Awareness Satsang: You Are A Golden Child

There's so much coming up to be communicated,

And it's soft,

But there's a feeling of infinite power.

And please don't put a lid over the possibilities through your attendance of satsangs.

Truly,

There is a river of unconditional love,

And just bathing in it week after week after week.

This just comes through,

This one,

It's from Amma,

It's from the Creator.

But the thing about this work is it's very,

Very personal.

It's very,

Very psychological and personal.

And so it gives it power to reach your hearts at a level that maybe you don't often experience,

Because I get you,

I get all of you.

And everything I say personally to you is tailor-made to assist you to love and accept yourselves,

And to free your hearts,

To free up the silence within you,

Because that's the Creator in you.

And some of you,

When you go to feel the Creator within you,

You feel the distortions coming from your ego,

From your ego's confusion.

So it can seem that the Creator,

That there's something not quite right,

But it isn't that there's something not quite right about the Creator.

You're just experiencing that your ego is distorting your connection to the Creator.

Okay,

This is really,

Really important.

And our ego will distort our connection to the Creator,

And will even distort the information coming to us.

So it is to become very,

Very patient with ourselves,

Very,

Very patient,

Because with the patience,

You can clear an opening to your true self,

To a whole new level of purity,

To a whole new level of surrender,

Of allowing the flow of the Creator within.

Last night in the satsang,

There was this lovely woman who had,

Like,

A safety deposit box in her heart.

And this I come across so frequently in all of us.

And I said it before,

But I'll say it again.

We women,

Particularly with this very sensitive,

Feminine face of God energy,

We often go to sleep by eight years old,

And we've lost it.

But unless we allow it to come back in,

Our lives will be unfulfilled.

I feel in some of you,

And don't get scared about this,

But I feel that it's almost like it's as if there's going to be an eruption of this Creator energy in your heart,

For some of you.

And it's like,

You see,

We get these eruptions when we're too tight with ourselves,

And we don't understand ourselves.

So,

It's like a tap that's turned on.

Just a little trinkle of water is allowed,

But there's a lot of pressure building.

So,

Sometimes there's kind of an eruption in.

.

.

It could be tremendous tears.

It could be anger.

And you guys,

Don't worry about it.

Like,

Please,

Can you please just learn to give yourself a little more slack,

A little.

.

.

Not having to be so perfect.

Let yourself be human during these difficult times.

And the most important thing is that you free yourself,

That you allow yourself to be free.

And if it comes with a little bit of an eruption,

A little bit of.

.

.

You know,

That you find yourself,

I don't know,

Shouting at some telemarketer on the phone or something.

It's like,

It's not the best,

But it's okay.

Guys,

I know you really want this knowledge.

All I want to do is transmit it to you,

And I'll tell you,

Premasutha does not have too many rules on herself.

If you're upset,

Let yourself be upset.

Don't repress it.

Please.

You don't have to express it.

I mean,

If you can,

I mean,

If you've got the control not to express it,

Great.

Don't put any lids,

No more lids,

Please.

No more unnecessary lids.

You can always go back and apologize.

This sounds kind of maybe like trivial,

But actually,

It's a really important thing for the journey and bringing it in.

That helps you to be more open to yourselves.

That's what I'm wanting.

It's heartbreaking to me how tight some of you are with yourselves.

We may have sleepless nights.

We may be not getting on with our partner.

But when we clear the block,

Then we just get this gentle flow of the Creator's energy.

And we've earned the freedom to then express our true nature in our lives.

This is what you guys really want.

I can feel how much you want it.

You can have it.

I promise you.

Paying attention to your bodies.

I hope you're paying attention to any tension that's coming up,

Any warmth,

Any expansions.

Just being in your body and feeling how it feels to be you today as we gather together to move into more truth.

Because that's why we're here.

That's why you're here.

That's why we're here.

Interesting,

I'm feeling this higher awareness coming in.

This is surprising me in a way.

It's as if there's this higher level of understanding coming in and it's like this is the introductory session of a higher level of understanding.

It's like it's just knocking at the door.

But it's higher level,

You guys.

This will be happening in all of you individually,

Right across the board.

Even if you feel that it isn't you or you can't feel it,

Just be open to the words coming through.

This one that it is coming.

We don't have to be perfect.

We just have to be open to grace and be deeply sincere and willing to change.

There's a couple of you,

One particularly,

Who really needs to be willing to change.

That person probably knows who they are.

If we're too stubborn,

We can set up catastrophic consequences.

If you're in a situation where the movement is supported and you've asked for it and you refuse it,

What happens is the energy builds like behind a dam and then it blasts through finally.

I have done that twice in my life,

Been so stubborn that I set up catastrophic consequences and it was out of fear.

I didn't have any teacher at this time.

I've had to learn the hard way.

That's the whole reason why I make this available.

So don't start worrying about what I'm saying,

But take the hint,

Give any stubbornness over to Amma,

To the Creator.

As part of this,

See for yourself how much it doesn't work to be stubborn.

When you experience the consequences of having been stubborn,

Refusing to change,

When you feel the deep sorrow,

Pain you caused yourself,

The fear dissolves.

That's how you dissolve fear.

You feel the pain of how much it's getting in the way,

How much it distorts your experience,

And you feel the sorrow of it,

And your fear will dissolve.

I promise,

That's how you do it.

That's one of the ways.

You can also do something like climb Mount Everest,

Do something physical,

Some kind of external challenge like that,

And experience incredible fear and get through fear that way.

Or you can really love somebody and move through fear to get closer to them.

The universe always gives us so many different ways to solve things.

I feel your heart's a little protected,

But that's okay.

Some of you have got some anger in your heart,

Some anger at yourself,

Like an armor.

Amma's Grace,

Let's say something I want to raise,

And it's very human,

And I'm actually going to ask for questions after this,

But it may be uncomfortable for you.

Some of us are kind of celebrating feelings of being broken.

Amma talks about how some of us love and we hold our pain to our hearts with great devotion,

Like a little baby of darkness,

And we don't even realize,

We don't even see the darkness.

We just feel broken,

And we'll say,

Oh,

My conditioning was so heavy,

And we so know what it feels like to be alone and feel alone and separate.

And I just want to put a flag there,

Okay?

Flag,

Kind of warning,

Warning.

You know,

Don't do that.

Remember,

Amma can heal anything.

Our souls can heal anything.

There is nothing stopping you from allowing this creator energy to flow in you.

There's nothing stopping you.

The only thing,

If you're not fully realized,

The only thing that's stopping you is just your beliefs,

Your thoughts about yourself.

We're gods,

Okay?

We think we're just these flawed human beings.

As long as we're focused on we're flawed human beings,

It makes it hard to feel the creator within,

So we don't feel our infinite natures.

It is a joke,

But I know how real it is.

Like,

It's the game.

It's the game.

Over the years,

I've heard so many,

Just the sad stories.

I mean,

Holding on to the pain,

Okay?

So,

It's good to feel it deeply,

To acknowledge it,

To know it inside and out,

And then to let yourself grow past it.

This is really,

Really important.

I want to say it's really important to the Satsang and all of us in it.

We're all broken.

Like,

Our souls are never broken.

Our egos are formed over our grief,

Our fear and our grief at having to turn away from our true nature to fit into our family.

But we're never really broken.

We just think we are.

We just feel we are.

Think of Olympic athletes and how much they want that gold medal and what they put themselves through.

That's what works,

You guys.

On the spiritual journey,

It's like being a secret Olympic spiritual athlete,

And you're going for the gold.

Roger Bannister broke the four-minute mile,

And then after he broke the four-minute mile,

A whole bunch of people suddenly could run a mile in four minutes,

In under four minutes.

This is how our conditioning can be broken,

You see?

If we,

Like,

Get,

Like,

Grow through our conditioning in one area,

Even,

Just one area,

Then you start seeing that you could get past it in all areas.

It's like we get hypnotized,

Like the human race hypnotized that nobody could run a mile under four minutes.

Then even women started running under four minutes.

We just get hypnotized by our conditioning.

You guys,

We're God.

We're God.

You.

We're the creator.

And you know what?

You're doing the spiritual journey exactly right,

Because you know how Amma says that our lives have already happened,

So whatever we're doing is what was meant to be.

So you see,

The whole thing doesn't make sense to the head at all.

So we can drop into our hearts.

It's like when I had that body work from the group who were studying with Abraham,

And I had three people working on me.

I could not keep track of whose hand was whose,

And with that,

I let go of my mind,

You see?

My linear mind could not keep up with whose hand was where.

So I got lost in all the hands of my body.

And I just then surrendered into this incredible—it was grief at that point,

Because it was a grief of how far I was from my truth.

And you know,

I had 10 minutes of grief,

And then I felt like a million dollars.

I want you to get so that you feel like the million dollars.

I want you to get so that you feel like the million dollars.

Get through your conditioning.

And some of you do this with this one in this one's company,

Not so violently as with me,

With those three people working on me.

But it's the same thing in Amma's hug.

You can do it in Amma's hug.

So I'm getting the feeling that you guys are feeling like,

You know,

Members of the not terribly good club that somehow you're not quite getting it or anything.

Don't worry.

You're just beautiful the way you are.

It's okay.

It's okay.

We all have very different ways of our journey.

We cannot compare our journeys.

What I'm really trying to do is kind of distill how the journey works so that you get the overview,

An understanding,

Because most of us are walking around with just this symphony of sensations and thoughts and emotions,

And nothing really makes sense.

And we're just pretending to have it together.

That is the normal person.

You guys,

Are you feeling like,

Tired or something?

You guys seem very like,

Oh.

Maybe it's a bit overwhelming.

Beautiful the way you are.

And I see the God in you.

And I don't want you to hold onto your pain like that,

Like your brokenness.

You go,

Oh,

I'm broken.

I'm broken.

You know?

If you,

This is the point of the mantra.

You know,

Say your mantra.

Amma said,

Like,

If you say your mantra three years without stopping,

You'll become enlightened.

But she also says that she likes it better when people become enlightened in old age.

Personally,

I mean,

I don't know why Amma says that,

But I could imagine that it's kind of more organic if you just go through the seasons of your life.

I'm feeling a cutoff.

Okay,

So if this is coming up in the satsang,

It's coming up to be cleared in all of you,

Either consciously or unconsciously.

It's a cutoff.

It's a cutoff.

Okay,

So I'll tell you what the cutoff feels like to me.

There's a very,

I've had some very beautiful clients.

And I would,

Over the years,

I've said to them,

You know,

If you feel pressure outside your heart,

It's just your soul wanting to come back in.

Just focus for a few days on allowing the pressure to come back.

These people,

They're not going to be able to come back.

But these people were very,

Very focused on outwardly healing,

Like an often alternative healing,

But they were very,

Very focused on,

I do A and B,

And I'll get C and D.

And I would be talking about,

Okay,

Embody love,

You guys.

Learn how to embody love.

This is,

I'm sort of like coming like,

This is the way of the heart.

You can learn to embody love.

It's a very quick way,

Actually,

Once you get onto it.

And I wouldn't get through to them.

And they come back the next year,

And we'd have the same conversation.

Okay,

I'm feeling a similar cutoff right now.

But the good news is several are breaking through now.

There's this cutoff,

And I don't know what it is.

It's like a box spiritual journey's in,

I think.

It's something like that.

It's as if your spiritual journey is boxed.

Boxed.

Yeah,

It's that,

You guys.

Okay,

So this is the unboxing of the spiritual journey today.

And yeah,

I know,

Right?

Hooray!

I hope the spiritual journey unboxed so you can get the heart of it,

So you can get it,

So you can feel the creator within you.

This is really hitting home with a lot of you.

Yeah.

I'm feeling this big relief.

And you know,

It's all me,

Too.

There isn't any separation.

It's funny,

When I said that,

Kind of the box came back a bit.

It's funny.

The journey cannot be boxed.

God cannot be put in a box.

Do you get it?

Whatever you're putting in a box,

You're putting in a coffin.

And it might feel safe,

But it's not.

Some of you might be feeling a bit of shock.

Some of you look sort of stunned.

This is very beautiful,

You guys.

This is a very beautiful thing to be doing with you.

You can't be boxed because you're infinite.

Even the universe is infinite.

And the universe is just created by your mind,

Actually,

For you to play in.

The thing that is going to help unbox you is for you to realize how beautiful you are.

So I'm going to keep working along here.

It's like there's a feeling of that you're not beautiful,

And that you're having trouble forgiving yourselves for things.

I'm going to especially call on Amma right now.

I mean,

I always do before I start,

But really calling on her for all her grace.

To help her children see yourself.

To see yourself.

Be able to witness the God in you.

For your heart to be strengthened.

This is strengthening your heart.

Good.

We come out of the box,

And our hearts are strengthened.

That's how it works,

You guys.

And then as your heart is strengthened,

You walk forward just with more and more love,

More and more trust,

Bumbling away like any human being.

We bumble.

Some of you feel there's not enough love in the world for you almost.

There's never enough love.

Yep.

I know the feeling so well.

You are love.

You are love.

You are love.

You actually,

I mean,

As a human,

You need love,

But really,

You are love.

And when you get that you are love,

Everybody will love you.

In the meantime,

This one loves you,

And this one loves you,

And this one loves you.

And I'm holding the space for all of you,

Each individual.

I'm holding the space for you to just gradually,

At the pace that you can handle,

To just feel loved and secure,

And that you're entitled to be here.

And you're precious.

You're incomparable.

You're irreplaceable.

Without you,

The world would be poorer in so many ways,

Because really,

Your essence pervades the whole world.

It's you,

Actually.

The whole world is you.

But if you can just feel more love,

Just hearing these words will be altering things.

And we're not machines.

But you really got that we can't box a spiritual journey.

It's too wild.

If it's too boxed,

The journey dies,

Actually.

The heart of the journey gets lost.

We're all a bit nutty.

We're in a nutty world,

And we're all a bit nutty.

And so just accept that.

Give yourself permission.

Give yourself permission to be more your true self.

We're just a bit nutty,

Because we've all got our conditioning,

And we've all got our past lives that influence us in very idiosyncratic ways.

And it's for us to sort of gradually decode it all and allow it to heal.

And if we're trying to be normal too much,

We never get down.

We never sort of see the idiosyncrasies of ourselves.

And so we don't pay attention to all the threads in our experience.

I've lost you a little bit.

You know,

I may be talking too much.

So does anybody have a comment or question?

Or just want to express some confusion at what this one said?

Or any good news?

Any breakthroughs?

Hello,

Just some gratitude,

Because what you said in the beginning about attending satsangs,

I used to not understand satsang at all.

And every week I go through a war with my ego,

To go or not to go.

And but you said just by coming,

It's like a drip,

Drip,

Drip IV.

Right.

And you're right.

That's what's happening.

Things just kind of open up.

So thank you.

Yeah,

Thanks,

Sweetie.

Thank you for saying that.

I know it's like I used to read the Gita,

And I wouldn't get it.

And then I but I just kept reading it and rereading it.

And then I start to understand it.

It's the same principle with satsangs.

You just come.

Yeah,

And the comprehension goes up.

Thank you,

Laura,

Sweet one.

Yes,

Michael,

I want to say that,

For,

You know,

The last days,

Couple of weeks,

Whatever it is,

I'm really feeling different in relation to other people.

And I used to be very,

In a way,

Confrontational,

Very defensive.

You know,

I was looking,

You know,

For some,

For the attack,

All sub,

Well,

Subconscious,

Not obviously to be attacked physically or emotionally directly,

But but and now I find that and it's very difficult to explain.

It's almost like something washed over me at night,

Sometimes it gets more powerful.

Certainly this feeling of understanding that we're all in the same boat,

That we're all together.

And it's it's really changed my attitude,

I think,

And the way I interact with people.

So that's been I would say that's been the significant thing for me lately.

That's pretty huge.

And it is what happens is we keep on and then our subconscious will start,

If we're really sincerely wanting to bring God into our lives,

Our subconscious will gradually start to help us with this process.

If we're consistent,

If we're really consistent with wanting it,

It will come in behind us as a big engine,

And our dreams will alter,

Right,

And we'll get experiences at nighttime that really help us on our journey.

It's like the elves and the,

You know,

In fairy tales where the elves do the work that the heroine needs while she sleeps.

It's exactly that.

Yeah,

That's great,

Michael.

Thank you.

Yeah,

And is this like at work?

Like,

Can you give an example of how it's different?

Well,

Yeah,

As a matter of fact,

Just a couple of nights ago,

I was at a,

You know,

At some dinner,

Professional dinner.

And there were people there,

Certainly one person that I always felt very antagonistic towards.

And it was from a position of,

Well,

Superior,

You know,

A sense of superiority.

Artificial,

Of course,

But that's,

You know,

How it came across.

And,

Right.

And that completely broke away.

It was,

You know,

This,

This guy's my buddy.

And that's how I interacted with him.

And that completely changed the,

And I just found I was just,

You know,

More open,

And not so guarded as to what I was saying.

So when it comes in,

It's just seamless like that.

Yeah,

Exactly.

Yay.

Jayma.

And,

You know,

It comes and goes,

Well,

We'll be like that.

And then we'll,

We'll come to a new level of,

You know,

And stuff will come up.

And we may have difficulty again.

But it's like,

There's this new baseline,

Michael.

And then if there's any difficulty,

Again,

It will just get a higher baseline.

It'll just take you to more and more love and compassion.

Fantastic.

Yeah,

Great feeling.

Isn't it a great feeling?

It's like me too.

I can do it too.

It's happening for me too.

Yay.

Yeah.

Yeah.

And it's,

It's to really want it when we're sincere.

And you guys,

Like Michael,

You know,

I've poked you a few times,

Right?

Right?

So I poked egos,

So that to help you become more sincere.

There was a guy who spoke at the satsang and I could see his heart.

And I could see this big kind of phony balloon around his heart.

And it was his habit of being phony.

But he would think it was other people being phony and that he had to pretend to but at any time,

Like so what I did is I popped the balloon energetically.

So to help him then just become more real.

Because when we become more real,

Other people become real,

Too.

They feel the permission.

But we have this tendency to point fingers and go,

Oh,

They're like that.

Yeah,

We should always be working with ourselves.

Yeah.

And Michael,

My hat off for being so open to the journey.

Yeah,

Worth it.

It is,

Isn't it?

It is.

I know.

And it's what really helps and makes Amma happy and helps the world.

Thank you.

Thank you.

Yeah,

Thank you.

Is it we should be,

If we're on the journey,

We should be gradually becoming more,

Yeah,

Peaceful with others,

Loving with others and more generous,

Less judgmental,

Believing in ourselves more.

It just gradually happens,

We start becoming like a well-loved child,

You know,

Well-loved children.

They,

You know,

Schools more seamless for them often.

And we start bringing in Amma's energy,

The Creator's energy,

And we become,

Our vibration becomes then more like a loved child.

Any of us can do it.

It's terrifying.

That's the joke.

Terror comes up as we make the change,

But that's the whole point for a teacher to kind of hold your hand a bit as you go through this.

I'm wanting to pour love and gratitude and self-esteem into you,

Okay?

Because you all look a little like you need it.

Yeah.

And I remember feeling like this,

And I remember Abraham saying,

As I walk by,

You know,

You guys heard,

Like,

When he told me I was a terrible mother,

But I walked by once and he said,

You know,

You are just this,

He started praising me and I was a great student and I was a great mother and blah,

Blah,

Blah.

And you know what?

I could feel that he was doing it because I wasn't doing that.

Do you see what I mean?

He was trying to pour it into me.

But actually,

You know,

At that moment,

It didn't help.

It didn't help.

I didn't believe it.

I really couldn't feel it.

I couldn't believe it.

It didn't help.

And I walked away thinking,

What the hell am I going to do about myself?

Like,

When am I going to feel that I'm lovable and that I'm okay the way I am and all is well with me?

And it was very sweet of him to pour all that into me,

But he may have been doing it so that I'd realized that it couldn't come from someone outside me.

By the way,

I really recommend you guys picking up that book that Anna recommended about him because it will make your journey easier.

Abraham's just living what Alma teaches,

Which is to embody,

You know,

Know that you're the creator and human and that you're responsible for your lives.

But you're not on your own,

You know?

There's a lot of love coming to you.

And if you keep focusing,

Really wanting to bring it in and live it,

It will come in.

I promise you,

You have to want it.

That's the thing.

You have to really want it.

You know,

God doesn't come cheap.

Some of you say,

You know,

Your ego grabs it and you say,

Your ego will say,

Well,

I don't want to do it because I might get scared and what would I lose?

But egos are so stupid.

It's sort of like the pauper,

Somebody who's really impoverished going,

Boy,

If I were really myself,

What would I,

Who,

You know,

What would happen?

And they're a princess,

Right?

In truth.

Or it's,

You know,

The story of the ugly duckling and the swan that didn't fit in with the ducks because it was a swan.

Guys,

You're swans.

You're swans.

You guys,

You're swans.

You're magic children.

You were magic children and you can become magic adults and you know,

You've all got a magic quality to me.

All of you.

All of you.

I see you all as magic.

I do.

Remember,

I was talking,

Somebody was telling me that they realized,

They'd suddenly realized the importance of,

Actually it was someone who spoke in the last satsang about following the guidance was given.

Yeah,

You guys.

I mean,

If you think that the creator comes through somebody,

Follow their guidance and then you will make way more progress than if you let the guidance you will make way more progress than if you let the guidance drop.

Yeah,

Follow it.

Has anybody got any other questions or comments?

Oh,

Susan,

Yes,

Please.

Hi,

Can you hear me?

Yeah,

Beautifully.

Thank you.

Oh,

Hi.

Hi,

Pemba Shudra.

I want to thank you for for holding this satsang and for all the work you do.

For me,

I've noticed also like my goal really outside relationships changing.

I realized I like I really have struggled with my family,

My like my immediate family,

Like my my parents and brother,

Sister,

Whatever.

And I realized that I had always been seeking like love from them,

Like a particular love,

My idea of what it needed to be.

And listening to you and joining the satsang,

It's like I dropped it.

Like my friends can't believe it.

Like I was like really pissed off at my mother for like being narcissistic and yada yada and not helping me enough.

You know,

Because my husband died when my daughter was five.

And I bet she's 20 now.

I've been angry for like 15 years,

I swear to God.

And it's just like,

It's just not even a thought.

And I realized this is the work I've needed.

This I'm so in my head.

I was a philosophy student.

I'm an artist,

Like,

Of all these things.

And like,

Like really allowing love in.

It's so hard,

And I'm terrified.

And I,

What I've been experiencing lately is sort of the ping pong effect.

So like yesterday,

So like yesterday,

My husband and I went down to the beach.

It was a beautiful day.

I love water.

I felt like Alma was the water.

I felt my whole heart open the entire day.

Everything was great.

Like watching the crabs on the beach,

Just like the whole thing.

The people like whatever,

It was quiet.

And then this morning,

Like I wake up,

It's all good.

And then like the fear,

Like,

Like,

You know,

Like,

Sometimes like,

I'm tired of like the back and forth swing,

But I'm trying to allow it.

But what was the fear about?

I don't know.

I just think it's my ego.

Like,

Oh,

It's like,

I have a hard time,

Like trusting,

Like trusting my heart.

Like what,

What is my intuition?

And what is what I think is best something like that.

I mean,

It was like nothing.

It was just like,

Physical.

It was just like my body had like,

It's like I have to,

Like what I did is I put I listened to you before the satsang.

And it just helped me calm calm me down to remind myself of my connection or being God or my connection to truth,

Right?

It's like I have to constantly remind myself of that sometimes.

I mean,

Sometimes it's not a struggle,

But I feel like when I've had like a good day or a moment,

Sometimes I get like this weird,

Like ego is ego is backlash.

Once to once to like argue against it.

Yeah,

That's it.

It's it.

It's a pendulum.

It will do that.

But yeah,

Sweetie,

That's this fantastic.

If you're reminding yourself about the Creator often,

That's it,

You guys.

Just do that.

Do that.

And the fear when it's coming up,

It's actually leaving your body,

Sweetie.

It's leaving your cells.

But when it comes up,

You will like you're feeling it,

But it's on its way out.

And this,

I feel like is is a big thing for us to understand these symptoms.

It's uncomfortable.

Fear is really uncomfortable.

It's really great that it's coming up.

So it is leaving,

Sweetie,

It is leaving.

Just keep coming to the satsangs,

Keep getting the IV,

You know,

I'm not,

I'm not going anywhere.

I just I love you.

I love the work.

It's just been really transformational.

And I appreciate it so much.

And also I love the other thing I wanted to tell you.

I love the affirmations around mothering and being a mother and the value of being a mother.

Because I chose that path with my daughter.

Like she's amazing.

She's amazing.

And she Oh my god,

She's 20.

So she's all in my grip now,

Right?

Because she she's able to follow her truth because I raised her that way.

But like I made sacrifice for that.

And I felt a lot of shame about that.

You know,

And I'm like,

It's like,

Wonderful to let it go and to love myself for being the mother I have been.

Oh,

Sweetie.

Yeah,

No one says it.

I know,

No one says it.

And my mom,

Like give me affirmation,

But it's only if I do things in a way that she approves of,

Like,

It's so like conditional,

It doesn't matter.

Like,

Her opinion doesn't matter.

Yeah.

But it's like this other thing,

This other this other thing.

And like,

Anyhow,

So I appreciate that so much,

Because there's not enough people talking about No,

They're not.

I'm so touched.

I'm so moved.

Because,

You know,

This is part of the problem with them were the generations coming up,

They don't have much character development,

Because there's been no loving mother.

And,

And,

You know,

Dad to like really focused on them.

But motherhood is like,

You know,

You've probably heard me say this,

But even the dog breeders,

When they go to buy a dog will look at the character of the mother,

What was the mother like,

Even in the dog kingdom?

I mean,

That's how important it is.

Susan,

I just think we just it's revolutionary to like,

Really love your children really fully.

It is.

So my hat off.

Yeah,

And yet doesn't get treated well.

No,

No,

No.

May this change?

Yes,

I think it will.

Yes,

I do.

I love.

I love my daughter's generation.

I guess they're considered Gen Z or whatever.

I don't know.

I get them all confused.

They're like,

They're amazing.

They're amazing.

Love anybody.

Love everybody.

Like sexuality,

Like it's just like all over the place.

Yeah,

It's so I feel I feel really happy about that.

But anyhow,

Thank you.

Sutra.

Thank you,

Susan.

Yeah.

Wow,

That's great.

This is good.

This helps,

You know,

Like hearing these testimonials like this is good.

It's like,

It's,

It's reinforcing what we're doing,

You know,

Because remember,

What I teach has come from 40 years,

Sincere spiritual efforts.

And it's the feminine aspect.

And yeah,

I think we're,

We really need it.

And both males and females do well with the feminine face of God energy.

Brings everybody into blossoming.

You want us all to send you love?

You know,

Or prayers?

I mean,

Does anybody want to get a blast of love from us all?

Maxi?

Yeah.

It's I'm welcoming this God I'm welcoming God blast up from the blast of love and Maxi.

Big,

Huge blast of love for you guys.

For you for Maxi and Scott particularly,

But it's overflowing to all of you guys too.

Yeah,

Here it comes.

I can feel it coming so strongly.

Wow.

Wow.

You know,

I feel I feel angels.

Wow.

It's as if it feels like they're so happy that we're asking for this that you guys asked for this.

Oh,

Blessings,

Blessings,

Love to all of you.