's it.

That's it.

Remember,

Amma is this,

You know,

Female Hercules as a spiritual teacher.

I mean,

She's here with us.

Right.

That's it.

And we can open the door of our hearts to her.

And we open our hearts,

And we find that she lives inside us.

And she's our true nature.

Some of you,

Your minds are spinning with this.

So,

Just,

Just let it go.

Like,

Give it over,

You know.

Let it go.

Yeah.

That's it.

Just let it go.

Be.

Come back to your hearts.

Be.

Oh,

I'm getting,

I'm getting the guidance to say to you guys.

Okay,

This is like a bulletin.

Be honest.

You know.

The challenge of our lifetimes.

And be honest with compassion.

In a compassionate way.

Be honest with yourselves in a compassionate way.

You can admit a mistake if you put,

More easily,

If you put your arms around yourself in self-understanding of why you would make such a mistake.

That's Premasutha's secret.

It's like great compassion for the mistakes and great self-understanding.

When I say it's Premasutha's secret,

It's,

It's how she navigated,

And it's what is taught here.

Encourage.

That's it.

Because when we're like the abandoned baby,

Hungry and in our poopy diapers,

And nobody comes.

It's hard to believe that it's safe here,

That it's loving here.

Yeah,

You guys.

This breaks Premasutha's heart.

I'm getting again.

This is coming from the guidance.

All of you are very,

Very beautiful.

Okay.

I want to say it this way,

Too.

You guys are very,

Very beautiful.

It's more about overcoming fear.

You know,

In my time with Abraham,

And I was invited to,

You know,

Join the group.

And I don't know,

It's like I had time to think about it,

But it wasn't the right thing for me,

For Premasutha at all.

So,

With the unease of it,

Though,

With the unease,

The way I faced this spiritual challenge,

I wrote,

I wrote my fable book,

The Gateway.

That was how I solved the conflict in me.

And,

You know,

Premasutha couldn't stay working with Abraham,

Because my destiny was spending time with Alma,

And I really needed the compassion from this Hercules,

The level of compassion from a Herculean spiritual master.

Nothing else would have got through to me,

I feel.

So,

But after I was deciding,

Not having difficulty figuring it out and feeling like,

Oh,

I couldn't really do that.

I couldn't,

I couldn't go and take the boys and live there in Hawaii with them.

I went through a terrible,

Terrible kind of crisis.

It was awful.

And I felt,

Like,

Surrounded by darkness and everything.

And I went to a channel,

And she said,

It was interesting,

She said that I was being hexed by a group of people.

Now,

There's no way that Abraham would be hexing anybody.

What I think was,

What happened was that they were disappointed that Premasutha wasn't coming,

And probably felt that Premasutha was making a big mistake.

And that's what,

Finally,

How I handled it.

But it was very,

Very intense.

Okay,

After that,

After Premasutha faced that level of darkness,

It was like I was inoculated to darkness.

I didn't get so bamboozled.

I was far braver.

I was far,

Oh,

This is just,

If my mind was in the right place,

I was far braver.

I was going red alert.

I would just go,

This is just,

Premasutha,

You're caught in fear.

This is nothing.

And then I read something by a writer who I admire,

Said that if you can overcome being hexed once,

You can never be hexed again.

That's it.

You can never be under a spell like that again.

Okay,

I want you to really listen to this,

Because it was the same,

When tough things happen in life,

We can feel,

Oh,

This always happens to me.

I'm such a loser.

Oh,

I'm such a failure.

And it's like an inner,

You know,

Hexing.

And the more you can just let it fall away from you,

The less fear runs your life.

This is what Premasutha is really wishing to help with.

So that there's,

You know,

You really know the fear is not running your life anymore.

And you can't fight fear at all.

Don't fight it.

I mean,

The really good news with this case of this channel telling me I was being hexed is,

I could have got right in there and really believed that and fought it and tried to fight it and make a big horrible soup out of it.

But it's like,

Deeply,

I knew she was just picking up on their disappointment and feeling like I was making a mistake.

And for me,

It was a big step into truth for me.

So of course,

Fear would come up to some degree.

You guys,

This is real embodying work.

You know,

I really kind of meant it when I said about the awareness satsang,

Peaceful Warriors.

Because,

You know,

If enough of us actually knew how to evolve,

Knew how to go through the very human process of evolution,

The world would become much sweeter,

Very quickly.

You know,

We have our creaturehood.

We are divine beings,

But we have our creaturehood.

And it's by an embrace of our creaturehood that we tap into the creator Amma inside.

And this is,

It's got me in tears.

It's like,

This is the thing that is hardest,

It's the hardest thing for you to get sometimes.

You know,

It's kind of like,

You go into bad and good.

Don't go into bad and good.

It's like a three-year-old is going to spill her milk or his milk.

I'm really,

I'm feeling this.

We're often so hard on ourselves that we have these stupid standards of how we think we should be.

And we're avoiding our truth.

This is,

This is the thing that's the saddest.

It's spiritual seekers,

We can get caught in bad and good.

And we avoid the Amma in our hearts and the guidance coming from that.

Because when we turn to our hearts,

We think,

Oh,

That's bad.

And when we turn to our hearts,

We think it's bad because we,

What's sitting there is the patterning of the abandoned baby who thinks God doesn't exist,

And that we have to be really good to get love.

I mean,

We even say,

Oh,

She was such a good baby when she was young.

And I was thinking,

Like,

What's a good baby?

Like,

You know,

Like,

A baby's just a beautiful baby.

You guys were beautiful babies.

You're beautiful now.

This is like stealth work in the sense of the love is being communicated to you,

Is coming to you,

Strengthening the cells,

It's bypassing your head,

Please.

Your head's just going along for the ride.

That is the point of satsang in a way,

To calm the head enough.

To get out of the way enough so the love could be received.

That's it.

It's just this big comedy.

Right.

Oh,

You're so dear.

Oh,

You're getting it.

I'm so happy you're getting it.

That's it.

Even if you think you're not getting it,

You're getting it,

Please.

Some of you,

You know,

Just remember,

You know,

Even if Pramasutra is pushing you away a little bit,

You know,

If Pramasutra has said something to you a hundred times and you're not listening,

Pramasutra is going to push you away.

But Pramasutra loves you.

And she knows that by pushing you away,

You're getting data from the universe that what you're doing is not working.

And that's how Pramasutra learned.

She learned what worked.

Right.

You're very dear.

You're very dear.

Yeah.

And,

You know,

You'll be amazed what you can grow out of.

Okay.

I don't care if you think it's like you're profoundly stuck and that you're never gonna get out or what.

Don't.

Don't.

Just don't.

Because you will just be amazed.

Look,

The Berlin Wall fell down.

I remember thinking,

Well,

The Berlin Wall fell down.

Anything's possible.

And,

You know,

Privately,

When I look at Pramasutra's life,

I go,

All it takes really is,

You know,

Just keep going.

Just keep going.

Wish to serve.

Be willing to come out of your comfort zone.

Be willing to see in stark relief how deluded you are.

That happened to Pramasutra so many times.

That's it.

That's it.

Okay,

There's a shift going on.

It's like to realize that you're a favored child of the divine.

Yeah.

Right.

That's it.

That's it.

It's such a joke because when you feel this in your bodies,

At the time it surfaces,

It will be because you opened the door to your divinity.

So you'll feel how favored you are,

How loved you are.

But it's you opening your heart.

That's it.

To the truth of you,

To all of you.

Yeah,

It's beautiful.

You know,

Amma talks about being fearless.

And once you realize that fear is just smoke and mirrors,

It doesn't set you back the same way.

In fact,

Amma says,

In Kali Yuga,

The only thing that gets people moving ahead is fear of God.

It's interesting.

That's what happened to Pramasutra.

It's like I started getting scared of not moving into truth because I had this horrible experience of separation.

Oh,

I didn't want that kind of universe.

I didn't want to be stuck in that universe.

And I was scared I'd be stuck in it my whole life.

But no,

We can find our freedom because we are love,

You guys.

I mean,

You're God.

You're Amma in another form.

Really,

That is the truth.

That's how she sees us.

Just aspects of herself.

It is the truth of things.

Remember that the feminine face,

The spiritual journey is more the emotional,

Feeling,

Emotional in the body.

And that's our sort of ticket into freedom.

When we allow ourselves that space to feel,

To be with our emotions,

No matter whether it's good or bad,

And when we become aware of our bodies,

It's like we embrace our creaturehood as well as our divinity.

We start making real progress.

And some of us have been trained in a very kind of mechanistic thing that even we take to spirituality and we forget.

We try to,

It's hard for us.

We don't want to feel our emotions or admit our feeling or feel what's going on in our bodies.

And again,

Compassion,

Compassion,

Compassion.

This is our training.

We're in this incredibly technological times.

So no wonder it's like that for us.

Right.

Okay.

It's interesting.

There's a lot of love coming through right now around the level of the base chakra.

This is the level that really heals the baby in my experience.

When we get it in our base chakra,

Our survival,

When we allow the love in,

Then our vibration rises.

It's my experience.

Listen,

You guys,

I remember going through a very,

Very difficult period and it lasted about two months,

Two or three months.

And the only clarity I had was this picture of a crack in my base chakra.

Yeah.

It was like a picture.

It kept presenting.

And I was so uncomfortable physically.

My minds were,

My thoughts were everywhere.

I sort of didn't know which way was up or down.

But the only thing I knew was I had a wounding in my base chakra.

Obviously that I had no idea how to heal.

And of course,

Premasuddha didn't because Amma heals it.

Our creator heals it.

But when we go through these periods,

You see,

We feel again how the child felt.

This,

What I was feeling was how my child self felt like not knowing which way is up or down,

Trying to figure out this family.

You know,

The hope is by putting words to these things that it allows you to put your arms around yourself with less judgment,

With more understanding.

That is the point,

Really,

Of explaining these kind of psychological realities to make it safer for you to move into truth,

To allow truth.

I wrote one of my books,

I write about standing in front of the living room fireplace when I was eight and I was looking at the ashes in the grate and I was terrified of not being normal.

It was overwhelmingly scared.

I was overwhelmingly scared of not being normal.

Of course,

Premasuddha wasn't and isn't.

But this is what happens to us.

And as a child,

My idea of normality would be just,

You know,

Almost like a video game,

Just being totally docile,

Going along,

Being very much in the 3D,

Three-dimensional reality.

And of course,

That's crazy to be like that.

And that's what's going on in our world.

It's like it's being destabilized because we're to grow beyond this.

You are growing beyond this.

There's this incredible light coming to your base chakra,

You guys.

Whether you're aware of it or not,

Don't worry about whether you feel it or not.

You know,

Part of it is you turn up,

You turned up.

It's like this is embodying work.

That's it.

That you're very safe.

You know,

With the transcendent understanding,

It doesn't matter what happens here on Earth.

You just know you're totally safe.

I mean,

Some experiences are more pleasant than others,

But there's always safety.

Because there's the understanding the whole time.

The whole thing's just a dream.

And we're in eternal life now.

It's like I'm saying to you,

It's all the creator,

Everything around you.

It's all the creator.

It's just when we get caught in the fog of the ego,

We lose track of this.

But fogs dissolve.

Foggy weather dissolves into bright sunshine.

It's like this reflects,

You know,

It's like a physical representation of what happens emotionally.

That's what Mother Nature is,

You know,

The sprouting of seeds.

It's like this is what happens with us.

We sprout and grow.

And bear fruit.

We blossom and bear fruit.

Remember,

Amma says it's already happened,

Okay?

So,

The secret is just to accept what comes,

Embrace it,

And use it to move into truth,

To more truth.

You know,

Premasutti used to feel really like jinxed,

Like what the hell's going on here?

What happened to my life?

Like,

And now I realize that I was just so blessed.

The whole thing was an utter blessing.

Right,

Everything that comes,

Comes to help us move into truth.

And as your trust builds,

You can move into,

You can learn through joy more.

Remember,

If you're not getting results,

It's because there's,

You know,

Maybe it's the way you're thinking,

Or maybe it's sometimes,

You know,

People haven't even taken a step up the mountain,

And they're wanting enlightenment,

And they haven't taken the first step.

It's like the sooner you admit you've got something to learn,

The sooner you can grow,

The sooner you can become happier.

Oh,

And at the same time,

You guys,

You're so beautiful,

So no berating of self.

Please,

Yeah,

Please.

It's always ego.

It's like I'm getting it.

It's like you're going to have to wake up now,

So just accept that and wake up.

It's really strong.

It's just you guys are going to have to wake up now,

Really.

So,

Just go,

Okay.

Yeah,

You can keep yourself going and keep your minds up through sad sayings.

You know,

There's so much.

Amma's so generous with the material she's giving out.

Anything that keeps your mind up.

Because when your subconscious really gets that God exists,

You grow a lot faster.

So,

The more time you spend focused on the journey,

The more that influences your subconscious,

Which is this huge generator.

It's like I've said,

The elves in fairy tales,

The heroine falls asleep with exhaustion,

And the elves do the job.

It's the same.

Our subconscious is the same.

Does it?

And our job is just to remind our conscious mind to focus on the Creator.

You guys are so beautiful.

Okay,

Questions,

Comments,

Observations?

Hi,

Pramasutha.

Oh,

Good.

Ruth.

How are you?

I'm okay.

How are you?

Anyway,

Sorry,

It's an automatic.

I wanted to share an experience this morning that always breaks my heart wide open.

And I live on a few acres here on Salt Spring,

And there's lots of deer around.

And for the last couple of two and a half,

Three months,

I've been watching this pregnant deer.

And this morning,

We saw her with these two,

She must have only had them like two or three days ago,

Fawns.

And I was just like overwhelmed.

And my heart just breaks open so wide when I experience this kind of thing.

I love nature.

I love animals.

And it's just like,

Really,

That's about the time I feel the most connected to whatever is out there,

The God or mama,

Whichever word you want to use.

And I think that's where I really connect the most is through Mother Nature.

And in my spiritual practice each morning,

I've incorporated your book.

You know,

I cut out all the numbers,

154 numbers.

And I put them in a special bag.

And I picked out each morning,

I pick one out.

And I kind of do a little prayer at the beginning,

Just to,

You know,

Let me pick the one that I need to read today.

Your essays,

The spiritual psychology book.

And I picked out number,

I think it was 72.

And it was Mother Nature that I picked.

And it was just like,

So rewarding for me to read that.

And to know that I was so blessed this morning to be able to experience that,

Especially because I'd kind of woken up a little bit heavy,

You know,

In the body and the head and neck.

And it just took me right out of it.

And I thought,

Wow,

I'm so lucky.

And I,

Anyway,

I just wanted to share that because to me,

That's,

Well,

It's about the most spiritually,

I don't know,

Beautiful thing I can experience.

Sure,

Sure.

It's,

It's a time-honored,

Mother Nature is a time-honored,

You know,

She's the creator,

Right?

Yeah.

And these little fawns,

I mean,

They were just so adorable.

Like,

Gosh,

They could barely walk.

And it was like,

Oh,

My God.

Anyway.

It's like reflection of a new birth.

But Ruth,

You know,

You are Mother Nature,

Too.

Okay.

Yeah.

Right.

Right.

Good.

Good.

Good.

Yeah.

Right.

Funny,

I'm seeing Druid lives.

However it happens,

You know,

Good work,

Ruth.

However it happens.

Anything that makes us feel more peaceful,

That feeds us,

Just follow it.

But just play with that,

Ruth,

About like,

That you are an expression of Mother Nature,

Too.

And your psychology will function like Mother Nature's,

You know?

The seed sprouts,

Blossoms,

There's fruit.

And it's also as if at root,

You particularly have a very peaceful nature,

Or there's something around peace in this lifetime,

Your lifetime.

I mean,

You know,

In a way,

Peace is a result of spiritual progress.

But it's almost like for you,

It's,

You have a need for it.

You have a need for it.

Yeah.

Right.

Hugely.

Yeah.

Right.

And you're entitled to that.

And it's just like,

That's you being you.

That's the air that you breathe.

You're,

You're entitled to it.

You're entitled to your creaturehood.

And needing that,

Needing the peace.

Yeah.

You don't even need me to tell you.

Yeah,

I can feel you really want to deepen.

And you,

You're sort of like,

Oh,

I don't know how.

But you're doing it.

You're doing it.

You're doing it.

It's a gradual thing.

Thank you.

Yeah.

Blessings.

Bless.

Blessings for you.

Thank you.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Good.

Anybody else got a comment or,

Just say,

You know,

You've permission to take care of the divine within you.

You have permission to take care of your heart.

I miss you to spend a lot of years trying to show people how much she loved them.

And I,

I allowed myself to be treated like a child.

I was treated very badly as I was trying to show people how much I loved them.

And Amma took me to task over this.

Yeah.

So,

You know,

This above all to thine own self be true.

And,

You know,

If people aren't interested or,

You know,

They're threatened,

It's like,

You know,

Keep coming back to your heart and following your guidance about what to do.

Sometimes just silence.

Just actually getting,

Just accepting that,

You know,

They don't get it.

Maybe they don't want to get it.

Just accept it.

Just because that can change.

That can change.

And these things change when we accept and become non-attached.

Brahma Sudha has to remind herself with you guys,

Because sometimes I get,

I start getting too enmeshed in trying to help you.

And I'm,

I'm reaching out far too far to help you.

And I have to come back to myself and go,

You know,

They'll get it when they want to.

But my love's always with you.

We have Amma.

Yeah.

So,

May this light and love that's coming to your base chakra.

Like,

It doesn't need Brahma Sudha's help.

It's just going to come to your base chakra and help heal you.

Brahma Sudha doesn't have to do anything.

Yeah,

We all go together,

You guys.

We're all learning.

Okay,

Well,

Last call for a comment or question.

Okay,

Well.

You know,

I just want to say Godspeed to you.

Like,

You're so held.

Amma has you.

Amma has us.

We're okay.

It's all good.

Just don't get so deluded by your heads.

That's all.

Okay,

Bye,

You guys.

Bye.