Hello,
I want to talk about how we can heal ourselves connecting into our past.
I think with the new consciousness of this new year 2020 I feel a lot of past memories,
Past trauma,
Past heavy energies from our life is coming up to the surface and it is needed in order for us to create fresh and new and without blocking energy in our matrix of self-energy.
It's so important to acknowledge the need to declutter ourselves,
Not only on the surface but in our depths.
I feel we have been waiting for this moment where suddenly life is not about surface,
It's not about oh I am looking good today,
I can go in the world and pretend to be participating and create something that is pleasing everybody.
I think this is a time of the past,
It is a revolution right now,
I call it a spiritual revolution where everybody is really feeling that deep movement of change of okay I have played a role,
I have been loved for this role and I'm really ready to move on or if I am not ready I really feel the pain,
I really feel how I've stuck myself in that role and I think it's really needed,
It's really deeply felt that something has to change,
Something has to shift.
And we see it also in the world where politicians need to be more true and if they are not the circumstances are just creating more truth.
It is chaotic right now but it is showing you what is going on energetically in the world meaning the spiritual revolution has to happen in order for us not to live in pain anymore of hiding who we are or trying to be pleasing people around us in order to be loved and accepted.
I think this model is really going to be obsolete,
It's going to be of the past,
It's going to be gone very soon and I feel like people who hang on that old system of thinking are going to struggle more with different blocking energies in all ways,
Could be physical,
Could be emotional,
Could be just practical.
The world is not going the way it was,
It has changed,
So be it,
I love it.
It's not easy,
It is painful,
It is transformational but it's time to change.
So let's embrace that movement,
Let's receive it and let's participate because when you realize and you're conscious that the energy of the world has changed and you are changing with it,
When you realize,
When you are conscious,
When you embrace it,
You just discover so much in yourself,
You just get rid of so much weight,
So much heavy dramas,
Heavy patterns of behaviors,
So much that is not you and you are just carrying on your back.
I think it's time to declutter,
Change profoundly who you are.
And when I realized this,
I mean January came really big time to me that it was time to look at all areas of my life where I am still not completely true to my desires,
To my joy,
Where I don't honor my joy and my deep,
Deep connection to my soul,
To my gifts,
To my calling.
So did you find yourself sometime not understanding why some projects are blocking or why you're not realizing your dreams or you are not even dreaming big enough in order for you to feel grand and high energy and this is really a sign that it's really time to embrace what is blocking you inside because the blocks from the past are here to block you also in your dreaming of today,
What you want to create,
When you want to dream,
What is in front of you that could really be exciting.
And in that process of going in the past I just realized that it is not something you should be afraid of or you should be thinking oh it's too much work.
No it is not,
It is not,
It is just thinking about how you can retrieve this moment of blockage,
Of fear,
Of shame,
Of all these emotions that really kept you,
Kept you in a cave in a way,
Kept you blocked,
Kept you mute,
Not being able to express who you are,
How beautiful you are,
How amazingly creative you are with amazing ideas and opportunities and expansion but in these moments you decided that the fear was bigger.
So how do you retrieve these moments?
Is it painful or is it not?
Actually the energy of today is allowing you to connect with this moment in a very smoother way if you allow it to happen.
And it's funny because all spiritual students of life like me and you,
That's why you're listening,
Are always a bit afraid of healing a pain or a memory because we have been going through a lot of pain in the past when we were healing past memories.
I think the consciousness of the new year 2020 is bringing into our consciousness that time is not linear but it is circular.
What does it mean?
It means that whatever you have lived in the past is not far away from you.
It is circular.
What I mean is that when you connect yourself to the heart of your heart,
In your soul,
In your meditation,
Everything you have lived in the past is absolutely reachable to your consciousness of today because time is not linear and circular which means when you are in your soul energy,
Everything you have lived in your experiences of life is reachable to your soul and then to yourself.
Imagine that you are in the middle of a circle of life and instead of thinking your life from now going back to your birth as a line of events,
It will be a circle.
So you're in the middle of this circle and all around you,
You see your life.
The line of your life is around you and you can turn your head and see everything that happened in your life and it's reachable to you.
It's like a cycle of a bicycle.
It is reachable to yourself.
So in the consciousness of your soul nothing is separate.
When you go into that moment connecting to your soul,
You breathe in and you concentrate and you let go of your mind.
It just concentrates in the center of your heart.
Breathe in deeply and call for the knowledge of your life,
Call for the knowledge of your soul,
Call for the connection to your soul and feel it in your heart.
It is beating with energy and with response.
And in that moment you will feel what you want to heal,
You will feel what you want to sort out in your life that is just bothering you,
Impeding yourself to be free emotionally,
Free in your creativity,
In your choices and you know deeply what it is.
Sometimes it has a memory and sometimes it doesn't and it's fine.
But in the middle of that circle of life you will have like a screen showing you what is coming to you.
You ask for healing,
You ask for a clearing,
You ask for understanding in the middle of that circle of life.
And life with your soul.
I'm going to bring to you the revelation of what you need to know,
Where you have blocked some energy of fear,
Where you have blocked yourself containing your expression and in this moment,
This energy you will take it in a bubble of light.
You're going to feel it in your heart,
This moment,
This memory or this energy.
This moment of not expressing who you are,
This moment of being in fear,
Of being true to yourself.
And in this moment you just release that bubble.
Bless it,
Release it.
You don't need it anymore.
The new consciousness you're living now is allowing you to release that energy of the past in releasing and blessing it away.
Be grateful for the healing.
Let it disperse into the universe,
Into pure light and feel the release in your sacred heart.
Feel the release.
Feel the space that it creates.
Feel the smile on your face.
Enjoy this moment of release.
As you understand that process,
Every day take one moment of your life where you remember a blockage.
Every day of your life allow yourself to release these blocked emotions.
Remember yourself that release,
That freedom.
It is so potent right now because you are called to do your job here to express who you are.
That's what we need.
We don't need a fake you.
We don't need someone with blockages who cannot express his joy.
Remember happiness,
Expression,
Expansion.
We need each other free and full of light.
We need each other healed and understanding the new realm of life.
Enjoy that moment of release.
Enjoy being in the center of the will of life,
Healing it in order to create space in you,
In order to let your gift arise.
It feels so good.
My heart is beating with love.
My heart is beating with joy of promises.
I hope you can feel it.
I hope you can enjoy it.
And I'm here to give you more about this knowledge.
Namaste.
