Ego Wants Vs Soul Wants. How To Tell The Difference.

How do I recognize whether my desire is from ego,

From fear or from spirit,

From I am?

How do I recognize it?

So there is only one reliable discriminator.

Identity contracts.

Every desire is a movement of energy but who is moving?

Not the story,

Not the content,

Not the justification,

The operator.

Let's cut through the fluff.

A desire born from ego feels like this.

It is trying to get something.

Approval,

Security,

Importance,

Proof.

It comes with tension.

Will it work?

What if it fails?

What will they think?

It is future oriented.

Once I have it,

Then I will be.

It bargains.

If I get this,

I will finally be safe,

Worthy or seen.

It defends itself.

You feel a need to justify it.

It depends on external conditions.

It contracts your breath and tightens your chest or solar plexus.

Ego desire is a symptom of incomplete identity trying to become whole.

It moves from luck attempting to acquire the missing piece.

It says I desire so that I can be.

However,

A desire born from spirit feels like this.

It isn't trying.

It knows.

It feels like inevitability,

Not hope.

It does not explain itself.

It doesn't negotiate.

You feel expansion,

Space,

Breath,

Clarity.

There is no story around it.

Just a movement.

And there is zero fear of failure because there is no personal self at stake.

It doesn't care about timing or opinions.

It is sovereign.

It feels almost like remembering rather than inventing.

Spirit desire is not filling a hole.

It is expressing fullness.

Let me say it again.

Spirit desire is not filling a hole.

It is expressing fullness,

Overflow.

It moves because it is,

Not because it needs.

It says I am,

Therefore I desire.

Ego desires are compensatory.

Spirit desires are creative.

Ego desires are compensatory.

Ego wants to fix something and spirit wants to reveal something.

Ego tries to become someone and spirit already is.

So your body gives the verdict instantly.

Ask yourself if this never happened,

Would I feel less?

If the answer stinks,

It's ego.

Ask yourself,

Does this desire exist even without a reason?

If the answer is yes,

It is spirit.

Ego desire is conditional.

Spirit desire is inevitable.

Ego says I hope and spirit says it is done.

Ego needs evidence but spirit is the evidence.

So let's say you desire abundance.

How to do it in a way even though you know it's coming from your fear,

From your surviving identity,

From ego?

The question is how to switch from a surviving identity from ego into the spirit.

So the desire is not the problem.

Listen again,

Desire is not the problem,

The operator is.

So you don't need to kill the survival identity,

Nor convince it,

Nor make it noble.

You need to disentangle the one who wants from the field that creates.

Okay,

Let's go step by step.

So survival identity wants abundance to stop pain.

Its logic is once I have money,

I will be finally safe,

Chosen or enough.

Its desire is not abundance,

Its desire is relief from the wound.

Let it repeat.

So its desire is not really abundance,

Its desire is relief from the wound.

Therefore,

It can never manifest abundance because it is vibrating luck.

It wants to end something,

Not create something.

It carries the contract I don't have.

And the field obeys that operator.

However,

The spirit doesn't desire abundance.

Spirit is abundance.

So when you desire from spirit,

When spirit desires,

When you express your desire as spirit,

You express it as overflow.

I express overflow because I am.

It doesn't want to fix a wound.

It doesn't seek proof and it doesn't negotiate with existence.

It simply moves as itself and reality reorganizes accordingly.

So the maneuver is not changing the desire,

It is the changing the operator.

You are relocating the one who claims it.

You don't purify the desire.

It is changing the identity that holds it.

So the pivot question that changes everything is when the desire for abundance arises,

Ask who wants this?

Don't ask from mind,

Feel the contraction.

If the one who wants this is scared and chosen,

Waiting to be rescued,

Feeling unfulfilled or not enough or not having or proving their worth or tired of not having,

You know,

It's identity.

It's a scarcity identity.

It's a surviving identity.

It's identity,

Which is based on fear and cannot create abundance.

It only knows luck.

So you don't give the desire.

So this is where the shift happens.

You don't give the desire to spirit.

You give the seat of the operator to spirit.

So say and mean it and let's go into it.

This is not mine to get.

I am the source that gives.

The spirit is the source that gives,

But you are the source.

You are the spirit.

Feel the reversal.

Survival identity wants to receive abundance and spirit radiates abundance.

The field responds to the radiant.

So what to do?

Use,

Locate the one who wants,

Feel the contraction,

Acknowledge it without fixing.

I see your logic made sense in that world.

Withdraw authority from that identity.

You don't create anymore.

Please rest and then shift into the I am into your I am into the spirit God within you feel the absence of need because the I am is not the one which needs something.

Let the desire express from here,

Not as a request,

But as a common of being and then speak.

Abundance is not what I get.

It is what I am revealing.

Go into the,

Let's go into the micro activation to do this now when desire spikes.

Okay,

So if you are ready,

Close your eyes and take a three deep breath.

Get grounded.

Take a deep breath through your nose to your heart and release any tension through your mouth.

Okay,

Name it aloud.

That is maybe ego identity who wants this,

Who wants abundance.

Maybe this is an chosen identity.

Maybe I want it from the fear and say to that identity,

I see you,

You served.

No negotiation,

Just recognition.

Let the right hand,

Heart,

Put it on the heart,

Feel warmth.

And now withdraw authorship.

Put your left hand on belly and say,

You're not author here.

Rest,

Release,

Authorship.

And you can imagine a small child stepping back from the steering wheel.

Now,

Step four,

Place both hands over heart.

Breathe in fully so chest expands.

Feel space above the crown opening.

Even a slight lift in the sternum indicates the seat shift.

Speak each line deliberately with breath between lines.

Let your body echo each phrase.

And now really do it slowly.

And I've done that process like let's say six times.

And the shift I experienced next coming days was remarkable.

So I am here.

I reclaim the seat of wanting and go inhale and exhale deeply.

This desire now comes from the field of who I am.

Go deeply into the inhale and exhale.

I do not ask from luck.

I declare from fullness.

Go into the deep inhale and exhale.

Abundance expresses through me as an inevitability.

Go into the deep inhale and exhale.

Let's repeat it again.

So I am switching operator from the fear,

Fear identity,

Fear based identity into the I am spirit within me who I am it.

I am here.

I reclaim the seat of wanting.

Deep inhale and exhale.

This desire now comes from the field of who I am.

Inhale and exhale.

I do not ask from luck.

I declare from fullness.

Inhale,

Exhale.

Abundance express through me as an inevitability.

Inhale,

Exhale.

And what I want you to do,

Go beyond all ego identities,

All scarcity identities,

All surviving identities,

All hurt childs,

All trauma.

And just observe it.

Observe what's going on within you and go beyond that.

Go beyond those emotions and go beyond those type of thinking what's going on within you.

Any stirring thoughts,

Any chat,

Internal chat,

Just at a moment,

Go beyond that.

Be in neutrality and just watch it.

And I want you to explain to you that the God is not what you think.

God is not outside of you.

It is in you and you don't need to become it.

You don't need to be worried.

You don't need to feel it.

You are it no matter what,

No matter what you do,

No matter what you think,

No matter what emotions you have.

That is the truth.

The moment you tune into the stillness within you,

The moment you tune into the quiet within you,

The moment when you tune into the observer within you,

Your awareness is in I am.

The seat of throne is in your spirit.

You are it.

You became one with it.

You placed the awareness into your true self.

So let me explain it again.

Let me repeat that again.

So you are God no matter what you think,

No matter what your thoughts are,

Not matter what your emotions are.

You're not becoming it.

You are it.

And it's not that religious,

Psychopathic God.

It's not outside of you.

Don't need to have elevated and blissful state of being and emotions.

You are it no matter what.

And the fastest way to connect with it is just to connect with the quietness in you.

That's all that it is.

It is about connecting with that stillness within you.

That is all that it is.

It is connecting with the neutrality which observes everything.

And that is all that it is.

And if you are patient enough and you practice that,

Then you will tune into its own frequency and in its own feelings.

And it is also blissful state.

There is also love,

But it's not required for you to feel it in order to be connected to it.

The quietness within you is enough.

The neutrality within you is enough.

When I practice that long enough,

I then tune into that I am,

And I could feel that it is fullness of life.

It is that overflow of life,

Which translate into the total,

Absolute abundance,

Absolute love,

Absolute blissfulness,

Absolute happiness,

Absolute satisfaction and fulfillment.

But you don't need to feel it in order to create the wonderful life.

In order to be happy,

In order to be successful,

In order to be satisfied,

In order to be healthy,

In order to be abundant.

You don't need that.

You just need to know that you need to place your desire from overflow,

From as I am,

As a spirit,

But not as a lacking,

Surviving identity.

So you need to really tune into the I am.

Observe that identity which was asking before and see it for yourself.

And then from I am,

You will say differently.

You will radiate it differently.

You will ask for it differently.

You will claim it rather than ask for it.

And yes,

It might take practice.

But remember,

You're not becoming I am or spirit.

You're just remembering.

And that's a huge difference.

You already are it,

That overflow.

And when you remember that,

When something within you starts remembering,

Then to choose it as something you want to experience 100% become inevitable.

Manifestation of it become inevitable.

So the reason why we're experiencing lack and scarcity is because we place desire.

Who is asking is the surviving identity.

So we really need to withdraw the authorship from lack.

And I see the I am as the one who wants.

My wanting is a revelation,

Not a compensation.

Abundance expresses through my being not to fix me.

What wants is the field.

The field is sovereign.

I am the cause and the world rearranges.

So anytime you see surviving part,

Wanting and needing something,

You can say,

Ah,

You may rest.

I am the source that gives or my spirit is the source that gives.

I am will hold the receiving.

Spirit will hold the receiving,

Not you.

Because remember that the survival part is actually not you.

It's only frozen energy.

And we don't want that frozen energy to steer our life,

To lead our life.

And we don't want to create from that frozen energy.

So much love to you all and speak to you next time.