This Is How You Find Your True Destiny (And Make It Real)

You may not realize it,

But you have a mission.

And there is a reason why you were born.

Yes,

There is.

So hang in with me.

We will start this out with an explanation,

And then we will end it with affirmational meditation.

I will create a second one with just the affirmational meditation,

So you don't have to listen to the explanation again.

However,

It is very important that you do listen to the explanation many,

Many times so that you can rewire your brain.

We are hybrids.

We are part human and part soul.

Your soul entered the avatar of the human in order to complete a mission.

But it is not a sole mission.

You are not the only pilot on this flight.

There are several,

Several hundreds,

If not thousands of like-minded,

Yes,

Like-minded hybrids just like you.

In this global world where our like-minded counterparts are scattered all over the world,

You may feel lost.

You may feel intimidated that there are other people with much more grandeur,

Destinies and missions being fulfilled at this moment.

And you may not be one of those,

But yours is just as important,

If not more.

And I'm going to explain to you why you may be missing the mark,

Why it's difficult for you to understand what is my destiny,

What is my mission.

Is it to be wealthy and rich and famous?

I will tell you no.

Is it so that you don't have to work another day in your life and life is much easier for you?

Absolutely not.

In fact,

Those who have a distinct mission and calling have had very difficult childhoods and very difficult adulthoods as they are mixed in this soup of desire that we live in,

In the last 50 plus years.

The more that we want,

The more that we desire,

The more that our squirrel-like beings are being gravitated and pulled in all different directions.

I mean,

How hard is it for you to go into a grocery store,

I'm only going to get a couple of onions,

And your head and your eyes and your mind and even the senses,

Your sight,

Your smell is being pulled in a hundred different directions by me,

By me,

By me,

Even though you don't need it.

Everyone says,

Do not go shopping when you're hungry,

Because then we have less control over our desire.

This is what life is like.

As we maneuver our way through life,

We are inundated with desires.

But guess what?

It's not the desire that is the problem.

It is the need for you to be soothed,

To have soothers,

To be calm,

To be relaxed,

To heal trauma,

To feel more worthy,

To feel a sense of belonging.

All of those senses of lack is why you desire this,

That,

And the other.

If this is a simplified explanation and you're not quite understanding it,

Or you want to understand more,

Then I highly recommend that you look at Buddhist teachings,

Even some Christ teachings,

The Tao,

Anything to do with desire.

Another one that's great is the Eightfold Path or the Four Agreements.

That's a good one as well.

So let's figure out,

What is your desire?

What is holding you back?

Why do you not know what that path is?

Take a look at what you do not like in your life right now.

Your job.

Let's use that as an example.

This is not what I signed up for.

I'm not interested in working in this company anymore,

Because the people don't align with me.

And you're going to ask me,

How come I can't find my tribe,

Holly?

How come I can't find my people that are aligning with me?

The reason is,

Is because we have been purposely orchestrated by our souls to disperse ourselves amongst the collective,

So that we can start making changes globally and galactically.

When you struggle with what your desires are and what you want,

Then you're going to struggle with what your mission is.

So the first thing to do is to take a look at why you desire what you want.

So for instance,

You may say,

I just want another job that has a better paycheck,

And I don't have to work with so-and-so.

That is not what you desire.

You want to go deeper than that.

Why is it difficult for you to work with so-and-so?

Why are you challenged with the need to make more money?

I have specific needs and desires.

I want to travel.

I want to be able to pay my mortgage without counting every penny.

There are other ways to make that easier than having a bigger paycheck.

Downsizing,

Minimalizing,

Less expectations.

Yes,

Does that sound desirable?

Absolutely not.

But this is what we're working on.

Letting go of desire.

Is it that you were insecure as a child,

And you had a domineering parent who told you what to do,

When to do it,

And how to do it?

Or maybe even a sibling.

And now this person that you're working with resembles that type of personality.

And it really triggers you.

It gets you quite hot under the collar.

And you will find somebody who is like that.

No matter where you work,

You will find someone who will trigger you until you heal it.

How do you heal it?

Observe.

Observation only.

And that's been recognized in the science experiment,

The slit theory,

The slit experiment theory.

And this was when,

And you can look that one up.

I won't detail it.

But basically,

The accidental conclusion was that observation changes atoms and protons.

So observation changes our environment.

The more that you observe,

I'm being triggered.

This is causing me anxiety.

I'm stressed out.

I just want to go home and be alone.

What is it triggering?

That's the first thing you need to do.

And you can first label it.

My dad was like this.

My mom was like that.

My sister is so successful and loved by my mom,

And I'm not.

This really makes me feel abandoned.

It makes me feel hurt.

It triggers my self-worth because I don't have a natural sense of self-worth.

I need it from outside sources.

That's a start.

But you still got to go even deeper.

I work with this on a daily basis.

And it's not easy.

It definitely is not easy.

The next thing,

Once you figured out just one trigger,

That's all I'm asking.

For this week,

Just work on one trigger.

And the next week,

Work on another.

Or until you have mastered this trigger,

It no longer.

And the interesting thing,

It no longer upsets you.

The interesting thing is that this trigger,

You may be able to heal it at work.

You may be able to heal it at the family gathering.

But you might find yourself in a different environment.

And all of a sudden,

The trigger comes up again.

And then it's a time to heal it again a little bit deeper.

Once you've done that,

You've worked on the one trigger,

And you see that it has diminished quite a bit.

Then you work on another one,

And another one,

And another one.

And with every result of a trigger that you've worked on,

There is a gift.

There is a gold at the end of rainbow.

Every single time.

It's guaranteed.

You get a superpower,

A strength you've never had before.

Whatever you need to do,

Watch affirmational podcasts.

Podcasts are people that align with you.

Listen to them.

Watch them.

Listen to my next affirmation I'm going to share over and over and over again.

Retrain the patterns.

There are patterns that are in your brain.

Neurons.

There are patterns that neurons make that create habitual a way that you live your life every day in a habitual level.

So with that understanding,

And if not,

Just replay this again.

I want you to sit,

And I want you to close your eyes.

And I want you to take a deep breath.

And again.

Deep as you can.

And again.

And I want you to think of something that triggered you,

Maybe on the weekend,

During the week,

Yesterday,

Today.

It has to be a pretty big trigger.

You don't have to know why or what it was.

Just somebody was standing in the line at the grocery store and taking their time getting their cash out.

Why didn't they have it prepared?

And it really just like,

You even came home in a mood.

That's enough.

Doesn't have to be anything major.

That's it.

And so I want you to sit with that feeling.

And I want you to put it in your heart center,

Not in your head.

I want you to feel the feeling in your heart center.

You got the story in your head,

But just a feeling in the heart center.

And make that feeling really,

Really big.

And whatever the circumstance was,

The story in your mind,

I want you to eliminate that.

No more story.

We're just going to concentrate on the feeling of anger,

Frustration,

Irritation.

I'm not worthy.

Abandonment.

And blow it up.

Make it big,

Big,

Big.

Make that feeling more angry.

Make it feel less of self-worth.

Make it massive.

You can even envision it as a green ball on your heart center and make it bigger and bigger and bigger.

If you feel it in your gut,

Make it bigger there.

Figure out where that feeling is coming from.

Where is it in your body?

It might even be weak in the knees.

And make it big.

Take a deep breath.

And now make it smaller.

Make it smaller,

Smaller,

Smaller.

Come on,

You can get it smaller.

Make it really small.

Really small.

And now make it big again.

Not quite as big as last time,

But just about half the size.

Make it bigger,

Bigger,

Bigger,

Bigger.

Take a deep breath.

And now make it smaller again.

And wherever that is located in your body,

I want you to see it moving about 12 inches away from you.

And if it's struggling to move,

That's okay.

Just let it go as far as it can.

And now ask your body,

Where is this coming from?

Look at it in front of you,

This green ball,

This feeling,

This emotion,

And go,

Who are you?

Where were you born?

What situation happened when you were born?

When you were created?

You are not me.

You do not define me,

Green ball.

But you were created and you've been living with me for a long time.

Who are you?

What happened?

And sit with that and let that energy speak to you.

It's yours,

But it's not yours.

So sit with that for a moment.

You may want to pause this audio or video and sit with it longer.

Maybe each time you listen to this,

You can sit with it longer and longer and longer.

Let your mind go wild.

Don't have to be silent or meditative.

If you have come up with one reason,

One story of where this gave birth and how it gave birth and why it's still with you now,

Then go even deeper.

Who is your creator?

What is your creator?

Where were you before you were created?

I know that's confusing,

But let's say you loved and idolized your parents when you were young,

A toddler.

You may not remember this.

And then a sibling was born and all of a sudden your parents were preoccupied with that little baby and all the attention it was getting.

And now you feel jealousy,

Anger,

Hurt,

Lost,

A loss of love.

So before that happened,

Which became your future trigger,

You felt love.

That's what it was before it was born.

It can return.

It can return to who,

What this was before it was born,

Because it is what it really is.

It is love.

It's not hatred,

Frustration,

Abandonment,

Hurt,

Unloved,

Devalued.

It's none of that.

It is originally sacred love.

That's an example.

And you can do this.

You can pause and do this.

Go deeper,

Deeper,

Deeper.

Every time you might,

First time you may only go deeper once.

You do this 5,

10,

15 times.

You might go deeper seven times.

And now we're going to go to affirmations.

I do not resonate with my triggers.

They do not own me.

I am not abandonment.

I am not lacking of love.

I'm not undeserving.

Attached.

I am not frustration,

Hurt,

Anger.

It is there,

But I am not it.

Now repeat again.

I am not anger.

I am not frustration.

I am not unlovable.

I am not my trigger.

I am not my trigger.

It does not define me.

It does not define me.

It never will define me.

My mind may think it does,

But it is a trickster.

I am believing a lie.

The truth is I am love.

Beloved and loved.

My experiences do not define my worthiness of love.

I am love.

I am beloved.

I am love.

I am love.

I am beloved.

I am love.

Take a deep breath in.

Exhale.

Relax your face.

Relax your shoulder.

Relax your stomach.

Cocoon yourself in a pink golden light of love.

Your mind might say,

This is not true,

Holly.

I do not feel this.

But do it anyways.

See how easily your mind can trick you?

You can easily trick your mind too.

It goes both ways.

Wrap yourself in golden pink light of love.

Again and again and again.

And sit with this for a few moments.

As long as you like.